I really didn't think about that at first, but after Feng Zhenyang reminded me, I suddenly felt that my biological mother... uh... I'll call her Shen Yue for the time being. For me, although she gave birth to me, in fact, there is no relationship between me and her.
To say that there was a estrangement between her and Feng Zhenyang’s mother, it was probably because she couldn’t accept that Feng’s mother was a cruel and even heartless person, and also because Shen Yue was my nominal aunt, and my father and mother treated Feng Zhenyang It can be said that my mother's hatred for harming her is as deep as the sea, and I will never accept a heinous person who has sworn hatred with our family to be my mother-in-law, even if Shen Yue and I have no feelings.
Shen Yue and I have no relationship, and she is also my biological mother. When Feng Zhenyang said this, I was still somewhat worried and confused. Unjue frowned and asked him: "What should I say? Her physical condition is already very bad, who will harm her? I don't think she will fight for it, so she shouldn't pose any threat to the uncles and aunts in your family who are fighting for the family property, right? ?”
"That's what you said? But who knows?" Feng Zhenyang spread his hands and shook his head and said: "Actually, sometimes I don't understand what's so important about the property. You said they fought so hard one by one, with What am I arguing about? If they didn’t fight, they would share some shares, eat and drink, and do some errands, how wonderful their lives would be, you’re going to make everyone unhappy.”
Look at this man, what kind of logic is this? He is so shameless. As a person with normal views and a very smart mind, I felt very contemptuous of his words and actions: "Then why don't you do other things? Why are you following other people and getting involved?"
"Do you think I like to get involved?" Feng Zhenyang is the best at confusing right and wrong. He can make everything black look white, so he is as shameless as Feng Zhenyang. He is obviously just like the black-eyed chickens in his family who fight to the death for property. It was greed, but in the end, he still had a righteous face: "I want to eliminate harm for the people. Do you know who they are helping? If the Li & Fung Group falls into their hands, they will become landowners who exploit the people." !”
Excuse! A good excuse! Feng Zhenyang just found an excuse for himself to fight for family property. I exposed him mercilessly: "It sounds like you don't exploit people. Didn't you exploit many people when you were in high school?"
"Who did I exploit in high school? I have always been upright and kind! Look at my face, I look so kind!" Feng Zhenyang said as he came closer to me, and even put his face that needed to be beaten close to me. come over.
I felt uncomfortable as soon as he got close to me, so I backed away. I stepped back and he leaned forward. I simply stretched out my hand to hold his face, which was coming towards me. I was very nervous, but my face was serious: "Feng Zhenyang! Stay away from me! And I tell you, don't be with my dad." Mom is talking nonsense, we are not really going to get married, so what are you talking about? "
"It's best for us to be friends." I paused and looked up at Feng Zhenyang.
I admit that I still have feelings for him. As long as this person hangs in front of me for a day, I will never forget him, let alone fall in love with others easily. However, one thing I understand is that we cannot go back to the past. Reuniting after a broken mirror is self-consolation. No matter how we reunite a broken mirror, there will still be cracks. Just like my marriage with Zhao Yicheng, once it is broken, there will be no going back.
This is still the case with Feng Zhenyang. Although he has never hurt me, his family, his mother, and his many scandals are enough to cause me great harm.
These things seem to be nothing, but that is because I am not with Feng Zhenyang now, and I no longer regard him as the person who entrusts my art to my life. If it were the other way around, everything would be different.
After all, Feng Zhenyang and I are not the same person. I feel very tired from the intrigues in the entertainment industry over the years. Now, I just want Shen Shiqi and my parents to be healthy and safe. As for me, after all this is settled a year later, I just want to be a small actor quietly.
All these ideas came to me the moment I saw my parents. I found that they were old, and their faces were full of wrinkles at some point. Maybe they could no longer withstand any blow. Therefore, during the year that Feng Zhenyang and I got married, I would control my feelings no matter what, so that I wouldn't feel pain when I left, and I wouldn't let my parents see me feeling lost.
So I made Feng Zhenyang feel disappointed. Facing his slightly dim eyes, I continued to say something that made him uncomfortable: "Feng Zhenyang, we can be best friends, former lovers, or even fake couples. . And the only thing we can’t do is to be truly together, so don’t give my parents hope. I don’t want to disappoint them. After all, it’s not a good thing for a woman to get divorced twice.”
"Then do you think it doesn't matter if a man gets divorced once?" For the first time in so long, I saw anger on Feng Zhenyang's face. Maybe he was too angry. Feng Zhenyang grabbed my wrist fiercely and grabbed it. It was so tight, so tight that it felt like my bones would break just by pinching them.
Those beautiful eyes were full of anger: "I know all this, I don't need you to remind me over and over again! Do you feel comfortable saying such uncomfortable words over and over again?"
I thought that Feng Zhenyang would be unhappy, but I never thought that he would suddenly get angry, no! It's crazy! I thought he was used to hearing this kind of words and wouldn't care too much. At most, he would feel a little sad and then tell himself that we are fake. No matter what we had in the past, it is still fake now!
But the fact is that he got angry. Feng Zhenyang said, Shen Jiaying, you just rely on me to like you. You know that no matter what you say to me, I will never leave you alone, so you say hurtful things to me again and again. if! Hearing hurtful words too many times will make you really sad! I'm not a masochist, so I'm going to get angry!
After all, Feng Zhenyang didn't really get angry. After he got angry at me, he talked nonsense and told me about when to get married and asked me to prepare. Being frightened and embarrassed, I just said a few words casually.
When I married Zhao Yicheng, there was no wedding, no wedding dress, and no valuable ring. All that was left was the shivering cold basement and the plastic ring that had already floated out of the sky.
My first marriage had no interests involved, it was just a matter of love. So without a wedding or a princess dream, I smiled happily. This time, I have everything, and it seems that there is nothing to regret. The only regret is that it is all false, and everything will return to the original point when I wake up from the dream.
Therefore, I was very dissatisfied. Feng Zhenyang said that he had to do a complete performance, so he acted as if it were real. He was almost exhausted and shouted that he would hold a wedding of the century, a wedding in a dream.
Zhao Xiaoya said, I really don’t understand who is the girl between me and Feng Zhenyang. Feng Zhenyang’s attitude makes a girl’s heart burst into laughter! What Zhao Xiaoya said is true. Feng Zhenyang is just a girl at heart. Anyway, she is not really getting married, so she can just take casual wedding photos. He had to drag me and my parents, saying he wanted to see what they looked like.
I am my parents’ daughter. Of course they think I look good in anything I wear. They think I look good even if I wear something like a square dancing lady.
In our hometown, second marriage is not a glorious thing, and everything must be kept simple. According to my father's temperament, I think first of all he should strongly oppose Feng Zhenyang, either to beat me to death or to kill me. Even if Feng Zhenyang's mother didn't kill my biological mother, he should have forced her to die and opposed my marriage to Feng Zhenyang.
But since I found out that my biological mother is in the Feng family and is still alive, even if her brain is not normal. My dad's attitude changed completely. Before entering the bridal shop, he held my hand and said to me with sincerity: "Jiaying, your child can't live without a father. In the future, he will live well with me." That boy from the Feng family lived a good life. In the past, I thought that your aunt was killed by someone from the Feng family, so I was prejudiced against the Feng family. In fact, that boy from the Feng family was indeed much better than Zhao Yicheng, and my father no longer objected. , as long as you are happy!”
Naively, I thought that was the end of it. I was so moved that my nose almost ran out. I thought in my heart that my dad is too great. I used to say that he was pedantic and stubborn, but now it seems that my father's love is as strong as a mountain! Thinking of this, I suddenly felt guilty for not calling my dad on Father's Day.
My father let out a long sigh and continued to express his strong fatherly love. He said: "In the future, when you get married, you should visit your aunt more and pay more attention to her condition. It is not easy for her. She has to make money to support the family at a young age. In the end, he was framed by those without conscience. If it hadn't been for your aunt, maybe... your father would have died long ago! After entering the Feng family, you should spend more time with your aunt... "
Hear, hear! Is this human language? The Feng family is a pit of fire! He didn't stop me! He was pushed into the fire pit. In the final analysis, he hoped that I could enter the Feng family and save my own mother from the sea of misery. After the merits are fulfilled, I can do whatever I want! Is this your biological father? Am I biological? I glanced at him depressedly, feeling infinitely sad in my heart. I was not my biological child in the first place!
In my own heart, I was my biological child, so I nodded and kept saying yes. My father took it as a yes and he couldn't be happier. My father has nothing here, and Shen Shiqi has no objections to the Feng family. Several people happily came in to watch me choose a wedding dress. Now that I think about it, that time was really the happiest time.
At least, my parents gave their blessing to this marriage. That guy Feng Zhenyang was a bastard. He put his hand on my shoulder while my parents were there. I couldn't refuse and had to cooperate with him. It looked like we were in love with each other.
"Zhenyang, you didn't say anything about choosing clothes for your wedding. You really forgot about your mother when you married your wife! Fortunately, your mother and I were waiting here early in the morning!" Feng Zhenyang and I walked in loving each other. , as soon as she entered the door, she saw Feng Zhenyang's mother. Her face was extremely ugly, and she was standing next to her when she spoke... a middle-aged woman who looked somewhat similar to her.
"Chen Yue!" The moment I looked up, the middle-aged woman's face instantly turned pale, her eyes were full of fear, and she screamed in extreme horror: "Aren't you dead?" (To be continued)