Forgetting someone requires two things: time and new love.
Some people choose time to heal their wounds.
Some people choose new love to bury the old wounds in their hearts.
Ever since he had developed a deep bond with Thirteen, Yang Fan had no choice. This was something he realized when he went traveling with the Liu sisters.
Falling in love with a rich and powerful woman is not necessarily a good thing.
After having the boss busy himself with arrangements during the trip and the boss fawning on him in various ways, Yang Fan realized that the pure love he wanted had been shrouded in many worldly things.
At the beginning, when traveling with the Liu sisters, Yang Fan was very relaxed and felt that one plus one was greater than thirteen.
It wasn't because the people around him were the Liu sisters that he felt they were closer to him than Thirteen.
Before the trip, he stayed with Thirteen, not because he could party with Thirteen every night, but because he thought Thirteen was greater than one plus one.
Before the trip, he just felt that his relationship with the Liu sisters was a bit complicated and the feelings were not very pure. The relationship with Thirteen was the purest.
But during the journey, he discovered that his feelings for Shisan were no longer pure.
Even the old lady of the Wen family started to get involved in the arrangements.
Compared to Thirteen's side, Yang Fan felt that his situation with the Liu sisters was much simpler.
He was also once very rich.
But of course I am not the richest, so I have been treated differently by some people.
In simple terms, it means being despised by the privileged.
He once ran a factory, and its environmental protection standards were met at the beginning.
Later, when the targets needed to be raised, his factory could no longer meet them.
Not only his factory, but more than 80% of the factories cannot achieve this.
So everyone is making rectifications. In principle, rectifications cannot be carried out while work is underway before the deadline.
However, those factories in the industrial park that are more profitable than his can continue operations and make rectifications at the same time, but he cannot.
The order cannot be delivered and the loss is huge.
Replacing equipment in the short term is also very difficult. First, there is the issue of funding, and second, there is the issue of equipment purchasing channels.
In the end, Yang Fan had to spend a lot of money to replace the equipment.
And these huge prices are more than double the money paid for order defaults.
Simply put, he stopped work, paid the penalty, and then replaced the equipment whose price had skyrocketed during the extraordinary period, thus losing the least money.
But in the end he chose honesty in order to deliver the order on time.
If he could have made the rectifications while continuing the work, he wouldn't have lost so much money.
But he has no privileges.
"The seafarer talks about Yingzhou, but the truth is hard to find in the misty waves."
Yang Fan wrote the first line.
"The people from Yue talked about Mount Tianmu, saying that one could see it among the flickering clouds and mist." The people from Yue talked about Mount Tianmu, saying that one could see it among the flickering clouds and mist.
"Tianmu stretches across the sky, its might surpasses the Five Mountains and covers Chicheng. Tiantai is 48,000 feet high, and it seems to be falling to the southeast. I want to dream of Wu and Yue, and fly across the Mirror Lake and the moon in one night. The lake and the moon reflect my shadow and send me to Shanxi."
Tianmu Mountain seems to be connected to the sky and separates the sky. The mountain is higher and steeper than the Five Great Mountains and overshadows Mount Chicheng.
Although Mount Tiantai is 48,000 feet high, it is tilted towards Mount Tianmu in the southeast, as if it is bowing down to Mount Tianmu.
I dreamed that I flew across the moon-like Mirror Lake in one night, and the moonlight on the Mirror Lake brought me to Shanxi.
Moving forward, Thirteen seemed to see a sleepwalking picture that was both real and unreal, both fantasy and true.
The poems use rich and strange imagination and bold exaggeration, with precise conception, magnificent artistic conception, rich and tortuous content, brilliant and flowing images, deep and intense emotions, and are full of romanticism.
In terms of form, it is a mixture of various words and uses Sao style. It is not bound by rules, the writing follows the inspiration, and the structure is liberated, making it a masterpiece.
“The vast blue sky is bottomless, the sun and the moon shine on the golden and silver platforms. The rainbow is his clothes and the wind is his horse, the Lord of Clouds is coming down in droves.” Seeing this, Thirteen felt a surge of momentum gushing out from the sky, majestic and powerful.
“The pleasures of the world are like this; all things since ancient times are like flowing water.” But when she saw this, her sleepwalking mood suddenly dropped sharply, as if she had returned from the sky to the ground.
"When will I return after leaving you? Let the white deer go among the green cliffs, and if I must go, I will ride to visit the famous mountains." After reading this sentence, Thirteen didn't want to read any further.
Because the protagonist in the poem expresses a desire for light and freedom, and is very dissatisfied with reality.
Thirteen had a sense of what this dissatisfaction was, but he didn't know the details.
Soon, she found out.
"How can I bow my head and serve the rich and powerful, and make myself unhappy?"
After writing the last two sentences, Thirteen stood there in a daze.
Yang Fan stood up and walked out of the study without disturbing Thirteen.
Thirteen stood there for a long time, then held the handle of the chair and sat down on the chair where Yang Fan had sat.
It is always said that two smart people may not necessarily live a happy life together.
The real Yang Fan was not well-read, learned, or talented.
But there is no doubt that he is a smart man.
In terms of intelligence, Thirteen is only smarter than Yang Fan, not weaker.
Either be honest or pretend to be ignorant.
Thirteen was unable to be honest, nor could he pretend to be ignorant for the rest of his life like he had done before the two of them had sex.
The one Yang Fan loves the most is Thirteen who has not recovered his memory.
Sitting alone, Thirteen's eyes slowly turned red and his shoulders trembled.
Yang Fan went downstairs, bought a pack of cigarettes, and sat on the balcony of the small living room.
There were good cigarettes and wine at home, but he didn't touch them.
That belongs to Thirteen.
On the balcony, a little firework flickered.
I don’t know how long it took, but Thirteen came up with red eyes.
After taking a look at the cigarette box on the small table, she turned and went back into the house.
After a while, she came back with a pack of cigarettes in her hand.
"Take this."
Usually Thirteen didn't like Yang Fan smoking, and Yang Fan almost never smoked at home.
But now, Shisan tore off the cigarette box for Yang Fan and took out a cigarette.
"I'm a little hesitant to touch your things." Yang Fan didn't take the cigarette. He held the half-smoked cigarette he bought between his index and middle fingers.
"Sorry!" Thirteen lowered his head, sat aside, and looked at his toes.
Yang Fan doesn't smoke much, but he smoked a lot tonight. His head felt dizzy and he said, "Do you know what I've been feeling more and more since Qianqian and I came back from our trip?"
Thirteen said nothing.
Yang Fan said: "It's pure and free. She didn't put any pressure on me, and neither did her family."
After a pause, Yang Fan sighed: "Although Qianqian and I haven't had a deeper relationship during this trip, she is actually willing. It's just that I can't get over it."
This is indeed the fact. When Yang Fan is intimate with Liu Qianqian or Liu Yueyue, he can take advantage of them. As long as he keeps quiet, everything will go smoothly.
He couldn't get over that hurdle, so he stopped and asked them.
After being questioned, Liu Yueyue and Liu Qianqian were too shy to say readily that they could continue.
"The reason I can't get over that hurdle is not because I have noble morals, but because I'm afraid of what will happen to your family. I can accept any ending, but I'm afraid of implicating Qianqian," said Yang Fan.