Ninety four
Xiao Weixin randomly picked a few articles to read, stroking his chin while admiring You Shu's embarrassed blushing face, and chuckled: "So... Xiao Shu really has nothing to explain?"
These diaries were his last bit of comfort during the time when You Shu disappeared. Whenever he was alone and unable to sleep at night, he would read them over and over again by light of a lamp. It was his last chance to get close to Xiao Shu.
But after watching more, he gradually realized that something was wrong. Apart from many words he couldn't understand, such as "male lead" and "plot", there were many more terrifying things hidden.
He felt from those few words that Xiao Shu had known the future direction of events long ago, and he often expressed this in his diaries.
But how is this possible
At that time, he was in pain and sorrow because of Xiao Shu's death, so he just brushed aside these questions. But now Xiao Shu is back and is by his side, so maybe he can know the answers to these questions.
You Shu now only wants to travel back in time and sew up his own mouth when he was anxious to entrust his last words to others.
If he had known that there was a law that he would not die even if he jumped off a cliff, he wouldn't have been so anxious!
When You Shu thought of the suicidal remarks in his diary, he felt like he was losing his mind.
"I-I'll try to make up a... excuse."
Xiao Weixin leaned comfortably on the cushion, looking ready to watch You Shu's nonsense, "Then start making it up. I'm listening."
You Shu: “…”
Who did his prince learn this dark side from? Isn't he a tsundere
Even at this time, You Shu can still think of all sorts of things, which shows that he has a strong psychological quality.
"Don't take what I wrote in my diary to heart." You Shu coughed twice, scratched his face and said, "I wrote a lot of it for my own pleasure. You know that life in the Shadow Guard Camp is hard, and I did this just to have some fun."
"I'm not really that narcissistic." You Shu raised his eyes and glanced at him secretly, "I haven't written anything bad about you, right?"
Seeing him carefully explain to her, Xiao Weixin was afraid that he would not believe her. When she heard him say that life in the Shadow Guard Battalion was not easy, she softened her heart and said, "That's not what I meant."
"Forget it." He finally sighed deeply and gave up the idea of asking about the things he was confused about. He didn't mean to make Xiao Shu show such a worried expression. "I know you may have some secrets, but I don't have to pry into them. If Xiao Shu is really embarrassed, I won't ask."
"It's just that if you have anything to say in the future, just say it directly. There's no need to hide it in these books. I like you like this."
There was some struggle in You Shu's eyes. He knew that he had gone a bit too far. It was obvious that Xiao Weixin really wanted to open up to him, but he kept avoiding the question and was unwilling to tell him the truth.
But how do we say this
It's easy to explain time travel, but how do you explain traveling through a book
If Xiao Weixin knew that their world was just a book and he was just a character created by someone in the book, he would probably be very frustrated and sad, right
You Shu was not sure if he could tell the truth, and he could not predict whether Xiao Weixin would accept the fact after he told it. His brows were furrowed in embarrassment.
Seeing him in such pain, Xiao Weixin felt distressed and raised her hand to gently rub his brows, "Didn't I say I wouldn't ask anymore? Why are you still thinking about it?"
"I'm not." You Shu thought about it and finally made up his mind, "I do have a secret that I can't tell you, but I can't tell you now. Can you wait a little longer?"
"I will talk to you slowly and carefully when all your important tasks are completed. Okay?"
Xiao Weixin looked down at him, "So, you do know what will happen in the future."
"That's how it was originally." You Shu sighed, "But now many things have deviated from the main storyline, and what I know no longer has any advantage."
Xiao Weixin pondered for a moment, then suddenly realized: "No wonder, at that time you thought that I would have something with Xia Yinxiu, and in those books you were also certain that this would definitely happen."
"Could it be that in the world you predicted, I really married Xia Yinxiu?"
"Not only are they married, they are also very much in love." You Shu said sadly, "He even risked his life for her."
Xiao Weixin found this unbelievable: "The Xia family and I have a deep hatred, how could I fall in love with his daughter? What a joke!"
Based on his understanding of himself, Xiao Weixin thought that it was impossible for him to do such a thing. Even if Xia Yinxiu was indeed beautiful and talented, she still had Xia Maoan's blood flowing in her body. For this reason alone, it was impossible for him to be with the daughter of his enemy. He could not imagine himself doing such a thing.
So where did he put his mother? Were the oaths he swore in front of her tablet just child's play
Seeing that he was angry, You Shu secretly blamed herself for being too talkative: "So now the situation has changed, right? You don't like her anymore, right?"
After seeing Xiao Weixin's anger, You Shu gradually realized that his values were somewhat not right when he was reading books before. Because many male-oriented happy novels follow this pattern, the male protagonist and the daughter of his enemy are in love, which makes people feel happy. Even the daughter of the enemy loves the male protagonist, which shows that the male protagonist's charm is unmatched.
But if you think about it carefully, this kind of plot arrangement only exists in novels. If such a thing really happens in reality, you will not be able to forgive yourself if you tell others that you fall in love with the daughter of the person who killed your mother. How can you really stay with her for the rest of your life without any psychological burden
Even though Xia Yinxiu was indeed excellent, there was a hidden danger between them from the beginning. Xia Maoan pushed behind the death of Concubine Xian, and at the end of the story, Xiao Weixin personally wiped out the entire Xia family.
What kind of strong love support can allow the two of them to be together despite the hatred of each other for killing their father and mother
"It's all in the past. It never happened in reality." You Shu comforted him clumsily.
Xiao Weixin calmed down for a while, then suddenly said, "Since you mentioned Xia Yinxiu, I have something to tell you."
When he finished speaking, You Shu couldn't help but feel shocked: "Yang Nanruo and Xia Yinxiu!??? Are they a couple???"
At this moment, he could only use a thousand "fucks" to describe his mood. It was bad enough that he was entangled with Xiao Weixin, but why was the heroine's emotional line so crooked
"Even if you broke off the engagement with her, but... how could it be Yang Nanruo? They are both girls?"
"So what?" Xiao Weixin was puzzled. "Aren't you and I also men?"
"But..." You Shu couldn't react. In the original novel, there was no sign that Xia Yinxiu had lesbian tendencies. Although Xiao Weixin was inexplicably gay, it didn't mean that the heroine had to be gay too, right? He thought that even if she didn't marry his prince, she would marry another good man sooner or later.
"Love in this world is not controlled by people. If you can really find someone who loves you and stay together till old age, why bother about whether it's a man or a woman?" Xiao Weixin said calmly, "Although Deputy General Yang is a woman, she is generous and upright, and more responsible than ordinary men. She will not let Xia Yinxiu down in the future."
"The Xia family will be destroyed sooner or later. What kind of man do you think can accept Xia Yinxiu from such a background? She might as well follow Deputy General Yang."
You Shu didn't expect Xiao Weixin to be more insightful than him and to be so accepting of such things. He was stunned for a long time before saying, "I'm not either..."
The two main ones are the female lead and the second female lead. Although they are not rivals in love in the original novel, they have very few intersections. As a reader, he cannot connect the two together at all. How did they develop a relationship
"So, you are planning to give Miss Xia a way out?" You Shu asked tentatively.
Xiao Weixin's expression was gloomy and unclear. After a long while, he said, "It is not very important to kill her or not. I just want to do a favor for Deputy General Yang. When I strike at the Xia family, it will all depend on her luck."
"If she can't let it go and wants to live or die, it's none of my business."
You Shu silently thought of the girl in the original novel who sent her own father to the guillotine for the sake of the overall situation, but in the end he did not say the next words.
Maybe that girl is really more clear-headed than anyone else, it's just a pity that she was born in such a family with such a vicious and treacherous father who sold out the country for his own selfish interests.
Perhaps because Xiao Weixin was with him, You Shu gradually fell asleep and enjoyed a peaceful nap with him.
The next morning, Xiao Weixin went to court early in the morning, and You Shu, who was used to waking up early, also got up shortly after he left. With the help of Huachun, he sat on a wheelchair and was pushed to the garden to bask in the sun.
Xiao Yue brought a large bouquet of flowers and gave it to him carefully: "Brother You..."
Seeing her again after such a long time, You Shu was in a trance and thought he really saw his sister. After calming down, he smiled at her and waved his hand: "Xiao Yue'er, come here."
Xiaoyue came over immediately, squatted beside Youshu's legs, carefully placed the flowers on his legs, with some sadness in her eyes.
"It seems to have grown taller." You Shu gestured for a while, "It was still this tall when I left."
Xiao Yueer laughed, "It's only three months old, how can it grow that tall? Brother You must have remembered it wrong!"
You Shu smiled and said, "Then I remembered it wrong."
Xiaoyue called Snowball over, held Snowball in her arms and talked to Youshu to cheer him up. With her company, Youshu felt much better.
The two played in the garden for a while, and Xiaoyue went chasing a snowball, leaving Youshu alone.
He carefully pulled out the sleeve arrow that Ying Shi had given him yesterday from his sleeve, raised his hand and stroked the cold arrow shaft, which was reflecting the light in the sunlight. He was thinking about the times when he used to climb walls and fly back and forth at night.
After coming back from court, Xiao Weixin looked for him everywhere. When he heard Huachun say that he was in the garden, he went looking for him without stopping, but stopped under the corridor of the garden and did not dare to take a step forward.
From this angle, he could see the lost and melancholy look on Xiao Shu's face.
He stood there and clenched his fists silently.
Xiao Shu never showed a sad or weak look in front of him, but he knew that in his heart he longed to go back to the way he was before.
No matter what the cost, he would make Xiao Shu get better.