You Shu couldn't remember how he got back. He just felt that his mind was as foggy as if it was filled with cotton. When he came to his senses, he was already sitting in his little room.
He probably wasn't dreaming just now, so... was he really kissed by the prince
He raised his hand and touched his mouth, still not understanding what happened. Did the prince mistake him for his beloved after getting drunk? But this didn't make sense. Even if he was drunk, there was no reason why he couldn't tell whether the person in front of him was a man or a woman. What's more, he thought he was tall, handsome and suave, and no one would confuse him with a girl. The prince would never make a mistake no matter what.
But, but if he didn't admit his mistake, why would he kiss him like that
Still, still very gentle.
The only first kiss in two lifetimes was gone just like that. Although the feeling was good, You Shu was still a little melancholy. Hiding in his room, he felt confused and a little indescribably sad. Who could understand the pain of an older single dog
It should be that the prince recognized the wrong person. There is no reason for him to suddenly kiss me. It must be just a misunderstanding. You Shu kept finding excuses for him in his mind, although he himself felt that it was a bit far-fetched to use the excuse of admitting a mistake, but other than that, he couldn't think of any other reason.
You can't say that Xiao Weixin has always liked me, right? Although he is thick-skinned and narcissistic, he is not shameless to that extent. Besides, the original novel never said that their prince has gay tendencies. It must be a misunderstanding.
You Shu prepared himself mentally, washed up quickly, climbed into bed and turned off the lights.
It’s too chaotic tonight and I don’t want to write a diary. Reality is a bit scary. I’d better go to bed early to save my life.
The next morning.
Xiao Weixin went to court early in the morning. You Shu had nothing to do on his day off today, so he thought about going to see Xiao Yueer. He hadn't seen her for a while. Besides, he was a little confused now and couldn't stay in the training camp. His mind was full of what happened last night, so he might as well find something to do.
Xiaoyue is now studying medicine with Huachun. She is very capable and diligent in helping to dry and take care of the medicine. Huachun likes her very much and teaches her personally like a younger sister, without any slackness.
Seeing You Shu coming, Xiao Yue jumped up happily and greeted him: "Brother You!"
You Shu walked up to her and patted her on the head as usual: "Are you busy?"
"No." Xiaoyue pointed at the white cat eating dried fish on the ground and said, "The prince said to teach Sister Huachun to take care of the cat, but Sister Huachun doesn't like cats and dogs, so she gave this job to me!"
You Shu squatted down with her and watched the white cat chewing on the dried fish. He felt itchy when he saw the chubby little butt, so he raised his hand and touched it. It was smooth and felt good, so he praised, "It's well raised."
"I feed her dried fish every day, and Xueqiu likes it very much." Xiaoyue'er's round face was full of pride, "I take good care of her, don't worry, Brother You!"
You Shu raised his eyebrows: "Snowball?"
Xiao Yue touched her nose shyly and explained in a low voice: "I gave her this name privately. Look at her, she's furry, white and plump, just like a little snowball in winter!"
You Shu took a closer look and said in agreement, "It is very similar."
Xiaoyue was very happy. She took out a handful of dried fish from her pocket and put them in front of Xueqiu, watching her eat with a smile. She turned around and wanted to talk to Youshu, but found that he had a frown on his face and seemed to be worried about something.
"Brother You, are you in a bad mood?" Xiao Yue looked at him with concern, with some worry in her big black eyes.
You Shu came back to his senses and found that he had unconsciously thought of the kiss from last night again. He also felt that he was being a little fussy. It was just a misunderstanding, but he was still fussing about it and refused to move on.
It's really not like a man to be so restrained.
"No, I'm just troubled by something." You Shu replied softly, "How have you been lately?"
Xiao Yue nodded: "I'm doing fine recently. Sister Huachun asked me to recite the Medical Canon, and I've already memorized half of it!"
You Shu was a little surprised: "The Medical Encyclopedia is so thick, and you've memorized half of it in just a few days!?"
"I work very hard!" Xiao Yue'er's eyes curved, "I was brought here by Brother You, so of course I can't embarrass you. Besides, if I learn faster, I can repay you and the prince in the future. Sister Huachun also said that I am very talented and will definitely be successful in the future!"
You Shu was very touched to see that she was still thinking about him, "Don't think about repaying me, just take care of yourself, and learn from Miss Huachun and make a name for yourself in the future."
"Yeah!" Xiao Yueer smiled, "Brother You, how are you doing recently? I heard from Sister Huachun that being a shadow guard is very tiring, as you have to fight and kill all the time."
You Shu shook his head: "It's not that serious, I'm used to it."
Xiao Yue raised her eyes and looked at him quietly, then said, "Brother You, if you are unhappy, you can tell me. I won't tell anyone."
You Shu felt a little warm in his heart, "I'm really fine, don't worry."
"Yes." Xiaoyue nodded heavily, "Sister Huachun said that the prince asked you about it before he went to court this morning."
You Shu moved his ears and asked calmly, "What did he say?"
"He just wanted to know if you have recovered and how your old injuries have healed." Xiao Yueer sighed, "The prince really cares about your health. He often comes to see Sister Huachun and asks her to think of ways to take care of your body. Sister Huachun has been looking for better prescriptions and medicines these days."
You Shu's mind moved, but he remained silent.
The two of them were chatting and watching snowballs in the small garden, and they didn't notice that the sky was gradually getting brighter and Xiao Weixin had returned from court.
"Xiao Shu." Xiao Weixin walked over from the flower hall, bringing up a breeze, "I've been looking for you for a long time."
You Shu stiffened for a moment when he heard his voice, but then calmed down and turned around calmly: "Your Majesty."
"What are you doing here?" Xiao Weixin walked over slowly, almost not noticing Xiaoyue beside him.
Xiao Yue hurriedly bowed and then ran out quickly. She could see that the prince thought she was in the way and was afraid that she would make him angry.
Although she also likes to play with Brother You, she cannot snatch people from her master.
If she were to ask her, it was obvious that the prince liked Brother You! It was just that Brother You himself didn't know it!
You Shu pointed at the cat on the ground and replied, "I'm watching Snowball, and I'd like to check on Xiaoyue to see if she's doing well."
Xiao Weixin walked to the table and sat down. Last night, he couldn't resist the temptation and kissed Xiao Shu, but he didn't regret it afterwards, because the kiss last night was really sweet. Xiao Shu's mouth was softer than he imagined, which was very inconsistent with his cold and hard appearance. Even after a night, he could still recall the beauty of that kiss.
Although You Shu looked calm on the surface, he was actually very panicked inside. He felt that Xiao Weixin might not have any memory of what happened last night, and maybe he was the only one who knew about it. But he was still very nervous and felt guilty like a thief.
The two of them sat opposite each other, staring at Snowball who was playing with hydrangeas on the ground, and neither of them knew how to start the conversation.
Huachun happened to come with the winnowing basket for drying the medicine. Seeing the two men sitting side by side without speaking to each other, he rolled his eyes secretly.
Her prince is usually decisive and unpredictable in killing, but when it comes to love, he is as green as a young boy. If she tells others about it, I'm afraid no one will believe it!
What is there to be entangled about? Looking at the little shadow guard's expression, it doesn't seem like he did it unintentionally. Those who are involved are often confused.
Hua Chun glanced at the two statues and decided to help his prince no matter what.
"Your Majesty, it's a beautiful spring day outside. Would you like to ask Ying San to accompany you for a walk?"
After all, they grew up together. Xiao Weixin saw the hint in Hua Chun's eyes as soon as he raised his eyes. He turned his head to look at You Shu's calm profile, thought about it and felt that it was okay: "Okay, then you can walk with me.
The two of them did not take a car, but rode two horses alone and walked out leisurely. You Shu carefully protected him. Xiao Weixin liked the time he was alone with him. He had never thought that one day he would be sad for someone. He wanted to hold him in his arms, but was afraid of hurting him. He was in a dilemma and hesitant, which was completely unlike his usual personality.
"Xiao Shu, in your heart... what kind of person am I?" Xiao Weixin asked him carefully.
You Shu turned his head in confusion, but saw that Xiao Weixin was not looking at him, but was staring at the poplar tree by the roadside, as if there was something on it.
"In my heart, the prince has always been a master worth following." You Shu answered honestly.
"Just that?" Xiao Weixin pursed his lips. Obviously, this was not a satisfactory answer.
You Shu hesitated for a while, and then said: "In fact, I also regard the prince as my friend from the bottom of my heart. Although the prince may think that I am not worthy, but..."
"Friend?" Xiao Weixin finally turned around and looked straight at him, as if something inside was about to break out of the cocoon.
You Shu's heart skipped a beat when he looked at her, and she subconsciously lowered her head, "Yeah."
Xiao Weixin pursed her lips and looked at him for a long time, then suddenly said, "I never considered you a friend."
You Shu's heart sank.
Although, there is no need to say it so directly, he would be sad anyway.
Then, Xiao Weixin added: "But I never thought you were unworthy."
"In my eyes, you have always been different from others."
"At least they don't deserve this from me."
"Xiao Shu, you should know that not all shadow guards have the same weight as you in my eyes."
In essence, the Shadow Guard Camp is the knife in Xiao Weixin's hand. He has never regarded the people in the Shadow Guard Camp as human beings. He does not care whether they live or die, but You Shu is different.
Perhaps from the day I first noticed him, he was different from others.
These words were so ambiguous that You Shu felt his ears were burning. In the past, when he heard these words, he would just think of them as a sign of good brotherly love. But after the unexpected kiss last night, his mentality had subtly changed.
No matter how he listened, he felt that what the prince said was a bit ambiguous, but he couldn't think too much about it.
"Xiao Shu, what I said... can you understand?" Xiao Weixin looked up at the clouds in the sky and sighed deeply, "I always thought you could understand, but I also felt that you really don't understand romance. No matter how I hinted to you, you didn't seem to understand."
"You know, even I have times when I want someone but can't get them."
You Shu's eyes widened as he stared at Xiao Weixin's face, his heart pounding wildly.
Is this what he understood
Isn’t this world a bit mysterious? He just accepted that the hero and the heroine were no longer in a relationship, and not long after, he heard him say something similar to a confession to him. No one would be able to react, right? ? ?
You Shu felt that the world he was in seemed to be splitting apart infinitely, and he was standing in the center of the vortex, being sucked in, unable to struggle.
Isn't he wearing a low-quality fan fiction? He walked towards it and did a big split!
The male protagonist's sexual orientation has even changed. Even his biological mother in the original novel doesn't recognize her son!
You Shu even had a strange intuition.
Am I the main character in this world