If Feng Zhenyang's fifth aunt is really my biological mother, and she is really not dead, then is there no obstacle between Feng Zhenyang and me? Of course not, after all, I have done harm. The sins I did when I was young will never disappear with the passage of time. The so-called time will erase everything, only feelings, not hatred.
Every time we watch TV series, we always hear this line: "If you don't love me, I will make you hate me forever and let you remember me forever."
Hate is always more memorable than love, and the relationship between Feng Zhenyang and I has already been deteriorated by these obstacles. I dare not think that if I really live with him and face his mother for the rest of my life, How difficult would life be if he had to be filial to his mother? And my parents will be sad for the rest of their lives.
But I didn't say that at the time. I whispered, "If it's true, you can say that."
"Okay! I'll come over as soon as I finish my work tonight, around seven o'clock." Feng Zhenyang agreed readily, and you could tell that he was in a good mood.
In fact, I can understand his mood. Even if it is impossible for the two of us to go back to the past, at least his mother did not kill my biological mother. The burden and guilt in his heart were reduced a lot for a while. However, things seem to have become more complicated now. If Feng Zhenyang's fifth aunt is my biological mother, how could she become Feng Yue's wife. Feng Zhenyang's mother has been with her sister-in-law for many years, how could she not know that she is Shen Yue? This is too strange.
And judging from my parents’ reactions, they didn’t take my mother away at all, they just took me away. Li Nan's explanation was that they took away my biological mother, and things were really getting more and more complicated.
These days, I have been busy with filming movies and those scandals, and now there is such a supernatural thing happening again. I really don't know whether I should be happy or sad. If Feng Zhenyang's fifth aunt is really my biological mother, then my biological mother is not dead. This is a very happy thing.
But her current mental state is worrying, and there's no telling how many things will happen because of her involvement in the future. With my father's temperament, he is probably determined to be against my biological mother. I want to see her and understand her situation for a reason, but not my parents.
And I have to let them meet. Whether I still recognize my biological mother Shen Yue after meeting them is a question.
So at this time, I suddenly regretted telling them that my biological mother was still alive. It was better for them to hate me, cut off relations with me or whatever, than to put them in danger.
"Shen Shiqi, tell me, why do people have to live so tiredly?" Since the last unpleasant incident with Shen Shiqi, the two of us have spoken less and less. Today is probably the most I have spoken to him.
The scorching sun in the afternoon seemed to be roasting people. Standing in the outdoor garden, Shen Shiqi and I were both sweating from the heat. Shen Shiqi raised a hand to cover the direct sunlight, his attitude was as cold and uncomfortable as before: "If you want to live a comfortable life, you can live a comfortable life, but some people just want to get married. Rich people will naturally feel tired."
Ever since I was a child, I have never heard Shen Shiqi speak to me as harshly and harshly as he does now. In my impression, he has always been the arrogant younger brother who spoke without thinking through his brain and was led by Feng Zhenyang to have a slightly venomous tongue.
Hearing him say those words, I couldn't help but feel sad. I was silent for a moment, but the same words remained: "Shiqi, one day you will understand."
"Also, stay away from Qi Xiaoyu. She is not an ordinary girl, and some things are not something you can afford." Although Shen Shiqi may hate me now and look down on my behavior, thinking that I only It's extremely selfish to think about myself, so I still have to remind him, or even mind his business as always.
No matter what he thinks of me, he is my brother after all. It doesn't matter if he hates me. What matters is that he is safe, he is happy, and his parents are doing well. So even if he hates me, I still have to say: "I know who Qi Xiaoyu is better than you. Her family and everything behind her are not something you can afford."
"What about you? Is it easy for the Feng family? Do you think that now that you find out that Feng Yue's wife may be my aunt, your biological mother, your parents will not be sad about it?" The expression on Shen Shiqi's face Finally, there was a slight change, from the coldness just now to a face full of anger: "I know what I am doing, don't worry, no matter what, I will not do anything to hurt my parents like you!"
Shen Shiqi looked up at the sky and sneered: "Ha, I forgot, you are not your parents' biological child, so how can you care about harm or not? You can even take advantage of your own mother, how can you care about your parents?"
"I don't care about my parents? Did I even take advantage of my own mother? Let me tell you, if I didn't care, why would I wait until today to marry Feng Zhenyang? When I divorced Zhao Yicheng, I would have legitimately been with him! You say I don't care? If I didn't care, I wouldn't care about your life or death at all!" After hearing what Shen Shiqi said, I finally couldn't help but get angry with him: "Do you know what is most important to your parents? ! If something happens to you, how will your parents survive?"
"Don't make trouble with me! Shen Jiaying, think about it with your conscience, what your parents have done to you these years!" I am very angry, and Shen Shiqi is also very angry. From childhood to adulthood, together with one time, our first It was such a loud noise for the first time.
And it was also the first time I heard such words from Shen Shiqi's mouth that were chilling to the core. What do my parents do to me these years? Ah! This is also my fault for being stupid. I foolishly believed that Zhao Yicheng would not talk nonsense. I foolishly believed that he was sincere for me, and I even felt sorry for him. If he was really good for me, why would he come to Shen Shiqi and talk nonsense, how could he collude with Feng Yue, how could he...
The strange things come and go all because I am stupid and trust people casually. I wanted to explain to Shen Shiqi, but I couldn't. I closed my eyes, calmed down, and looked up at Shen Shiqi, who was full of anger: "Shiqi, I have no way to explain to you now. You can blame me no matter how much you want, but you can't say that I don't care about my parents! In my heart, I’m the same as you! How could I not care about my parents?”
"You care about your parents and you will still marry Feng Zhenyang! Yes! He is good to you, and he is good to me! But you have to know that he is from the Feng family! His mother is so cruel and ruthless. His mother has caused harm to my parents all these years. How painful!" Shen Shiqi accused me even more angrily: "You said you can't explain it to me! Shen Jiaying, you have nothing to say, you just want to get married! Feng Zhenyang, you want to marry into a rich family! When did you listen to your parents?"
"Back then, your parents didn't allow you to enter this industry, so you had to enter the entertainment industry!" At this moment, Shen Shiqi was completely different from his usual self, and he went too far: "Look what you have become now? Are you like those people now?" What's the difference between a superior woman who climbs a dragon and a phoenix and sells her soul?"
Snapped! I hit Shen Shiqi, and the hard slap fell hard on his face. Five red finger prints appeared on his face. I had long expected that members of my congregation would rebel against me, and I also expected that after Shen Shiqi knew what Feng Zhenyang's mother did to my own mother, he would be biased against the Feng family, and would even say some unpleasant things to me.
But when he really said these words, I still couldn't bear it. The heartache was no less severe than the betrayal of a lover. I was so angry that I almost trembled all over, and stared at him with wide eyes: "Shen Shiqi! I am your sister! I can say whatever others say to me, but you... how can you say such a thing! We grew up together, Don’t you know who I am? Do you think I want to be like this?”
"Forget it, no matter how much you explain, it's useless. In your eyes, I'm just an adopted daughter without a conscience! You can think whatever you like! I don't want to quarrel with you." Try to keep yourself calm and follow our example If the noise continues, my parents will definitely hear it.
So I simply went into my bedroom, packed my things, sat there for a while, then told my mother where the food and supplies were, and walked out the door without saying another word to Shen Shiqiduo. When I left, Shen Shiqi was still standing in the yard, holding his arms and looking at the gravel on the ground expressionlessly without saying a word.
As for me, I was not in good condition during the afternoon filming. I failed many times. Zhu Jingye has always been very demanding when filming. I was scolded by him so much that when the work was over, I was in a very depressed state. Too many things happened together and I felt like my whole body was about to collapse.
This feeling is more painful than being betrayed, being misunderstood by relatives, and being indifferent to close friends. Rong Fang has been indifferent to me for a long time. Ever since I said I wanted to marry Feng Zhenyang, her attitude towards me has been very bad. She doesn't talk to me much except at work. She thinks I am destroying my future. He chose to marry Feng Zhenyang at this juncture.
Rongfang is good to me, but she cares more about Gao Jin and profit. I am married to Feng Zhenyang. Although I will continue to make this movie, it is very likely that my contract with the company will be terminated in the future. This is not up to me. If you want to pretend to be more like you, it is inevitable to leave for a while.
No matter how good a friendship is, it's nothing when it comes to interests! My contract will expire in a while, maybe Rongfang thought I wanted to terminate the contract early! Trust between people sometimes only lasts a moment.
"Jiaying, what are you going to do in the future?" Tang Xiaomei asked me in a low voice with a worried face as she walked out of the set. Before I could answer, Tang Xiaomei continued: "Sister Rong Fang has been focusing on training the two new girls in the company these days. You won't stop filming my movie, right?"
The tea gets cold when people leave, but my tea has already become cold before I even leave. No one is to blame, I was trained by someone, but now I am getting married at the peak of my career. I have only been divorced for a long time, and I am getting married. And I was once accused of being the mistress between Feng Zhenyang and Qi Xiaoyu. I might... be considered... Destroy it.
I shook my head and sighed: "I don't know, maybe."
"Jiaying, you don't even know how powerful rumors have been in the company recently that you will leave the company and join the Feng family's company." Tang Xiaomei was worried: "And you were rumored to be Feng Zhenyang's mistress before, and you didn't even say anything. Just announce the news to Feng Zhenyang, hey! You don’t know that your movie is almost about to be replaced, but the director is very persistent and insists on using you, and the company can’t help it.”
"Tang Xiaomei, when you tell me this, aren't you afraid of letting Rong Fang know?" Tang Xiaomei is straightforward. To be honest, I am quite worried about her. If I leave, she will definitely have to stay in the company. If something bad happens to her, The master you serve, I don’t know what trouble will happen!
"Tang Xiaomei!" Tang Xiaomei was about to speak, but was abruptly interrupted by the oncoming actress Duan Xueying.
"I wonder why you are so scheming! That's not how you get to the top!" Duan Xueying, wearing ten-centimeter high heels, walked over aggressively and threw the photo in her hand at Tang Xiaomei's face, completely ignoring me. He pointed at Tang Xiaomei's nose and sneered: "I'm telling you Tang Xiaomei, you'd better stay away from my boyfriend! Don't show your fucking face that's as disgusting as your mother's in front of my boyfriend again!" No matter what, you are just as shameless a bitch as your mother!"
"Who are you calling a bitch? Your mother is the bitch!" After hearing the word 'bitch', Tang Xiaomei, who was originally expressionless, seemed to have been touched by nerves. She grabbed Duan Xueying's collar and fiercely With a push, Duan Xueying fell to the ground with a bang, her posture was extremely awkward but she kept cursing Tang Xiaomei: "Your mother is a bitch! If your mother wasn't a bitch, how could you have become a mistress and given birth to such a shameless person like you? Little bitch!…”
"Duan Xueying!" Duan Xueying sat on the ground and cursed angrily, but Cao Yan appeared out of nowhere, looking at Duan Xueying on the ground who suddenly acted pitiful, gritted his teeth and said: "You have had enough revenge over the years! Tang Xiaomei Everything is given to you, even your boyfriend! You think you and your mother are wronged! You blame Tang Xiaomei and her mother, why don't you blame your father! The married man kept it secret and blamed her for seducing him! Now you blame Tang Xiaomei for not being able to manage your boyfriend! "
"Let me tell you, Tang Xiaomei has not sorry for you! She has never received any fatherly love from your father, and she has never used a penny from your family! What about you! You stole her boyfriend and ruined her work!" Cao Yanyue said The angrier he became, he felt as if his boyfriend had been robbed by Duan Xueying. He was filled with righteous indignation: "He even beat her! Do you think no one knows? I tell you Duan Xueying, if you dare to bully her again, I won't even let Cao Lin know." I won’t give him any face!”
"Also, stop sending me text messages! Do you think you are a RMB and everyone loves you to death?" (To be continued)