Shameless! Feng Zhenyang's shamelessness is simply unmatched. Speaking of which, I am also hopeless. An old woman in her thirties, I don’t know why I am blushing. It’s not like I’ve never seen a shameless man before, I actually blushed.
I stared at Feng Zhenyang with a red face: "Feng Zhenyang, don't forget what you promised me? You said we were only in a physical marriage, and you promised me you wouldn't do anything to me!"
Knowing that there is no use in saying these words, I can only use the words he once promised to save myself. It's scary when Feng Zhenyang goes crazy. I can't predict what he will do.
Feng Zhenyang didn't take his promise seriously at all. He simply picked me up. His eyes smiled like crescent moons, but there was no righteousness in his smile. Instead, there was a bit of unspeakable evil. His eyes looked blurred. She looked at me and said, "Shen Jiaying, when do you think I have kept my word on this matter?"
"Never..." I shook my head, horrified and extremely honest.
Feng Zhenyang kicked open the bedroom door with a kick, his smile made people feel chilled all over, and he stepped down. Whispering in my ear: "We have known each other for so many years, and you still don't know me? Do you think I will let go of the things I have already obtained? Shen Jiaying, I find that you don't trust me more and more. Your temper is also getting worse. As we get older, I think this may be because we don’t have enough contact.”
The cold air in the room made me tremble all over. Feng Zhenyang's hand slid down from my face, his lips were close to my ear, and he said softly with the warm breath: "Shen Jiaying, remember, no matter what I do , I love you all.”
With his long-term invasion, my mind went completely blank. The only thing I know is that I can't escape. In this circle, even if I escape, I will still meet Feng Zhenyang. Besides, my biological mother is still here, and I still need to avenge my mother.
I can't escape, what can I do? accept? I closed my eyes. What can I do now? The only way is to accept Feng Zhenyang and consolidate my position in the Feng family, so that I can have a chance to avenge my mother.
But... can I do it if I face Feng Zhenyang day and night every day? Moreover, my mother was killed by members of the Feng family. Now that I have taken this step, I feel unspeakable pain. My mother died at the hands of someone from the Feng family, my own mother was harmed by Feng Zhenyang’s mother into what she is now, and I... I and Feng Zhenyang...
I don't deny that I love him, but I also don't deny that I hate Lin Ruoxue and his mother. I don’t want to be locked in this cage all my life. I don’t want to become a real canary. I don’t want to fall in love with my enemy’s cousin. If, one day, I send Lin Ruoxue to a dead end, what will happen to Feng Zhenyang? No matter how crazy Lin Ruoxue is, she is still his cousin. I can get over his mother's level, but I can never get over Lin Ruoxue's level.
The relationship between Lin Ruoxue and I must finally come to an end. If a person does something wrong, he should bear the consequences. I was so upset that I didn't fall asleep at all. The next day Feng Zhenyang was still lying in bed, so I got up early to wash up. Counting the days, my contract with the company is about to expire. I have to go to the company today to talk about contract renewal or... complete termination of the contract.
Times have changed, things have changed and people have changed. I think it's impossible to renew the contract. I've even finished Zhu Jingye's movie, and now I'm married to Feng Zhenyang. As long as the Feng family doesn't let me act, there's no way I can get the role.
Thinking about it, it is right to choose to continue with Feng Zhenyang, but I just can't live with it. I even felt that my life was dark after marrying Feng Zhenyang.
I was also absent-minded when I was washing up in the morning. The woman in the mirror looked pale and had two dark circles under her eyes. She really didn’t look like me. Do I really want to be locked in this cage all my life? Can I still avenge my mother in this cage
I was so absorbed in thinking that I didn't even notice Feng Zhenyang appearing behind me. Feng Zhenyang was still wearing home clothes, his hands were around my waist, his head was in my ear, and he said softly: "Why are you up so early?"
"I have to go to the company today." I knew that confronting Feng Zhenyang would have no effect, so I stopped refusing. Everything had happened, so what could I do? Crying and making a fuss about killing him? This is unrealistic because I am his wife and legally I am his wife. I can't sue him, let alone tell anyone this shameless thing.
Now, I don’t know who to trust in this family. I must admit that I have a soft ear and it is easy to question another person based on a few words from others. So much so that I don't know who to believe at all now. My brother, Shen Shiqi, can't help me, and I don't expect him, let alone tell him many complicated things.
I thought Feng Zhenqing was pretty good before, but now I think about it, he knows that he is Feng Yue's son, so it's not surprising at all to join forces with Feng Yue. He seems to be indifferent to the world, but in fact he is invisibly adding fuel to the fire.
My brain is not very good, and I can do well in the entertainment industry. But in front of the Feng family and the intrigues, I am as stupid as a pig. I think I need to sort out my thoughts and determine what I should do next. If this continues, let alone revenge, I will probably become a yellow-faced mother-in-law taking care of my children in the near future!
When the time comes, will Feng Zhenyang still treat me like he does now? I don't know, the Feng family is so complicated that I have lost trust in anyone. As for my biological mother Shen Yue, I am also confused as to what kind of situation she is in now. According to the temperament of the old man of the Feng family, Shen Yue was crazy. He would not let her appear in front of those wealthy businessmen. Since he let her appear, he should accept this daughter-in-law. But why did Feng Yue never let the outside world know that he had a wife
I have to straighten out the relationship between these people in the Feng family before I can avenge my mother and know what is going on with my mother's illness. However, to clarify these things, most of the time we still need to go through Feng Zhenyang's mouth.
He has plotted against me and deceived me, but compared to others, he seems to be the only one I can trust now. After I sorted out my thoughts, my attitude towards Feng Zhenyang became much better. In this matter, I feel like a *, what is the difference between this and selling yourself to take advantage of others! The only difference may be that I have feelings for this person.
Feng Zhenyang also felt my change. I didn't know if he didn't expose it or if he didn't understand what I was planning. I told him that I was going to the company today. He didn't have any special reaction. He slowly let me go, took the facial cleanser next to him, and walked inside while asking me: "Why are you going to the company? Are you planning on acting?"
"I was thinking, can I?" I was used to showing my true nature in front of Feng Zhenyang, so I wrote all my dissatisfaction on my face.
Feng Zhenyang seemed a little guilty about this matter, so he came back and touched my somewhat disheveled hair, as if he was promising me: "When my career is stable in the future, what do you want to do?" All is OK.”
"When my career is stable, it will be the year of the monkey and the month of the horse. I will be an old aunt by then, what else will I film?" I don't believe Feng Zhenyang's lies. He will let me act? That was before he got married. People said that this man was two people before and after he got married. That's true. It just depends on how he has changed.
Feng Zhenyang has a very good temper towards me, but he has a strong desire to control. Of course, I think that when I get older, he will probably have no desire to control anymore. What can I play? She can play the hero's mother, the heroine's mother, and the heroine's wet nurse. Or maybe it’s the heroine’s stepmother with evil intentions. In short, she’s the old aunt. I don’t dare to play a young girl either. Thinking about how many decades old I still have to play a beautiful young girl, how can I be scolded
However, at present, it seems that my only destiny is to play the role of an old aunt. Because it is impossible for me to renew my contract with the company now, going to the company today can be regarded as a real goodbye to Rong Fang and the entertainment industry. One day in the future, if Feng Zhenyang no longer loves me and is willing to kick me into the mountains of flowers and fruits, I may have a chance to come back.
In response, Feng Zhenyang told me expressionlessly: "You are dreaming!"
I haven't been to the company for a long time, and now I feel a little strange when I walk in. The environment is still the same as before. The only change is that there are many new people. As soon as I stepped through the door, I saw the dance teacher leading several beautiful girls aged seventeen or eighteen, who must have gone to practice dance. Nowadays, newcomers pay attention to all-round development. If I were born more than ten years later, I might not have a chance to enter this circle. After all, nowadays it all relies on background and really relies on strength, and there are really not many of them.
Alas, things really change. Entered the elevator, exited the elevator and entered the corridor. I made an appointment with Rong Fang early, so I went directly to her office.
"Jiaying, here we come." Now that she saw me, Rong Fang no longer had the same expression on her face as before. Firstly, it’s because the matter is a foregone conclusion, secondly, it’s because of the friendship we have had for many years, and also because I am Feng Zhenyang’s wife, so no matter how I affect Rong Fang’s interests, she will not fall out naked with her.
Although there are many interests between us, when I saw Rong Fang, I felt much better. I took off my sunglasses, sat down naturally, and asked her casually: "How are you doing lately? Have you found anything useful?"
"There is no talent, but there are a lot of people who can spread rumors and cause trouble." Rong Fang spread her hands and said with a sad face: "These little girls today are not as good as you were back then. Oh, I am so fast I can’t stand it anymore.”
"Hey, is there anything else you can't resist?" I teased with a smile.
Rong Fang rolled her eyes at me: "Don't laugh at me. To be honest, now I think your choice is right. You have to find a man who loves you to marry. If that man doesn't love you, you It's useless to fight tooth and nail for him... Hey... I'm telling you, I regret it now... "
"By the way, Jiaying. What are you going to do next?" Rong Fang said halfway before changing the subject: "Are you planning to leave completely?"
I helplessly spread my hands: "Well, what else can I do? You said I can't join the Feng family's company. Then I can't be said to be a super-connected household."
"When you said it, I remembered it. A few days ago, a middle-aged woman came to the company. She looked like she was not an ordinary person. She took your photo and said she was your fan. She also said that she hoped you would continue acting. What did she say? If the Feng family causes trouble, she will be responsible!" Rong Fang said that the middle-aged woman sounded like she was talking about a lunatic: "What kind of person is she? If you don't act, why should she be responsible? Feng Zhenyang is such a bastard, can she be held responsible?" (To be continued)