My voice echoed in the huge living room, empty and angry. However, what I said did not make Zhao Yicheng feel ashamed.
He reached out and pulled me, his tone as gentle as when we first fell in love: "Jiaying, give me a chance, and give yourself a chance, okay? It's almost the New Year, if you go home alone, how are you going to explain to your parents?"
Threat! Zhao Yicheng was threatening me. How would I explain this to my parents when I get home? Haha, it would have been fine if he didn't say anything. As soon as he mentioned it, my anger, which had just subsided, surged up again. I said in a cold tone, "I know how to explain this myself. I'm living a good life now! You don't need to worry about me. You... get out now!"
I pointed at the door and ordered them to leave with an angry look on my face.
"This is my home, I won't go out." Zhao Yicheng saw that admitting his mistake was useless, so he simply acted like a spoiled child.
If it was just a small quarrel in the past, maybe I would forgive him.
This time it wasn't a quarrel, but a breakup. I admit that in my heart, I still can't let him go a little bit. However, the hurt he and Han Xiaoxiao brought me far outweighed the insignificant feelings in my heart.
I think that when Zhao Yicheng was determined to divorce me, the feelings between us were indeed insignificant to him.
He enjoyed the youthful vigor brought by Han Xiaoxiao, and the so-called true love, living a life of drunkenness and dreams. He never thought about my feelings, how could he understand the heartache and despair.
Maybe, in Zhao Yicheng's heart, we just had a conflict, and he only needs to coax me a few words like he did in the past, pester me, and spend some time, and we can go back to the past.
He will never know that the reason why I could easily forgive him after every quarrel was not because of his sweet words, but because I was never really angry...
When a person's heart is broken, it is unforgivable no matter what. Zhao Yicheng's cheating, his sweet talk, everything about him, now in my eyes is really hypocritical. If he really still had feelings for me, he would not have left so decisively at the beginning.
Now he tells me that he has discovered that I am the one he loves the most. Haha, I don’t believe it. After all, I am no longer in my teens or twenties and have long passed the age of dreaming.
Even though I don't know what Zhao Yicheng's purpose is, I know very well that it is definitely not because he still loves me.
I looked at him coldly: "Don't play rogue with me. Do you think I don't know whether you still have feelings for me? I said, if you are doing this for your worthless reputation, there is no need! And don't threaten me! I tell you, Zhao Yicheng, I won't fall for it!"
I remember that more than a year ago, Zhao Yicheng said that I had changed. He said that I was no longer as gentle as before, that I was too strong to be a woman, and that I had lost my initial romance. Huang Xiaohu's "Not That Simple" said: I am always uneasy, so I have to be strong. Who murdered my romance
If Zhao Yicheng had not cheated on me, I think I would still be the romantic Shen Jiaying.
The struggles over the years and the anxiety brought by Zhao Yicheng have made me tough and made me forget about romance. Reality is reality, after all, it is not a TV series. I can't be as delicate and kind as the heroines in TV series. Kindness sounds good, but cowardice sounds bad.
When I encountered a marriage crisis, I did not choose to swallow my anger, nor did I quarrel with Zhao Yicheng, but his heart was gone, and no matter what I did, it was wrong. Later, I could no longer bear it and blocked Han Xiaoxiao, but I don’t think I did anything excessive.
If you do something wrong, you should pay the price. It's the same as killing someone and paying with your life. They killed my heart, they killed my heart, they should pay the price.
But Zhao Yicheng didn't think so. He didn't move an inch and had no intention of leaving. The expression on his face changed from rogue to dark, and his words were simply shameless. He looked at me with gloomy eyes and his tone became cold: "Shen Jiaying, do you have someone else outside?" (To be continued)