Feng Zhenyang's sudden action caught me off guard. It might also be because I had just woken up in the morning and my head was not clear yet. I failed to react for a moment. By the time I reacted, it was too late to get angry with Feng Zhenyang.
To be honest, as a married woman, I was embarrassed to be pinched by an unmarried man, almost flirting with him. But I couldn't show it, because I didn't know what Feng Zhenyang meant. I didn't believe that he liked me.
I thought about it, tried to pull his hand away, and pretended to be confused: "How are you? Do you look like a human? Can you look like a dog?"
Feng Zhenyang looked at me expressionlessly for a long time, and finally said nothing, turned around and walked out. I supported myself to get up, closed the curtains, and started to put on my clothes.
In today's world, with paparazzi running rampant, if you don't draw the curtains properly, you might end up on the headlines tomorrow.
Zhao Yicheng and I have been divorced for more than half a year, and rumors about me and Feng Zhenyang are flying everywhere. Rumors are just rumors. If there is no evidence, it is just fake news and will not have much impact.
However, if the so-called evidence is caught, it will not cause a big uproar, but it will cause a small storm. Feng Zhenyang's crazy fans may even launch personal attacks on me.
They would think, Shen Jiaying is just a divorced old woman, how could she win the favor of our handsome, suave, talented, young and promising idol Feng Zhenyang. It must be this shameless old woman who seduced our idol! For Feng Zhenyang's fans, I am indeed an out-and-out old woman.
I am twice as old as them, and Feng Zhenyang is probably twice as old as them or a year older. But he is a man, he is their idol, so of course we cannot compare. This is what Tang Xiaomei often said, treat them differently.
I am old and divorced, so I know myself well. Feng Zhenyang and I are just friends. Although I used him yesterday, I know very well that I can only be friends with him. If I take one more step, I will die without a complete body.
Sometimes, one has to pretend to be confused. I pretended to be confused and walked out of the bedroom. Feng Zhenyang was already sitting at the dining table. When he saw me coming out, he handed me a bowl of rice porridge. I took it naturally and asked him as usual: "Old Feng, I have a question for you."
"Speak." Feng Zhenyang was calm, as if nothing had happened, and he was not embarrassed because he brought me home. He was always like this, he could be humorous, carefree, or serious and gentlemanly. He was also moody and unpredictable, and I didn't know what he was thinking about all day.
We have known each other for more than ten years and have a good relationship. However, this is the first time I stayed overnight at his house without a third party. Last time, Feng's mother was there, and although I almost exposed myself, I was still very comfortable.
Today, since it was just me and Feng Zhenyang, and his behavior this morning, the atmosphere became strange. I looked up at Feng Zhenyang while drinking porridge, feeling uncertain. Did he kiss me this morning? Or did I... Did I have an erotic dream? Did I have an illusion
No, no, no matter how hungry I am, I won't pick the grass near my home. But I still feel very uncomfortable, and it's not easy to ask Feng Zhenyang. What if I ask him and he says yes, then this matter will be a big deal.
So I made small talk, changed the subject, and pretended to be confused and asked him, "What do you think Zhao Yicheng was thinking? He suddenly wanted to remarry me. He said that he broke up with Han Xiaoxiao a few months ago because he found that he still loved me..."
"It's obvious that Han Xiaoxiao dumped him!" Feng Zhenyang put down the food in his hand and said firmly, "If Zhao Yicheng can repent, I, Feng Zhenyang, will write my name backwards!"
"Shen Jiaying, you didn't believe his lies, did you?" Feng Zhenyang suddenly stared at me, as if I really believed what Zhao Yicheng said, his face was serious: "I tell you, Zhao Yicheng just wants to use you now. If he really has some feelings for you, he should have repented long ago! No! If he still has some feelings for you, he would never divorce you!"
Feng Zhenyang was indignant and angry, but I was calm. I finished my rice porridge, wiped my mouth with a tissue, and said calmly, "I know. I'm not a fool. How can I not see this?"
"I'm just afraid that you're a fool!" Feng Zhenyang rolled his eyes at me and exposed me mercilessly: "How could I not know what you're thinking? I've known you for almost sixteen years, haha..."
Ever since my divorce, Feng Zhenyang has been comforting me but also despising me. He despises me very much now.
Facing his contemptuous look, I immediately fought back: "Don't act like you know me very well. I tell you I'm very smart! How could I not know what Zhao Yicheng is thinking? He wants to use me to redeem his reputation! There's no way! I won't give him this chance!"
"Oh, my headache now is how to deal with my parents when I go home for the New Year!" This matter really gives me a headache. I feel annoyed just thinking about it.
People say that I should go home more often, and I do want to go home more often, but my parents' attitude is really unacceptable to me. When Zhao Yicheng kicked me, they didn't comfort me, and they kept asking me to reconcile with Zhao Yicheng, saying that they should let Zhao Yicheng go home with them during the Chinese New Year so that they could have a good talk.
It sounds like he is trying to take advantage of his age and force me and Zhao Yicheng together. Now Zhao Yicheng is bored and wants to get involved again, saying some corny nonsense that he still loves me.
It took me half a year to finally get over that relationship that left me bruised and battered. Am I going to get myself involved again and get hurt again? I'm no longer at the age of yearning for love, and I'm also afraid of it. No matter how much I love Zhao Yicheng, I can't go back.
"What's so difficult about this? I'll go back with you and tell your parents that I'm your new boyfriend and we're getting married. If that doesn't work, just tell them that you're pregnant with my child!" Feng Zhenyang had no problem talking and had a lot of bad ideas. He didn't even feel ashamed to say such shameless words.
He was very excited: "Is this my idea? Kill three birds with one stone! Not only can I deal with your parents, but I can also make Zhao Yicheng give up, and at the same time I can save you the trouble of being forced to go on a blind date!"
Feng Zhenyang became more and more excited as he spoke. He leaned forward and said excitedly, "Look, this is a great idea! Come and praise me!" (To be continued)