Knowing that she was distressing their children, Ruan Zhengling could not say anything to comfort her, so she could only put her arms around her shoulders and patted comfortingly.
That is already destined, and they can only do their best to eliminate the virus from the child as soon as possible. Besides, what other way is there
They can give this child all the material life, but the feelings...
Can't give.
It's not that I don't want to give it, but I can't ruin everything about the child!
"Xi Chun, do you want to stay in the imperial capital for confinement, or should we go back to Jiangcheng?" Ruan Zhengling changed the subject, not wanting her to continue thinking about the unhappy future.
Regarding this question, Mo Xichun had no idea, and asked, "What do you think?"
For her, it's the same wherever she confinement, as long as she hopes to be with him.
but…
What about the child!
Ruan Xingshen must stay here in the laboratory to cooperate with the study of that virus. Did they just leave the child here
Before discussing a result, Ruan Zhengling accompanied Mo Xichun to the laboratory to see the children.
Mo Beiyan and Bai Qingyu were also there.
Because the child did not have a seizure, so just to cooperate with the inspection data, the child is still like an ordinary child, with a nurse and a nanny taking care of it together.
When they came, Bai Qingyu was holding the baby while breastfeeding, and Mo Beiyan stood aside and looked at her gently.
"Are you here?" Seeing them, Bai Qingyu handed over the child to Ruan Zhengling: "Here, Xinke father, hurry up and learn to hug the child!"
Ruan Zhengling had never been in contact with a newborn, and was really shocked for an instant. With a child in his arms, he sat stiffly and motionless, let alone breastfeeding, and didn't dare to breathe.
Mo Xichun couldn't help laughing.
"Did you name it?" Mo Beiyan still cares about this issue.
Although he was a child of the Ruan family, he still shed half of the Mo family's blood.
Ruan Zhengling nodded and said, "Well, Ruan Xingshen."
Mo Beiyan didn't care what his name was, as long as he took it. He said, "I'll go and tell grandma."
He went out to call.
Bai Qingyu smiled and looked at Ruan Zhengling, and said, "Don't be too nervous, just feed him carefully."
Mo Xichun also said the same: "Don't worry, there is a swaddling wrapper, it won't be a problem. If there is no swaddling, I dare not let you hold it!"
The bones of the newborn’s neck have not yet grown well, they are very soft, and indeed very fragile.
At this time, it was wrapped in a swaddle, and it was still very easy to hold.
Ruan Zhengling slowly got used to the little weight, only then dared to move, and with the help of Mo Xichun, he slowly nursed the baby.
Several people sat for a while, chatted a few words, and Mo Beiyan came in after the phone call.
"Grandma meant to let Xichun go home for confinement." Mo Beiyan said lightly.
Mo Xichun raised his head quickly and looked at the child, with reluctance in his eyes.
Although she is married to Ruan Zhengling, she is the daughter-in-law of the Ruan family.
However, the Ruan family has always been not very good to Ruan Zhengling. Even if he offers all kinds of courtesy now, he does not want to have a good relationship with the Ruan family, so he would rather let Mo Xichun return to the Mo family.
He nodded and said, "But Xichun is reluctant to stay in the imperial capital."
Because this child was well-nourished when he was pregnant, the child was red and wrinkled when he was born, but he was white and fat, and he didn't cry much. It was very attractive to look at.
Not to mention the mother of Mo Xichun, Ruan Zhengling himself had never studied a child, and he couldn't turn his eyes away.
Mo Xichun was not willing, but in fact, he was not willing.
However, Mo Beiyan said something very sensible: "Sooner or later."
Everyone was taken aback, with regrets on their faces.
Mo Xichun couldn't help but want to cry, his eyes were red.
Seeing her doing this, Ruan Zhengling carefully put a hand around her shoulder, silently comforting.
Although Mo Beiyan spoke very heartlessly, they all knew that this was the best result.
As long as the virus is in the body for one day, this child must not be able to have feelings for anyone, otherwise he is likely to activate the virus and be tortured by the virus outbreak.
Ruan Zhengling has the most say in that kind of pain!
Therefore, Ruan Zhengling can understand Mo Beiyan's words best.
Bai Qingyu felt regretful and looked at Mo Beiyan. She was always calm, thinking that if this kind of thing happened to her, she would definitely be uncomfortable, so she was silent at this time.
Mo Beiyan stretched out her hand and smoothed her hair, and said: "I can't bear to stay here for a few days and take a few more glances."
In order to prevent the child from being attached, it is the best choice not to let him be with his parents.
Then, Ruan Zhengling and Mo Xichun must let go of this child!
"Leave the space to them." Mo Beiyan whispered.
Bai Qingyu nodded and took everyone out of the laboratory.
Only Mo Xichun and Ruan Zhengling were left in the laboratory, and both of them felt extremely uncomfortable, and both were silently sad.
However, Ruan Zhengling is a man after all. He shoulders the responsibility of comforting his own woman, so he still suppressed the pain and said softly: "Xi Chun, we do our best to give him everything we can, let him stay Receive research and treatment here. If you miss him in the future, we will sneak over to see him, okay?"
"Yeah." Mo Xichun nodded.
Besides, they have no other choice, right
Ruan Zhengling sighed, and said: "I blame me for this matter, it's all my fault, and you have encountered these things."
Until now, he still doesn't know why he took such a path!
He hasn't been able to figure out how the virus came about until now!
Mo Xichun saw that he had taken the mistake to himself, and said quickly: "You can't blame you, and you don't want to be like this. All of this is so sudden, so we don't have the slightest strength to parry. Rao is my brother, until now. How can you blame you for failing to find out the cause and effect?"
Despite what she said, Ruan Zhengling still blamed herself very much.
After all, as a husband, failing to give his wife a stable life, let her follow her in fear and fear, which shouldn't be the case anymore.
What's more, she herself is noble, and marrying him is compelled to marry him.
"Then we really leave the baby alone in the laboratory?" Mo Xichun was still reluctant.
The child born through untold hardships has not yet felt the joy and hardship of being a parent. As a result, this child can only be treated as nothing. Which one can be willing
Ruan Zhengling had nothing to do with this, knowing that she was reluctant, he also wanted to take the child home, but he also knew that he couldn't.
Take it back, I am afraid it will harm the child in the future!
Mo Xichun also knew that he could only talk about it, and was afraid that he would be uncomfortable, so he didn't say: "Let's stay with him in the imperial capital for a few days. Will you come to see him often in the future? I heard that the child was before the age of three. His memory is very weak. It should be okay for us to meet him more before the age of three?"
Reason tells Ruan Zhengling that it is also bad for the child, and it will be more cruel than never before to separate the feelings that have been cultivated.
However, he couldn't bear to refute Mo Xichun's words, nodded, and said, "Let's see him as much as possible."
"Yeah." Mo Xichun finally said nothing more.
Ruan Zhengling looked at the kindness of her holding her child, and felt that if she could no longer have children in her life, she would not know how uncomfortable it would be in the future
We must find a way to treat her well, and when her body is well, they will have another one!