Feng Zhenyang is best at hiding secrets when he is not drunk. My body shook slightly. I used to think that Feng Zhenyang knew nothing, and I thought that I hid it very well. But in the end, I discovered that it wasn't that he didn't know, he just didn't want to expose it.
I forced myself to suppress my emotions and asked him, "Why?"
"If I tell you, wouldn't it be even more difficult for you?" Feng Zhenyang put his head next to my ear, his tone gentle and relaxed: "You might still run away, I'm afraid you will run away."
"Not only that, I'm also afraid that Feng Zhenqing's identity will be completely exposed. If so, then his chance of becoming the heir is greater than any of us." Feng Zhenyang gave a bitter smile: "At that time, I wanted to help my sister I want to take revenge and want to keep you, so I won’t reveal anything. Jiaying, do you think I’m too greedy?”
At this point, I have never felt that Feng Zhenyang was greedy, and there was nothing wrong with him doing so. The reason why I chose to separate from him was not because he wanted revenge or anything like that. But because I also want revenge. I know that feeling, and I know that hesitation. I once even thought about killing Lin Ruoxue with one knife, but I couldn't do it after all. I was afraid that Feng Zhenyang would hate me for this, and I would hate him too. I'm afraid that my father will lose his life because of this. When you live in this world, you can't just do whatever you want.
I shook my head and opened my heart completely: "No, I never thought you were greedy. I was just afraid that things would get worse between us. I thought that separation and never seeing each other again might be the best solution. Way."
"So what about now? It's been four years, do you think this is the best solution?" Feng Zhenyang's rough mouth can turn black into white, and he can also reason seriously.
In the past few days, we had quarreled countless times. If I was unreasonable, he would always let me go. When I got over it, he would reason with me again. He is right, separation may not be the best solution. To put it bluntly, it is my wishful thinking, or in other words, it is my escape. As much as I hate to admit it, I have to admit that it was an escape.
Just like some people who are unable to recover after suffering setbacks, they did not choose to get up, but chose to escape into Buddhism, cut off three thousand worries, and completely isolate themselves from the world.
I am not isolated from the world, but it is also an escape. So I didn't know how to answer Feng Zhenyang. No matter how long it took, I seemed to never be able to answer Feng Zhenyang, so I didn't speak. My mood is extremely complicated. Of course I understand what Feng Zhenyang means. He hugged me and explained to me the past, that is, he wanted to reunite with me.
It's not that I haven't thought about this problem, but I feel uneasy in my heart. I don't know how to face Feng Zhenyang's family when we get together again, how to... face my biological mother.
Feng Zhenqing said that Shen Yue's situation has improved a lot, and the family is having a good time putting aside the intrigues within the family. Unfortunately, Gu Qing chose to leave.
Feng Zhenyang slowly let me go, with a smile on his eyebrows: "Shen Jiaying, are you afraid of facing my mother, your own mother, and all kinds of difficulties?"
"Do you think I will embarrass you?" Feng Zhenyang was pretty and slightly smiling: "Actually, as early as half a year ago, my fifth uncle and I had reconciled, and I originally wanted to take you home at that time. However, at that time, Li & Fung Group is not yet stable, so it has been delayed for another half year, and some people who want to be famous have been bundled and hyped. Now that everything is settled, Shen Jiaying, come home with me. "
"I planted a tree in the yard with my name engraved on it. I need you to carve your name with your own hands." Feng Zhenyang held my hand, his mouth still smiling, and his smile was so warm.
When I was young, I pursued my dreams. Now I pursue stability. I don’t need anything grand. What I want is just an ordinary and warm life.
I thought Feng Zhenyang was the person least able to give me stability, but I never thought that he just didn't say anything. If a person has loved you for twenty-one years and his original intention has never changed, I believe that no matter who it is, he will be moved.
Many years ago, Feng Zhenyang asked me to carve my name on a tree. At that time, I didn't understand. I secretly thought that he was sick. Now, when he says this to me, I cry. The young and beautiful male voice in that small forest many years ago came to mind: "The two names were engraved on the birch tree, and they swore to love each other for the rest of their lives."
"Feng Zhenyang, thank you for never disdain me." At that moment, tears burst out of my eyes involuntarily. It has been four years, even though I lied to myself again and again that I had forgotten Feng Zhenyang, but in fact, I think about him every day.
Every time I see something that has anything to do with him, I immediately think of him. Even when I see Xiaofeng's eraser, I am reminded of the fight Feng Zhenyang had with someone in high school because the bully in his class stole my eraser. He said he thought that kind of behavior was very childish, but he He just wanted to do that, he just couldn't bear to see people snatching my things.
It stands to reason that after so many years, he should have changed his mind long ago. There are so many young girls around him, who are younger than me, have higher education than me, are better-looking than me, and even have family backgrounds that are more than ten blocks away from me. If it were me, it would be impossible for us to stay together, and besides, I was once married to Zhao Yicheng.
I have an awkward personality and always get angry with Feng Zhenyang. I know I have a bad temper. Feng Zhenyang always said that it was not good for me to be so awkward. In high school, he always said that he couldn't stand my awkwardness, but he was the one who could stand my awkwardness the most.
Every time I cried so hard and called him, he would always appear immediately. Even after I left for four years, he was still looking at me. I think the reason why I have been so successful over the years must have something to do with Feng Zhenyang.
From my teens to my thirties, Feng Zhenyang was like a safe haven, protecting me from wind and rain. Feng Zhenyang is a proud man. While shielding me from the wind and rain, he also coaxed me again and again and said some words that were almost condescending. With his temperament, it was not easy to say those words.
He can throw away his pride for me again and again, so why can't I give up something for him. With tears streaming down my face, I rushed forward and hugged Feng Zhenyang. The familiar smell of his body hit my nostrils. I leaned tightly into his arms, unable to control my emotions. I said over and over again: "Feng Zhenyang, thank you for never despising me. Put up with me again and again, you idiot! How many times have I hurt you, why are you still so nice to me, you idiot..."
"Because, as early as twenty-one years ago, your name has been deeply pierced into my bone marrow and cannot be erased in my life, so I am willing to be a fool." Feng Zhenyang's hand gently stroked my hair: "So Are you willing to go home with this fool in front of you?"
I think many friends have guessed that my answer is, I do. Feng Zhenyang said that fools are blessed by fools. A fool pierces your name into your bone marrow, so his name will also pierce into your bone marrow. Then, it can never be erased, and it is destined to be entangled for the rest of your life.
On the day we returned to the Imperial Capital, Qi Xiaoyu bid farewell to Xiaofeng, me, and my father with red eyes. My father is now a child again and is used to staying with Xiaofeng. Now that I'm back, I have time to take care of him.
After finishing the work at hand, my focus was basically on my family, and Feng Zhenyang's exposure gradually decreased until it completely disappeared. He said he was afraid that he would be too exposed and would cause scandals, which would make me jealous. Apart from work, he doesn't like to have too many interactions with his secretary. He said that I am too suspicious and read random things all day long, and then easily take those messy things as true, and then suspect that he and his secretary are cheating on each other.
"Shen Jiaying, I won't give you a chance to doubt me. I am a great man!" Feng Zhenyang said as he took the keys and drove. He didn't forget to turn around and wink at me: "Don't you find that you are very happy! Very lucky!"
"Okay, don't worry, go home quickly, my parents are waiting! I will cry again if Xiaofeng can't see me tonight." I was a little helpless, the whole family was waiting, and Feng Zhenyang still asked me. During the Chinese New Year, this person didn't go home quickly and took his time all the way.
Of course, you can't actually blame him. There are four or five elderly people in the family, one wants to do this, and the other wants to do that. If we don't go back, Feng Zhenqing will be left alone to support him, coaxing him to do this and that. Speaking of which, we have to talk about the reconciliation between Feng Zhenyang and Feng Yue.
This is all thanks to my biological mother Shen Yue. After Shen Yue woke up, she said a lot of things to Feng Zhenyang's mother, the most important of which was about Feng Zhenyang's sister. Feng Zhenyang said that in fact, Feng Yue was not doing it for any profit, but because he wanted to help his sister. Because the old man of the Feng family doted on Feng Nan and did not like Feng Zhenyang's family, so the only way to make the matter bigger was to use the power of the public to solve the problem. Feng Nan was brought to justice. However, he didn't know that sister Feng Zhenyang had depression.
In the years since Feng Zhenyang's sister died, Feng Yue has always felt guilty. When Feng Zhenyang first entered the entertainment industry, Feng Yue helped a lot behind the scenes, but he didn't like to talk about it. Feng Yue is probably also proud. He doesn't like to explain anything to others, or he feels that Feng Zhenyang can't listen to his explanation at all. When Feng Zhenyang misunderstood that he killed Feng Zhenyang's sister for profit, Feng Yue didn't explain too much. .
If Feng Zhenyang wants to fight, he will help him fight, and let Feng Zhenqing help him more. Feng Zhenyang has always been a smart person and connected many things together. Only then did he realize that Feng Zhenqing actually had no intention of competing with him at the beginning, otherwise Feng Zhenyang would not have climbed up so quickly.
If Feng Zhenqing said something bad about him, it was all because he was fighting overtly and secretly to make things difficult for Gu Qing, which was insidious. When Feng Zhenqing got angry at that time, he grabbed the clues and made nonsense accusations against him and Lin Ruoxue!
This wealthy family is complicated. The two brothers had a conflict and almost killed each other! In the end, we reconciled because my biological mother's illness was cured. My biological mother's illness was cured because Feng Zhenyang plotted against Feng Yue. When he entered the yard in broad daylight, he discovered that there was something wrong with the aunt who was serving my biological mother. He said that he thought it was my biological mother at the time, so he told Feng Zhenqing about it.
As for the reason why the aunt drugged my biological mother, it was because she had no good intentions from the beginning. She initially took money from Feng Nan's mother and Lin Ruoxue's mother, and her purpose was to prevent my biological mother from revealing Feng Zhenqing's identity. In the end, the two of them were bitten to death. The aunt was afraid that when my mother woke up, she would tell all the dirty things she had done, so she just continued to drug her. Unfortunately, Feng Zhenyang got hit...
There are no eternal secrets in this world, but if you do bad things, you will definitely receive retribution. If you know how to do good deeds, you will definitely be rewarded.
So over the years, Feng Zhenyang also started to do charity, mainly supporting some college students. He said, Shen Jiaying, all I can help you realize is your dream of being a director. Let young people help you realize the dream you missed.
I used to chase my dreams, but now, Feng Zhenyang, our home is my dream.
After Feng Zhenyang was urged by me, he turned back slightly dissatisfied and complained: "What a moodless woman. Don't I want to be alone with you for a while longer?"
"Yeah, I'm just so unsentimental, you go find someone who is sentimental!" I snorted coldly and turned my head away.
"Ouch, how dare I! You are sentimental, you are sentimental!" Feng Zhenyang was driving while self-examination: "I was wrong, I have no sentiment!..."
"You're stupid!" I laughed again.
Yes, I laughed again. At this moment, it seemed that I had returned to that winter night many years ago. Feng Zhenyang asked me if I was so scared that I cried. I immediately denied it and got angry with him. Then Feng Zhenyang immediately said, you didn't cry, I was wrong! I'm blind! I was all wrong…
In order not to scare me, he sang at the top of his voice, singing about the birch forest of hackberry trees.
"Shen Jiaying, let me sing a song for you!" On a cold winter night, with white snow flying outside the window, Feng Zhenyang's voice was as pleasant as ever: "The quiet village is covered with white snow, doves are flying under the hazy sky, and the birch trees are white. Carving those two names, they vowed to love each other for the rest of their lives... "
The two names were engraved on the birch tree, and they vowed to love each other for the rest of their lives...
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