From the moment Feng Zhenyang decided to return to the Feng family, I felt that he was not just fighting for the family property, but I never thought that he wanted revenge. In my impression, at least for the past ten years or so, Feng Zhenyang has always been a sunny and beautiful boy. Later, it was Scandal Prince, and Scandal was comparable to his friend Cao Yan, but I really can't associate the word hatred with him.
Because Feng Zhenyang often said something like this, he said: "You must be merciful and merciful."
No, that's just to deal with people who have no hatred against him. He also likes to say something, he said: "Be decisive in doing things, and the key is to eliminate the root cause."
So, is Feng Zhenyang a person who knows how to eradicate things? Does he want to root out the people who harmed his sister and send them to hell? But didn't his sister commit suicide by jumping off a building because of her unhappy marriage? Why did two enemies who killed my sister appear at this moment
I didn't say anything, just stared at him, hoping to get an answer from him. He closed his eyes and seemed to have mustered up a lot of courage before he spoke: "The reason why my sister committed suicide was not just because of marriage problems, but because of that beast and that accomplice! They made my sister commit suicide. , my sister was still pregnant with the child, but they were forced to a dead end. "
Feng Zhenyang became more and more excited as he spoke, with an extremely painful expression on his face, as if he was trapped in painful memories. Feng Zhenyang was born in a big family that lacked everything but human touch. He must have had a lot of bad memories.
Originally, I felt that at this time, I shouldn't continue to ask, but I wanted to know what kind of hatred made Feng Zhenyang like this. Or, let him hide himself for so many years.
In my opinion, nothing is more important than living in the present. If you can't even live well in the present, and can't even take care of the people in the present, then you have no right to talk about the future or revenge.
It's similar to that sentence. If you can't even support yourself, what qualifications do you have to talk about dreams.
I paused for a moment, then finally asked: "What enemy? Didn't your sister commit suicide by jumping off a building after a mistress?"
"No, it's not just because of the marriage problem, it's because of that beast Feng Nan! And Feng Yue's accomplice, they killed my sister." When Feng Nan and Feng Yue were mentioned, Feng Zhenyang's eyes were filled with bloodshot eyes, as if An angry lion: "At first I thought that this incident was all Feng Nan's fault, but... not long ago, I discovered that Feng Yue was Feng Nan's accomplice! If he hadn't been behind it, my sister would never have been able to do it. Impossible to commit suicide!"
"What's going on?" I still don't quite understand. The relationship between everyone in the Feng family is extremely complicated, and it gets messy even if they are not sorted out. Who knows what the hell he is talking about.
However, things look serious. Feng Zhenyang was actually a little scared when he mentioned the past, and his hands were shaking. By the end, even his body was trembling. I didn't know what he had experienced in the past. The only thing I could tell was that it was really scary.
Every time I see Feng Zhenyang's helpless look, my heart aches, even though I want to leave him and divorce him again and again. But the reason why I want to divorce him is not because I don't love him. There is a saying that the person who stays with you until you grow old may not be the one you love the most.
Yes, the one you love the most may not be the most suitable. Marriage is a matter between two families, not two people. Feng Zhenyang and I cannot just care about ourselves and not our parents.
However, I couldn't help but care about Feng Zhenyang. I reached out and patted his shoulder, then picked up the tea on the coffee table and handed it to him, choosing to remain silent.
I always hope that Feng Zhenyang can be honest with me, but there are still many things that I have not been honest with him about. Now it's not that I feel that I'm not honest and it's hard for others to be honest, I just don't have the heart to ask any more. I have never seen such a frightened Feng Zhenyang. He will be sad, hypocritical, and lose his temper, but this is the first time I have seen fear.
Feng Zhenyang's body is still trembling. I'm a person who tends to be soft-hearted. Seeing him like this makes me feel uncomfortable. Unknowingly, she hugged him and whispered in his ear: "Forget it, if you don't want to say it, just don't say it."
"Jiaying, my sister was killed by public opinion, by Feng Nan and Feng Yue. But she... also wanted to protect me." Feng Zhenyang calmed down a little, slowly let go of me, and tried his best to keep himself Calm: "That bastard Feng Nan, he has pedophilia..."
"When I was in the first grade of junior high school, he..." Feng Zhenyang looked at me with a serious face: "At that time, my parents were busy fighting for the family property all day long, and no one cared about me at all. If it weren't for my sister..."
"But my sister..." Feng Zhenyang had tears in his eyes, clenched his fists, and gritted his teeth: "That bastard Feng Nan, he treated my sister..., and Feng Yue, in order to get rid of my father, he actually put this thing The matter was revealed to the media, and they even said that my sister seduced Feng Nan. The funny thing is that everyone, including my grandfather, believed it, and my father's career also declined. "
"My sister's husband was out having fun, and after this incident, he beat and scolded my sister, and even suspected that the child in her belly was not his. The media also reported it vigorously, and even mentioned the boy my sister had had with before. Friends also dug it out. Even when my sister was walking on the road, people were pointing fingers. My parents also wanted to protect my sister, but their power was too weak compared to public opinion. Finally, my sister couldn’t bear the public opinion and committed suicide by jumping off the building!”
Feng Zhenyang's words completely shocked me. I originally thought that Feng Nan was a heinous parasitic bastard, but I didn't expect that he was still such a pervert. No matter what, Feng Zhenyang is also his nephew, and Feng Zhenyang's sister is also his niece. Even though he may not be much older than them, only about nine or ten years old, in total, when Feng Zhenyang was fifteen or sixteen, Feng Nan would be in her twenties. Feng Zhenyang's sister is probably about the same age as Feng Nan...
Oh my god, it's so terrible! How could there be such a beast in the world? And Feng Yue, he was obviously miserable enough, but he actually drove people to a dead end for the sake of profit. I was so shocked that I couldn't speak for a long time. I have to say that such behavior is indeed outrageous, damn it!
However, after all, I cannot ignore my father because of Feng Zhenyang's misery. Love may be important, but it's not the most important. In addition to love, there are more things worthy of our protection. For example, I didn't understand family affection, and I went to Feng Zhenyang behind my parents' back, which led to many misfortunes.
If possible, I would rather never know Feng Zhenyang, never know that I have a biological mother. I even hope that I can find an ordinary man in Qinghe City and marry me like an ordinary person.
Feng Zhenyang has suffered this before. His father chose to escape because of fear. It is understandable that he wants revenge. People like Feng Nan do deserve to die, and Feng Yue's behavior is also despicable. I think he did it, but I can't ignore my dad. Feng Zhenyang said wait until later, so when will it be in the future? I am afraid now. I am afraid that my father will leave this world before he arrives.
I sat next to Feng Zhenyang, and after a long time I finally said: "They indeed deserve to die, but my father does not deserve to suffer."
Feng Zhenyang was in extreme pain now. When he heard what I said, his face became even more ugly: "Shen Jiaying, can't you understand me? It's not easy for the two of us to get to where we are today. As for you, you always give me a Such an indifferent attitude makes me very tired.”
"If we are tired, let's separate." I looked at Feng Zhenyang without any emotion: "You have what you want to protect, and I also have what I want to protect."
"Then you're not worried about your biological mother?" Xu was a little desperate. Feng Zhenyang did not continue to argue with me, nor was he as domineering as yesterday. He rubbed his eyes, with a trace of sadness in his mood: "I said Now, when everything is settled, you can take care of your father however you want, but now you have to make trouble because of this matter, don’t you care about your own mother?”
"I think my appearance may be the worst thing for her." I couldn't tell if Feng Zhenqing was using me, but he couldn't pretend to care about Shen Yue. As long as he was here, I couldn't. Nothing to worry about.
I just want to take good care of my dad now. As for dealing with Lin Ruoxue, we will talk about it later. After all, I never revealed Feng Zhenqing’s identity. Feng Zhenyang said that he was tired and so was I. I didn’t want to get involved in their fights anymore. It's their business how they want to fight each other. Maybe some people will say that I am cold-blooded and that I don’t even want to take revenge on my mother. If my father is killed in order to avenge my mother, that is what I don't want to see.
I closed my eyes and said to Feng Zhenyang: "Let's separate, Feng Zhenyang, I'm tired. From now on, you guys will fight as much as you like. I don't want to get involved, and I don't want to know. Whoever colludes with whomever has nothing to do with me."
"Does it have to be like this?" Feng Zhenyang couldn't believe it: "Jiaying, can't you stay for me?"
Feng Zhenyang told me everything he should and shouldn't say. I still have the same attitude. He must be a little tired. I also felt tired. I looked at him and didn't know whether I should be happy or sad: "You will find a better one. You have something you want to protect, and I also have something I want to protect. If it's not suitable, why bother with it?" Together, both of us are miserable. Maybe we are just friends."
Feng Zhenyang didn't speak. The living room was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop clearly. After a long time, he spoke to break the silence. Feng Zhenyang once tried his best to keep me by his side. He thought that as long as we loved each other, we could overcome all difficulties. After being entangled for so long, he got tired and gradually realized that marriage is more than just two people.
His eyes were closed tightly. I don't know if it was my imagination, but I seemed to see tears on his face: "I really can't give you what you want now... Shen Jiaying, as you wish, divorce." ( To be continued)