Feng Zhenyang! I was so surprised that I almost cried out. Maybe it was because I was old and no longer had the shocks of my youth, so I wasn't too excited. It was like a thunderbolt in my head, and I was blank for a long time before I recovered.
As an actor, I actually have no right to negotiate with the director, let alone with the investors, unless I don’t want to act anymore. At this moment, I not only wanted to stop acting, but also wanted to ask Feng Zhenyang what was going on.
How did he suddenly become associated with Li & Fung Group? Jianfeng Group... Li & Fung Group... Haha... Actually, Feng Zhenyang had already said it, but I just didn't believe it. Every time, he said it in a joking tone. Not to mention that I didn't believe it, even the people in our class wouldn't believe it if we told them.
"Well, let's change it, Feng Zhenyang is also very good..." I nodded, pretending to be calm and composed on my face, accepting it gladly, but my heart was raging with anger. I wanted to pull Feng Zhenyang out immediately and ask him what he was trying to do
I don’t quite understand why the director told me that Feng Zhenyang is a member of the Feng family. Doesn’t this clearly show that he is succumbing to the tyranny of the Feng family
The director always thinks he has a lot of self-esteem. He always thinks he is very high-class, a cool artist who is not insulted by the world and regards money as dirt. Could it be that his self-esteem has suddenly disappeared? His self-esteem is all created by himself by hiring Internet trolls. In fact, the director is just a person who is greedy for money and forgets his principles when he sees profit... Uh... Artist...
I stayed there for a long time, my mind was in a mess. It was impossible to stop filming now. The penalty for breach of contract would be enough to kill me! Even if it killed me, I couldn't cause any losses to the company.
Feng Zhenyang and I have known each other for many years, but we have never played lovers. In the past, we avoided suspicion because of Zhao Yicheng. Later, we felt that we were too familiar with each other to play lovers. I didn’t understand why we couldn’t play lovers when we were too familiar with each other. Now I think it’s probably because of the inexplicable youthful feelings in high school.
When I was in high school, there was a period of time when I liked Feng Zhenyang. At that time, I thought he might not know it, but now that I think about it, how could he not know it? It would be strange if we didn't see it when we were together every day.
That year he chose to refuse, and I chose to forget. As time went by, I really forgot. Later, I couldn't remember why I liked Feng Zhenyang at that time, and gradually forgot that I had ever liked him.
Perhaps Feng Zhenyang was right to refuse. Whether he was the son of Li & Fung Group or an ordinary rich kid, we could only be friends. I was already far away from Feng Zhenyang in the past. How could I, who was incomplete now, be worthy of Feng Zhenyang
When I met Feng Zhenyang, I had just changed my clothes. The staff were busy helping other actors change their clothes, so I walked out by myself, holding my clothes as I walked. I was about to call Tang Xiaomei, but found that Tang Xiaomei was not there... Everyone thinks that actors like us have to be big names, but that's just the way it is. We have to do a lot of things by ourselves, and the treatment is not as good as people outside the circle think.
I was just sorting my clothes when I saw a man coming out of the dressing room opposite. He was wearing a black dragon robe. It was Feng Zhenyang. This time we were acting in a Han Dynasty palace drama. He played the role of Emperor Zhang of Han, and I played his empress, Dou.
The first scene today was Dou's entry into the Han Palace, and a conversation with Feng Zhenyang was inevitable. Perhaps it was because I hadn't seen him for too long, and when I saw him, I didn't know what to say.
"Shen Jiaying, why are you looking at me like that? You're impressed by my handsomeness and feel ashamed of yourself, but you don't have to pretend like you don't know me, right?" Between the two of us, it always seemed that Feng Zhenyang was the first to speak.
It's not that I don't want to speak, but I just don't know how to speak. Before I saw Feng Zhenyang, I had a lot of words in my stomach and a lot of questions in my head. But at this moment, it became: "Don't be so conceited, just recite the lines, don't forget them later..."
I have to admit that sometimes, in front of Feng Zhenyang, I feel inferior, to the bottom of my heart. I especially remember that Feng Zhenyang once said that he wanted to marry a girl with a clean family background and a clean body. To put it bluntly, he just has a virgin complex. Because of this, he has had no less than five girlfriends, and his emotional experience is quite colorful.
He has seen all kinds of women, but he has to like me. Besides, he is from the Feng family chaebol. I don't want to believe it, but I can't help but believe it. For the first time, I feel that the distance between Feng Zhenyang and me is really too far. The superficial closeness, after all, does not mean anything.
So, I didn't even ask him what was going on. If he wanted to talk, he would have told me. He didn't even tell me that Qi Xiaoyu had committed suicide because of him. I had to hear it from Tang Xiaomei. It was obvious that he didn't want to tell me. Why should I bother to do it? Maybe he just wanted to play a serious role. He had been holding it back for too many years and couldn't bear it anymore, so he brought out his family background to pressure others.
"I have memorized the lines by heart. But you, Shen Jiaying, have such a bad memory that I'm worried that you can't remember them!" Feng Zhenyang straightened his clothes. There was no embarrassment on his face. He looked down on me as always.
Seeing Feng Zhenyang now, I felt very complicated, and my attitude was unconsciously different from the past. I nodded and said, "I also know it by heart..."
Perhaps because of my unusual attitude, Feng Zhenyang suddenly approached me and looked at me strangely: "Shen Jiaying, why don't you ask me why?" (To be continued)