Feng Zhenyang's tone was very different from usual. I expected that he would be angry, but I didn't expect that he would call me a bitch. The gloomy and angry tone was completely different from the past jokes. It made me very uncomfortable to hear that. It was indeed my fault to see Zhao Yicheng behind his back. I understand that feeling. I understand the pain of betrayal better than anyone else.
But what Feng Zhenyang said really made me feel angry immediately, but I didn't fight back. I closed my eyes and calmed down a little before I explained: "I met Zhao Yicheng because..."
The words came to my lips, but I didn't know how to continue. I can tell Feng Zhenyang that his fifth uncle came to see me and said he went to see Zhao Yicheng because Zhao Yicheng said he wanted to talk to me about the grievances between the Shen family and the Feng family. The most important thing between two people is trust. If I say this, it would seem that I don't believe Feng Zhenyang, so I believe what Zhao Yicheng said about the grievances between the Shen family and the Feng family.
"Because of what? Because you can't forget Zhao Yicheng, right?" In the face of emotions, most people tend to become mentally retarded and then lose their minds. Feng Zhenyang looked forward and said sarcastically: "Zhao Yicheng uses you as a springboard. , do you think he has really changed his mind? Shen Jiaying, can you stop being so mean?"
Feng Zhenyang seemed to have been touched. Every word coming out of his mouth was so hurtful. Zhao Yicheng and I have nothing to do with each other. He is like this. I can't imagine what his reaction would be if the press release came out tomorrow.
I used to think that there would be no such quarrels between Feng Zhenyang and I. I even naively thought that he would believe me. Compared to Feng Zhenyang's reaction, my reaction when I first learned that Zhao Yicheng and Han Xiaoxiao were cheating was nothing.
The atmosphere in the narrow car was depressing enough, but Feng Zhenyang's use of guns and sticks made the smell of sex in the car even stronger. If I were still the naive and ignorant Shen Jiaying back then, maybe I wouldn't even bother to explain, so I would simply let him misunderstand and then have a big quarrel with him.
Things are different now. Having been in a marriage has taught me that many things cannot be solved by quarreling. When two people get along, no one can give in to the other, and besides, I caused this matter in the first place. It's natural for Feng Zhenyang to be angry, I... I can't get angry with him! Just think that he is sick, that he is crazy, that his dog's mouth cannot spit out ivory, that he is sick, that he is a terminally ill high-risk patient.
I glanced at the high-risk patient cautiously, and then continued: "Feng Zhenyang, I have no feelings for Zhao Yicheng for a long time. If not, I would not be with you. You know this better than anyone else. I Going to see him is not about old friendship, but he said he knew why my parents didn't want to see you or the Feng family, so I went. Who knew he would lie to me. "
"Aren't I thinking about our future? Don't think about it. My parents don't like you so much. How can we get married in the future?" When I said this, I felt that I was too shameless and the most unlovable person. What's more, I have to pretend to be full of grievances, naked like a white lotus flower, pretending to be pretentious, but I am really aggrieved: "In the end, you still called me a bitch! You went too far!"
As I spoke, I turned my head to the side, facing the window, and sobbed lightly. Through the car window, I saw a woman on the side of the road struggling to hold on to her high heels. It seemed that the heel was stuck. The same embarrassing thing happened to me when I was just wearing high heels.
While I was admiring the scenery outside the window, I secretly glanced at Feng Zhenyang through the rearview mirror. His eyes were fixed in front of him, his rainy face turned slightly clearer, and his brows were hesitant and a little suspicious. After about five or six minutes, After that, he suddenly stopped the car and called my name: "Okay! Shen Jiaying, stop pretending, why are you pretending to cry!"
I go! I pretended to be so cautious, but he saw through it and exposed me mercilessly! I felt very embarrassed, but also felt that there was nothing to be embarrassed about. Part of the reason why I went to see Zhao Yicheng was because of Feng Zhenyang. Although... I didn't want to marry him, for fear that my parents would disapprove, but in the end I still ended up marrying him. He has nothing to do with it.
I felt confident all of a sudden, and turned around and angrily accused Feng Zhenyang: "You think I am willing to pretend, don't you? If it weren't for the fact that you wrongly accused me of having unresolved feelings for Zhao Yicheng and scolded me for being a bitch, would I have pretended? I am being tortured for the sake of our future. I've taken advantage of you, even if you don't comfort me, you still want to call me a bitch! Now you're exposing my disguise, why are you so outrageous?"
Women can be strong, but they should not be strong at certain times. It is still useful to show off when necessary. Not only did I show off, I was also unreasonable and said: "You are going too far! I tell you, if you don't coax me today, I will cry for you!"
As I spoke, I observed the changes in the expression on Feng Zhenyang's face. There was a slight smile in his eyes, which was not very obvious, but it was still pierced by my glance. He paused and sighed helplessly: "Okay, I am a bitch, and I am the one who is bitch. ! I'm a bitch... you're not a bitch! It's really..."
After hearing what he said, I should not be angry anymore, and it seems that I have turned against the guest. To be precise, I have completely reversed my position from a harmer to a victim. In this way, my hanging heart finally dropped.
After calming down, I instantly remembered that I was already a woman in my early thirties. I had acted like a little girl and yet Feng Zhenyang was not disgusted. I thought it was probably because my face looked like I was twenty years old. I have to thank my mother for giving me a youthful face, otherwise Feng Zhenyang would have kicked me if I had acted like this, and she could still endure my pretentious grievances.
The plot should have stopped at this point, but I am a person who is born to push beyond the limits. I snorted coldly, glared at Feng Zhenyang and said, "Not sincere enough, too perfunctory!"
"Shen Jiaying! Don't push yourself too far!" Feng Zhenyang looked at me sideways, his mouth was very angry, but there was a slight smile on his face.
It seemed that his anger had completely dissipated. I loved Zhao Yicheng a long time ago, so I can always forgive him easily. If Feng Zhenyang didn't love me, no matter what I do, it will be useless. I originally pretended to be aggrieved and shed a few tears, but now I really wanted to cry, and I felt a sweet and sour feeling in my heart.
I raised my eyes and stared at Feng Zhenyang for a moment, then involuntarily approached him: "Feng Zhenyang, I love you."
I used to think that there was no need to say whether I love you or not, but now I find that some words are really necessary to say. If you feel nauseous, it's probably because the atmosphere is wrong. Normally, I would feel nauseous when I say this, but now it feels completely different when I say it.
Feng Zhenyang and I have been together for so long, and I have never told him that I love him. Most of the time, he does it. When he heard me say this, he was stunned for a moment and did not answer. The smile on his face became a little wider.
Seeing that he was so happy that he almost flew into the sky, I quickly reminded him: "Watch the car carefully, don't cause an accident!"
"Am I someone who will get into a car accident?" Feng Zhenyang argued dissatisfiedly, emphasizing that he was a careful and meticulous man: "A man with a good temper and meticulous work like me, do you need to remind me?"
As I spoke, the car had already arrived at Feng Zhenyang's house. I looked at the familiar bricks and tiles in front of me and felt particularly depressed: "Feng Zhenyang, why did you drive me to your house?"
"Where are you going if you don't come to my house? Do you plan to go back to the place where you and Zhao Yicheng lived, and then wait for Zhao Yicheng to harass you again? You are both divorced, why are you still hanging out with him? There are no children between you, he Just say a few words and you'll believe it!" Speaking of Zhao Yicheng, Feng Zhenyang was filled with anger from his eyes to his words.
Then he turned his anger into jealousy. The jealousy made me speechless. Once he returns to normal, he will be like a dog that cannot spit out ivory, just like his good friend Cao Yan: "I said Shen Jiaying, you Could you please stop being such a bitch?"
"I'm being mean! Which eye did you see that I was being mean!" I asked angrily! I immediately became angry. I had just told him not to call me a bitch, but now he would do it again. I deserved a beating!
Feng Zhenyang really deserves a beating. I was about to finish my words when he suddenly came closer and said with a face that deserved a beating: "You are not a bitch! If you are not a bitch, just kiss me! Kiss me!"
This... I was speechless. This person can flirt so well that he deserves to be beaten. This is the first time in my life that I have seen one of his high-risk patients who can flirt to the point of wanting to slap him to death.
I stared at him expressionlessly, very confused: "What does it have to do with me being a bitch and kissing you?"
"It doesn't matter." Feng Zhenyang was not ambiguous. He took out the car keys and said with resentment on his face: "But you have never taken the initiative to kiss me. Don't you think that as a girlfriend, this is really bad?"
"Then what?" I continued to be confused and pretended to be confused.
Feng Zhenyang continued patiently: "Then you went to see your ex-husband behind my back today. As a tolerant, kind and generous man, I forgive you. Don't you think you should express it?"
"So?" I leaned my head on the seat, calmly. I deeply feel that I am an oddity. Aren’t ordinary women supposed to blush and be extremely shy when talking about this topic? I'm not shy at all, but I'm a little embarrassed if I take the initiative to kiss Feng Zhenyang. After all, we've only been dating for a few months.
It's really a bit... difficult to change the relationship from friends to me taking the initiative to kiss him.
This matter is difficult for me, but quite normal for Feng Zhenyang. He suddenly came closer, and his eyes met mine. The moment I met his eyes, an electric current seemed to rush through my body. Feng Zhenyang's hand covered my waist at some point, and he spoke with a low and gentle voice. Ringed in my ears: "So, should you kiss me now?" (To be continued)