Yes, I don’t think all this is a coincidence. Maybe it’s because I got a good night’s sleep and really calmed down a lot. My head is really clear now. Looking back on the whole thing, I have to connect it all. Together, I'm afraid that if I happened to see Feng Zhenyang and Lin Ruoxue hugging each other, it would be a conspiracy.
But if Feng Zhenyang really had nothing to do with Lin Ruoxue, how could Lin Ruoxue have such a series of troubles? As for Feng Zhenyang's constant defense of her, anyone, let alone me, would probably have random thoughts.
I looked at Feng Zhenyang intently, but he was silent. If he really had nothing to do with Lin Ruoxue, then he could fully explain why he hugged Lin Ruoxue that day, but he didn't. His choice was to remain silent.
Even though this was the case, they actually told me that they had nothing. Only a ghost can believe it! Facing the silent Feng Zhenyang, my heart became cold, so cold that I almost suffocated. I looked at Feng Zhenyang and said word by word: "Get a divorce, Feng Zhenyang."
"Jiaying, I can't explain anything to you, but Lin Ruoxue and I are definitely not what you imagined. Some things can't just be taken at face value." Feng Zhenyang was still quibbling, with sadness and loss in his eyes.
He is sad, he is lost! I'm even sadder. I'm so sad now that I want to crash to death! Naturally, I can't kill them head-on. The couple are not dead yet, how can I die first
I unconsciously sneered: "If you don't look at the surface, then what do you want me to look at? Look at the inside? Is there anything inside about this kind of thing?"
"Feng Zhenyang, if I believe you, my mother will die! Do you think I will still believe you?" I don't know what the expression on my face was, but it must be an expression that can easily hurt people's hearts.
Feng Zhenyang is so thick-skinned that he can still act as if he is harming others, and he can act as if nothing happened when he hooks up with Lin Ruoxue. He can even think that I am being unreasonable, and he is even less unreasonable. I asked him to explain to me. He couldn't explain anything, so I just asked him to believe him. Now I don't want to believe him. He has lost his good temper and simply told me directly: "I won't divorce you. I can't explain to you now. If you want to divorce me, you have to die together." !”
If you do this again with me, I'm afraid that if you really ask him to die, he won't be willing! I stared at him and pulled out the hanging needle on the back of my hand. The blood slowly came out. Because I was pulling too fast, I couldn't control the blood at all.
Feng Zhenyang was probably shocked by my actions and couldn't react for a while. I immediately jumped up from the bed and ran towards the window. The ward was on the fourteenth floor. If I jumped from here, I would definitely be shattered to pieces. I probably lost my mind. I stood by the window, pushed open the glass window, and said to Feng Zhenyang: "Okay! Let's die together! It will be easy to be separated after death! I tell you Feng Zhenyang! I disgust you ! I hate you, I will divorce you even if I die today!"
I shouted hysterically. I hated Feng Zhenyang. From the moment my mother left, I hated him. I also hated Lin Ruoxue. I even hated myself. When a person completely collapses and becomes completely desperate, he will also think of death and suicide.
I really wanted to jump down, and death was only a matter of a moment. It was not that I was afraid of death, but that I couldn't let go of Shen Shiqi, my father, or my biological mother. More importantly, I don’t want to be reconciled. I don’t understand what’s wrong with this world. Good people don’t live long, but bad people who do all bad things can live peacefully to old age.
"Jiaying! Don't do this!" Feng Zhenyang ran over very quickly. He hugged me over, grabbed the toilet paper on the bedside table and covered my hand, holding me tightly in his arms. I had just woken up. , there was no strength in his body and he couldn't move at all.
Feng Zhenyang was so powerful that he completely imprisoned me in his arms. With that warm and familiar breath, he spoke in my ear: "Jiaying, don't be like this. If you are sad, just hit me." You can scold me, you can do whatever you want, I beg you, please don’t do this! Your mother is gone, what’s the use of torturing yourself like this now?”
Yes, what's the use of torturing myself? What's the use of breaking up with Feng Zhenyang? It's useless, it will only make Lin Ruoxue happier, so why should I make her happy again, and why should I torture myself.
I can't torture myself. If I want to torture, I also torture Lin Ruoxue and Feng Zhenyang. I huddled in Feng Zhenyang's arms, all my emotions were on the verge of breaking out, and I cried hysterically. Now that I have grown so big, even Zhao Yicheng almost hit me, even if it was very sad. I have never cried like this, and I have never wanted to burst into tears.
Feng Zhenyang's hand gently stroked my hair and whispered comfort in my ear: "Cry, I'm here, cry if you want. If you hate me, just beat me and scold me. As long as you can relieve your anger, what? That’s fine, but don’t mention divorce to me. I love you Shen Jiaying, we have finally come this far, and I won’t let you go.”
Feng Zhenyang said that no matter what, he would not let me go, but he did not explain to me what was going on between him and Lin Ruoxue, he just made me believe him. A lot of things happened in the month after my mother left. For the Feng family, the biggest thing is probably that the child in my belly is gone. Feng Zhenyang has a good reason.
The outside world said that Shen Jiaying's parents were kidnapped and her mother was raped. Shen Jiaying was stimulated and caused a miscarriage. My mother was murdered, but the real murderer was living at ease.
During the time when I was unconscious, Zhao Yicheng met Lin Ruoxue. Of course, he didn't ask Lin Ruoxue directly, but just asked about her. Even if she doesn't admit it, judging from her behavior in all aspects, it is already certain.
Lin Ruoxue once secretly approached Zhao Yicheng and asked him to go to the wedding venue to cause trouble. Later, she asked Zhao Yicheng to ask for his phone number. Not long after, Zhao Yicheng's mobile phone was stolen. To say that all of this is not related, I Do not believe. But Feng Zhenyang told me that all of this was irrelevant and that I was overthinking it.
In his eyes, Lin Ruoxue would never do such a vicious thing as harming people's lives. It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter who he believes, anyway, I won't believe him.
In the past month, I have argued with Feng Zhenyang countless times, to the point where I didn’t even want to say anything. He still refused to divorce me. I think it's okay not to leave, so I'll stay at the Feng family and torture them slowly. If my mother dies, they won't be able to live well. Don’t they like to fight for property? Okay, then I will fight with them so that they get nothing!
Give everything they have to Feng Zhenqing. Isn't Feng Zhenqing Feng Yue's son anyway? Even if I help Feng Yue, I will let Feng Zhenyang and Lin Ruoxue go to hell together and let them be buried with my mother!
After finishing my mother's affairs, I stayed at Feng's house for more than half a month. I didn't go out until today. The first thing I did when I went out was to see my dad. Zhao Yicheng said that my dad's condition seemed to be getting worse. He had been in a daze for the past half month and often talked nonsense. Moreover, the most serious thing is defecating on the bed.
When he called Shen Shiqi, his attitude was much better. I don't know what Feng Zhenqing said to him that day. In short, his attitude was much better. I sat in the car, put on flat shoes, and asked Shen Shiqi, "How is Dad?"
"Dad's condition has been getting worse and worse recently. A few days ago, he recognized me, but these two days he has completely stopped recognizing me." Shen Shiqi sighed: "Dad may be suffering from Alzheimer's disease, but it's not sure yet. , We won’t know until the results come out.”
Alzheimer's disease, I have heard of this disease before, and also expected that my parents might suffer from this disease one day, but I did not expect that everything would happen so quickly. I never imagined that my father would suffer from Alzheimer's disease under such circumstances.
On the day I went to see my father, I happened to run into Zhao Yicheng. When I walked in, he was sitting by the bed talking to my father. After all these years, I still have some feelings. My father is not a difficult person to get along with, and Zhao Yicheng gets along very well with him. My father has become like this, and it is normal for him to come and see him.
So many things happened during this period that I feel that Zhao Yicheng's cheating was nothing. His shamelessness was not even one ten thousandth of Feng Zhenyang's. At least, he would not have killed anyone. In addition to talking about my father, he also asked about my situation. I said it was nothing, just the same.
If so, I really don’t know who to tell. Feng Zhenyang doesn’t even believe what I say. Zhao Yicheng has plotted against me, but he will not joke about matters where human life is at stake. Since he had contact with Lin Ruoxue before, and might even have colluded with each other, we chatted a few more words after leaving the hospital. He said that before Feng Zhenyang and I got married, Lin Ruoxue actually approached him many times, but he did not agree to cooperate with Lin Ruoxue at that time.
Therefore, Lin Ruoxue later went to Gao Moxi. Gao Moxi didn't know whether Lin Ruoxue and Feng Zhenyang were unclear, so he stupidly took the so-called evidence. In fact, it was the conversation between the doctor who issued the certificate for me and Gao Moxi, which proved that I was not pregnant. I had never seen the card I took out from Gao Moxi's phone. In order to confirm things, I decided to go home and have a look.
When I went back, it was already very late, about ten o'clock. As soon as he entered the living room, he saw Feng Zhenyang sitting on the sofa. His face looked very ugly today. This was the first time this look had appeared on his face in a month.
I didn't even look at him and went straight to the bedroom. Even though I was pretending, I couldn't give him a good look.
"Shen Jiaying, where have you been today?" I had just walked to the door when Feng Zhenyang's cold voice came from behind.
I didn't know how to shake my head, so I responded coldly: "I'm going to see my dad."
"Go and see your dad! Go and see your dad and see him having dinner with Zhao Yicheng!" Bang! With a loud noise, like a glass being smashed, my hand was grabbed by Feng Zhenyang.
He dragged me to the sofa, slammed the IPAD he had just held on me, and almost flew into a rage: "Shen Jiaying, take a good look for yourself! You are already married, run to your ex-husband What's going on with eating? What do you want to do?" (To be continued)