I took the thing out of the bedside table, wiped it on my finger, and slowly poked it in...
Turning my slippery fingers in the warm and tight place, I gently licked his face, he put his arms around my neck and pulled me closer, intertwined deep kisses.
I put his legs around my waist and pushed them gently inside. He gasped and looked at me. My heart skipped a beat, and I bumped into it without thinking...
"Slow down..." He put his hand on my chest and said hoarsely.
I bowed my head emotionally to kiss his eyelashes, his face, and his lips...
After Qi Gen submerged, I restrained myself and started to move slowly.
His back was stimulated wave after wave, panting and moaning hoarsely...
At the same time that I released + and put it inside him, he shot me in the lower abdomen from the front.
During this period of taking care of Chu Yuanjiang, I have really been abstinent for almost three months, so I dragged him to do it many times, until he stretched out his hand and pushed me weakly: "I have to go out the day after tomorrow...you...don't be crazy Okay..."
"Isn't it a rest tomorrow?" I put my arms around him and said, maintaining the posture of entering.
"If I don't rest tomorrow, how dare I come today..."
I sighed with some regret, and carried him to the bathroom.
He leaned sleepily in my arms, put hot water for him to soak in, I stretched out my hand to slowly press the red and swollen place, he gave a sigh-like acknowledgment, twisted his body gently, The mucus inside flowed out along with the clear water seeping in.
Seeing him closing his eyes and resting his mind in the dense mist, I asked softly, "Are you tired recently?"
He didn't speak, as if he had fallen asleep, I covered my hands with body lotion and dipped into the water to gently rub his lower body: "I heard that the boss of xx Electric was arrested recently, that's a source of wealth for you guys." Ah, what a pity it's broken."
He snorted, and then opened his eyes, his eyes were full of clarity: "The surname He over there even sent someone to buy it."
These, of course, I already knew.
"Calm down." I stroked him gently.
"I can't swallow this breath." His voice was still hoarse, but his body had lost the heat just now.
"Then let me vent your anger for you?" I looked at him with a smile.
"You?" He raised his eyebrows lightly, and stood up with a crash: "How did you get out?"
I put the towel on him from the back: "I'm familiar with this set, isn't that how I ruined the previous competitors?"
Lin Ye turned around and looked at me, I stood naked in front of him, completely sincere.
"Then try it." He raised his chin.
"Then... phone call?"
"The process is the same as Da Biao's report."
As he said that, he stepped on his slippers and walked out. I tore off a towel and wiped my face indiscriminately, and secretly let out a long sigh of relief.
When I walked out of the bathroom, I saw Lin Ye lying on the bed with his back to me. I leaned over and pulled him into my arms.
That day he stayed by Lin Ye's side for the night, and he also greeted Chu Yuanjiang before, saying that I have something to do at night, and he asked him to crawl back to bed and sleep without waiting for me.
When I got home in the morning, I opened the door lightly, but I saw Chu Yuanjiang sitting in a wheelchair and watching TV. I walked over to see if he was asleep or awake, but I saw the image jumping in his open pupils, which seemed a little strange. unreal.
"Why don't you go to sleep? Didn't I tell you that you should go to bed first?" I took off my coat and threw it on the sofa, and got myself a glass of water to drink.
"Do you want it?" I asked him holding the cup.
He looked up at me and said nothing.
I sighed, pushed him to the side of the low bed in the bedroom, and hugged him up: "Lie down and rest."
"Help me press my leg." He finally said.
Only then did I realize that his legs could not be straightened, and he was bent on the bed in a strange manner.
"Go to bed by yourself from now on... don't wait for me, sitting for a long time is not good for your legs." I sat down by the bed and rubbed the meridians on his legs bit by bit.
He lay on the bed and closed his eyes: "where did you go last night?"
I don't think there is anything to hide: "I went to see Lin Ye."
His brows slowly frowned, but he didn't say anything in the end, and closed his eyes with his face crossed: "I want to sleep, you go to cook."
I wanted to hug him, but he pushed me away, closed his eyes and said calmly, "Take a bath first."
I sighed: "Oh."
When I came out wet, wrapped in a bath towel, I entered the bedroom and saw Chu Yuanjiang lying on the bed and staring at the ceiling: "Don't tell me about Lin Ye from now on."
Didn't you just ask me what I said.
I nodded: "Got it."
"Go out, I'm going to sleep."
"Go to sleep, I'll put the lunch in the old place when the lunch is ready."
I began to pay attention to Chu Yuanjiang's state. After careful observation, I realized that it was strange. These days... he was too quiet... When we lived together, he would always choke. Although we are no longer the brats we used to be, we will never be so reticent...
I was a little worried, so I called the family doctor to give Chu Yuanjiang a physical examination on the weekend. The doctor smiled and told Chu Yuanjiang to take a good rest. In the end, he pulled me aside and asked me, "Is he depressed recently?"
I was stunned, I was quite happy during this time: "No, it's just that there are few words."
"Then does he react quickly?"
"He...he often stares at flowers in a daze."
"I suspect he's suffering from mild depression."
"No way, he's always smiling at me."
"His body is not recovering very well. The red blood cell protein and vitamins in his body have been in a low state since he was discharged from the hospital. Now a flu can make him collapse."
"Well...then you prescribe some medicine for him?"
"Give him morphine? Depression is actually a heart disease, and chemotherapy will always make it worse."
I looked at him who was sitting on the sofa watching TV: "But I really don't think there's anything wrong with him. He's fine. I come back to cook every day, and he can eat a big bowl."
"Have you talked to him a lot?"
"Not so much. I came back very late. He has nothing to do at home now, and it's not easy for me to tell him about my work, for fear of irritating him."
"Look." The doctor raised his chin while speaking, and his eyes fell on the back of the TV in the living room.
"He was in a daze at all, didn't you notice? And his reaction slowed down."
"Then take him to see a psychiatrist?"
"It's still mild now. You should try to enlighten him first. Some people are very resistant to psychiatrists."
After sending the doctor away, I think it is necessary to have a deep talk with Chu Yuanjiang: "Yuanjiang, tell me the truth, do you have something on your mind?"
He said indifferently: "I have nothing to do. It's just that you cover up and quote the scriptures. I can only ask you. How can I force you to say it?"
I was taken aback for a moment, but I didn't expect him to talk about it all of a sudden, so I also said straightforwardly: "What do you want to know? What are you asking today, and what will I say?"
"... I don't want to ask you."
"Why don't you want to ask again?"
He raised his eyes and looked at me: "Junzi, I have always regarded you as my younger brother. I will protect you. I will be happy if you are popular and hot. You know what I used to do. You treat me well. We two I have deep feelings, I know... But I am really uncomfortable being raised by you now, but I don't mean to help you. And although Han Dong died, the incident spread, this You can say that I can't get over my face, or that I have a small temper, but I just can't get over this hurdle.
What's more, with my current appearance, I feel that my waist is bent when I am alive. I eat and sleep every day, and I am a dead person. My internal organs are all floating! You still go to work at Lin Ye's every day, I can't stand it, you might as well let me die.
I know I'm sorry for saying this, Junzi, I know you have paid a lot for me, and your company has been sold. The first time I saw you when I woke up in the hospital, I felt that I was very lucky. Seeing you taking care of me made me feel sour. I felt that I was so lucky and happy that you could be with me at that time. , I think if there is an afterlife, I will definitely repay you with my life, brother. But I really thought it would be good if I died at the time. If I was shot at the beginning, I could have a quiet life, but seeing you look so happy, I feel sorry for you for thinking so, but I am so stupid I feel sorry for myself when I am alive. To put it bluntly, Junzi, we are not on the same path, and I feel uncomfortable when I drag you down. "
"What are you talking about? Didn't we live together before? Didn't I wash your socks and cook for you before? Didn't I serve you before? Isn't it good? The legs are still there Cure, it's not that it can't be cured. What I signed with Lin Ye was not a deed of sale. Even if it was a deed of sale, wouldn't there be a way for me to escape? Now I will wait for your health to reduce your sentence, and then we will go live. I'll take care of you, we can do whatever we want, why not? Besides, our relationship is here, you are too born, you never said that when we lived together before. "
"You're my brother, so I'll tell you the truth—if we hadn't worked separately in the past few years and didn't have much contact with each other, we would have fallen out long ago. I don't like any of the things you do. The things I did You also find it boring, and sooner or later you can't get used to each other, do you think that's the reason I said?"
"Then what do you want? I'm all dependent on you!"
"What can I do now? Both of us are in the hands of others! Living now is suffering!"
"Then why are you still talking so much? Can't you bear it?"
"I've been enduring it all the time. You asked me today. What did you mutter to that doctor in the room just now? You think I'm a fool, I don't know how to guess? Your ass is up. , I knew you were going to shit and pee."
I laughed out loud, but soon fell silent again. After a long silence, I said, "Hey, tell me, wouldn't it be great if we could go abroad?"
He glanced at me, and I continued: "The level of medical care in foreign countries is high, we will be free when we go out, we can do whatever we want, how about earning a living like we did when we were young?"
He froze for a moment: "I have never been abroad."
"There is a Chinatown, just like our country. The Chinese circle speaks Chinese. No one there knows you or me. We healed our leg and started all over again."
He was startled and didn't speak.
I knew he was getting active.
"Can this be done?" he asked.
"Yes, can you still not trust me?"
He paused: "From now on, you will spend three days a week with me at home, buy me a crutch, and I will practice walking."
"good."