Feng Zhenqing hinted at me, but I never thought that he would say it so bluntly, and in front of Shen Shiqi. Without waiting for Shen Shiqi to react, he had already lectured Shen Shiqi harshly: "Do you think that people who are not biological children have no conscience? People have feelings. Do you think you are the only one who is sad? Now that things have not been clarified, you have already caused internal strife! You are making your enemies happy and your loved ones sad. Do you understand?"
Shen Shiqi was heartbroken, and while he hated me deeply, he was also incredulous: "What are you talking about? You call her sister! You don't have to do this to protect her, right?"
"You are almost thirty years old, right? Can you be more rational?" Feng Zhenqing is younger than Shen Shiqi and I, but he is calmer and more thoughtful than us. Compared with Feng Zhenqing, Shen Shiqi is just a child. Once something happens, he just makes a fuss.
Feng Zhenqing looked at me with some concern, reached out and pulled Shen Shiqi out. Based on Feng Zhenqing's personality, I believed that he would not do anything, but just reason with Shen Shiqi.
I sat there, feeling like the sky was falling. My family was destroyed overnight, and that was probably what I was experiencing. My mother was dead, my father hardly even recognized me now, my brother blamed me, and Feng Zhenyang, my so-called husband. He said he loved me, he said my mother was his mother, but... what did he do in the end
I really don't know how to face Feng Zhenyang next. I think there is no possibility for us to be together in this life. As for Lin Ruoxue, if she really did all this, I... will never let her go. I will not let anyone who hurt my mother go! The law can't punish them, so I will use my own life as the price to make those who hurt my mother go to hell!
When Shen Shiqi and Feng Zhenqing were here, I had been holding back. At this moment, I finally couldn't control my emotions anymore. Tears welled up in my eyes, but I didn't dare cry out loud. I covered my face tightly, tears flowed through my fingers, and I was shaking all over. I had no idea what to do next. What should I do when I see Feng Zhenyang? Should I blame him? Or should I blame Lin Ruoxue
Oh, I can't accuse Lin Ruoxue in front of Feng Zhenyang. In his eyes, Lin Ruoxue can't do such a vicious thing. What's more, I don't have any evidence. He won't believe me. If I say too much, I'm afraid he will think I'm slandering Lin Ruoxue. After all, Lin Ruoxue is his closest cousin! It's true that he got angry with her today, but who knows if it's true or not, who knows if this disgusting cousin is acting.
Now, whenever Feng Zhenyang came even a little bit closer to me, I felt uncomfortable, but he hugged me. I was almost on the verge of collapse, and I didn't even know when Feng Zhenyang came.
I was suddenly hugged by someone. I moved slightly and looked up to see Feng Zhenyang's guilty face. His arms were as warm as always, and his chest was as broad as always. The only difference was that when I leaned in his arms, I didn't feel safe at all. I felt more fear, trepidation, disgust, and even nausea.
But I didn't show it. I threw myself into Feng Zhenyang's arms. He still had the most familiar smell to me.
"Jiaying, I'm sorry, I don't know... I really don't know why things turned out like this." Feng Zhenyang hugged me tightly in his arms and said sorry to me over and over again.
I wanted to tell him that sorry was useless, sorry couldn't bring back my mother's life, but I didn't. I was silent, just leaning in his arms, tears uncontrollably soaking his shirt. My hands were tightly clenched, fingernails digging into the palm of my hand, almost piercing the flesh.
The stinging pain made my head clear. I wanted to slap Feng Zhenyang in my heart, but on the surface I just cried. Maybe... I didn't have the strength. It was ridiculous. I thought I hated Feng Zhenyang, but the moment he came, I completely softened and couldn't hold on any longer. My head was dizzy, and as my heart beat violently, my eyes gradually darkened, and then it was completely black. I couldn't hear any sound in my ears, and the whole world fell into a dead silence.
The world around me was terribly cold. In the darkness, I saw two figures. A man and a woman. As they got closer and closer, I finally saw their faces clearly. The man was Feng Zhenyang, and the woman... was his cousin Lin Ruoxue. They talked and laughed, mocking my stupidity all the way.
"Jiaying, it's them, they killed mom! You can't let them go, you absolutely can't!" I heard my mother's wailing, she was so painful, so sad...
Yes, these two people killed my mother, I can't let them go, I... I want to kill them! At this moment, they were holding hands, and Lin Ruoxue's face showed a happy smile, her smile was so sweet.
"Go to hell!" I rushed towards them and stabbed the cold knife in my hand into Lin Ruoxue's body.
Blood was flowing from the corners of her mouth, and the scarlet color seemed to indicate that her life was about to end. Feng Zhenyang held her tightly and shook her body violently, but no matter how he shook her or how he called her, she did not open her eyes.
"Shen Jiaying! You are such a vicious woman!" Suddenly, Feng Zhenyang stood up and grabbed my neck, making it difficult for me to breathe.
I struggled desperately. I couldn't die. I wanted to kill Feng Zhenyang, the accomplice who killed my mother together with Lin Ruoxue! I killed him!
"Jiaying, Jiaying, take your hands away." I struggled, and a familiar male voice came to my ears. It was... Feng Zhenyang who had been gentle to me.
I opened my eyes suddenly. Feng Zhenyang looked anxious. He was holding my left hand, so gently: "Jiaying, it's okay. It was just a dream."
Just a dream? Could it be that... everything was a dream, including my mother's death? No... that's not right. The dream Feng Zhenyang was talking about was the darkness just now. My mother... my mother is dead.
What about my dad? What about Shen Shiqi? And what about Lin Ruoxue? I struggled to get up from the bed. This was... Lying on the hospital bed, my right hand was still connected to an IV drip. Looking out the window at the darkness, I asked Feng Zhenyang in confusion, "How long have I slept..."
"One day..." Feng Zhenyang lowered his head: "You slept for a whole day."
"One day! What about my father? And my mother?" I grabbed Feng Zhenyang's sleeve and asked him hurriedly.
Feng Zhenyang slowly held my hand, lowered his head, and said in a very soft voice: "Your father is in a very bad mental state now, and your brother is accompanying him. Your mother... your mother will be buried in two days."
"Jiaying, I really... I really didn't expect this to happen. I did have a little accident at that time. If I had arrived earlier, this wouldn't have happened!" Feng Zhenyang buried his head, and from his actions, it could be seen that he was in extreme pain.
And I… I am also in pain, I wish I could die now! But I can’t die, maybe because I slept for a while, I am no longer as broken down as I was at the beginning and I don’t even have the strength to speak. Once I open my mouth to speak, what I say is not nice. I look up at Feng Zhenyang and can’t help but point the finger at Lin Ruoxue: “What accident? Lin Ruoxue? You and Lin Ruoxue are being ambiguous again? You are so ambiguous that you forgot that my parents still need help, right?”
"Jiaying, what are you talking about!" Feng Zhenyang thought I was unreasonable. Maybe because I just woke up, he was not angry with me, but he was still very unhappy: "How many times do I have to explain to you that things are really not what you think. She is just my cousin and sister. That day, it was really just an accident! And she can't do such a thing as murder and arson. Can you not always be so soft-hearted and believe whatever others say. I am your husband, how can you trust others and not me? Do you think I will hurt you?"
Hearing Feng Zhenyang's words, I thought he was ridiculous, too ridiculous. So I laughed, and I laughed until tears came out: "I believe you, I believe you. What did you bring to me? It was you and Lin Ruoxue's shameless relationship, your partiality to her after her so-called innocent and straightforward but hurtful words, and my mother's death! It was my family that was deserted and my family was broken up! If you love your cousin so much! You can just live with her, why do you have to harm me!"
I told myself that I must not quarrel with Feng Zhenyang, but when I really faced him, I still became like a madman. I stared at Feng Zhenyang fiercely: "Don't think I don't know anything! I tell you I know everything! It was you who told Lin Ruoxue that we were in a fake marriage, and you and Lin Ruoxue were involved. She blamed me, deliberately provoked me and Li Nan, and then designed to kill my mother! You didn't arrive in time, it must have something to do with her!"
"Feng Zhenyang, you are a smart man, there is nothing you don't know! Can you not see through Lin Ruoxue's little tricks?" I sneered, tears falling: "You are not unable to see through, you are deliberately protecting her! Since you love her so much, then let's get a divorce! After the divorce, what I do has nothing to do with you, whether I live or die has nothing to do with you! You don't have to be caught in the middle anymore!"
My hysterical voice echoed in the empty ward. I wanted to hold it in, but at this moment, I couldn't hold it in any longer. Feng Zhenyang held my hand all the time, his eyes full of coldness: "Shen Jiaying, what are you talking about? I told you, Lin Ruoxue is just a cousin! Sister! How could I do that to my own sister... I know you are very sad now, but you can't just say whatever you want!"
He closed his eyes, looked at me seriously and said, "I love you. For all these years, I have only loved you, Shen Jiaying!"
"You love shit! You fucking love your innocent, scheming cousin!" I interrupted him angrily, my emotions uncontrollably excited, so much so that my words became rough. I glared at him fiercely: "Okay, you love me! If you really love me, then tell me why you are hugging Lin Ruoxue?"
"How could she say something like that out of nowhere? How did she know that we were having a fake marriage? Most importantly, why was she in your office when my parents were kidnapped? Why did her phone go offline when my parents got into trouble? Don't tell me this is all a coincidence!" (To be continued)