I glanced at Feng Zhenyang slightly, then leaned over and kissed him lightly on the face with extreme disgust, then immediately pulled back.
Perhaps sensing my genuine dislike, Feng Zhenyang immediately became unhappy. He turned my face over and pinched my chin in an extremely rude manner: "Is there anyone like you? Are you kissing me? Shen Jiaying, you should be sincere, do you know that? Where is your sincerity? Do you still have feelings for Zhao Yicheng..."
It is said that women are very suspicious, but in fact, men are the same even if they plunge into it headlong. Feng Zhenyang's suspicion is comparable to Cao Cao, but... his ambition is also comparable to Cao Cao's.
At that time, I didn't realize that once people fall into the whirlpool of emotions, they are very likely to do many crazy things. Feng Zhenyang has always been crazy in his actions. I sat in the car without moving, and had no intention of expressing sincerity at all.
So Feng Zhenyang was unhappy, and with the breath of a man, his lips had already blocked my mouth, and he forced me down on the seat, and his hand on my waist slowly moved around.
In fact, in today's society, it is normal for two people to be affectionate and affectionate after dating for a few months. But I resisted it inexplicably, especially when Feng Zhenyang touched my skin, I couldn't help but shrink. I think it was probably because I was married, and I always felt that I was not perfect. I remember Feng Zhenyang once said that if he wanted to marry a wife, he had to marry a virgin.
At that time, Tang Xiaomei and I teased him and told him to go to the kindergarten to look for her. But now, this has become a thorn in my heart. I am afraid that if Feng Zhenyang and I really have a relationship, he will despise me...
Perhaps sensing my resistance, Feng Zhenyang slowly withdrew his hand, gently caressing my face with his warm hand, and finally asked for the first time in several months: "Jiaying, what are you afraid of?"
I was a little relieved, but because of his words, my nerves tensed up again. I opened my mouth and wanted to speak, but I couldn't say anything. I was afraid that I would get an answer I didn't want. Maybe this is something that many men would mind. No matter how much they mind, it's still sad to say it out loud.
My hesitation made Feng Zhenyang even more anxious. He frowned and asked me seriously, "Jiaying, tell me, why?"
"Feng Zhenyang, I remember you once said that when you get married, you will marry a clean and virgin girl, but I..." It took me a lot of courage to say this.
I was very nervous, my body tensed up, and even my voice became depressed: "But I'm not the perfect girl in your mind. I'm divorced. I'm no longer the Shen Jiaying of high school. You once said that the girl you would marry must be..."
"That's on the premise that you marry someone else!" Feng Zhenyang's voice was gentle and steady, and his handsome face was slightly smiling: "That's for others, you are different, what are you afraid of? Is this why you always try to avoid me?"
I didn't answer, and I didn't know how to answer. Seeing that I didn't say anything, Feng Zhenyang just took it as my acquiescence. He sighed softly and continued to say to me: "Shen Jiaying, I say you are stupid and you still don't admit it! If I minded this, how could I have confessed to you in the first place? Those so-called standards I mentioned are just for others."
"Besides, how could you have guessed that Zhao Yicheng was a scumbag when you married him! I have had several girlfriends! You don't dislike me, so what right should I dislike you?" Feng Zhenyang said as he hugged me in his arms. I felt warm in his arms in the cold winter.
What he said also warmed my heart, but at the same time I was a little scared. I was afraid that one day he would choose to leave me because of family relations. I was also afraid of my parents' opposition. I was afraid that he would spoil me and let me go. This kind of separation is far more painful than betrayal.
I am greedy for the tenderness and the sense of security he brings me, and the longer time goes by, the harder it is to let go.
Feng Zhenyang has the ability to spoil me to the point that I cannot leave him. His words sound as if they were natural, but both he and I know that that is only for other men. He is different. Their Feng family will not easily accept me.
Even so, I was still moved by his words, and this time, tears really came out. I just cried and didn't know what to say.
Feng Zhenyang, who was obviously going to blame me at the beginning, has now completely transformed into a warm-hearted man in a romance drama. He wiped the tears from my face with his hand, and continued to make fun of himself and comfort me: "What's wrong, why are you crying! I am so frustrated, but you are willing to be with me. I should be laughing secretly, how dare I despise you. And I tell you, Shen Jiaying, if you dare to abandon me one day, I will die in a minute!"
At this moment, I suddenly thought, if Feng Zhenyang and I had been together in high school, would we not have so many entanglements now? Feng Zhenyang is very outstanding. If we had been together at the beginning, we might even have a child now. There is a saying that it is a pity to meet too late. Feng Zhenyang and I fell in love too late.
Although this love came late, I still wanted to hold on to it tightly. After that day, I gave myself completely to Feng Zhenyang. After a long night of lingering, when I woke up the next day, I saw the man next to me, and I felt powerless but happy.
Feng Zhenyang woke up almost at the same time as me. I looked at him and he looked at me. This feeling was very different from before. Feng Zhenyang smiled and spoke with natural laziness: "Good morning..."
"Well, good morning..." I lowered my head, not daring to look him in the eye. When I thought of last night, my face became hot unconsciously. To be honest, I shouldn't have been like this. Now I act like a young girl who has just experienced sex for the first time.
Feng Zhenyang loves to tease me, regardless of time or place, even in bed. My cheeks are as red as a monkey's butt, and he smiles brightly and flatteringly: "Shen Jiaying, are you shy?"
"I..." I wanted to ask him which eye saw me being shy, but then I thought, he would definitely say that both eyes saw it! I'm not that stupid, I won't give him the chance to laugh at me. I paused, and simply admitted generously: "What's wrong with me being shy? Can't I be shy?"
"Okay, okay, you can be shy, you can be afraid of morning sickness!" Feng Zhenyang said as he stood up, his voice still smiling: "I'll get up first, you take your time, it's okay if you can't get up, don't worry!"
Can't get up? Why can't I get up? "Feng Zhenyang!" My reaction arc took me halfway around the world. It wasn't until Feng Zhenyang put on his clothes and walked to the bedroom door that I realized that he had teased me! I struggled to jump up and beat him up, and then I realized that I might really be unable to get up!
If time could be frozen, I hope that we would be forever frozen in the most beautiful moment, without the obstruction of the Feng family, without the opposition of my parents, just the two of us.
As the saying goes, too much happiness brings sorrow. I was so immersed in happiness that I actually forgot about the fact that I was tricked by Zhao Yicheng yesterday. Feng Zhenyang and I finally had some free time, but when I turned on the TV early in the morning, I saw all kinds of gossip. About Zhao Yicheng proposing to me again, and about the relationship between Feng Zhenyang and me.
When I logged onto Weibo again, I saw a lot of dark speculations. Some said that Zhao Yicheng and I were not good people, and that our marriage was just a superficial thing. In private, we just did our own things and didn't care about each other. This farce between Zhao Yicheng and I was just to hype up my upcoming TV series.
In addition, some people said that the reason why I was able to rise in the entertainment industry was because of the relationship between me and Feng Zhenyang, and that I relied on the power of the Feng family and looked down on others in the circle and was arrogant...
There was an even more disgusting statement, saying that Feng Zhenyang was actually my financial sponsor! I was so angry, and I was even more worried that this negative news would get to my parents' ears. If it really got to my parents' ears, they would definitely call me every day and say a lot of inexplicable things.
The more I read, the more anxious and angry I became: "You... When did you become my financial backer? I made it through my own hard work, okay? These people are really outrageous!"
"Isn't that what cyberbullying is all about? Don't pay attention to them!" I was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, but Feng Zhenyang was calm and meaningful: "Who knows, in a few days, the plot may take a dramatic turn again."
I am not worried about cyber violence. This is not the first time I have been hacked. What I am worried about is that if this matter gets out of hand, it will reach the ears of my parents. If they knew that my relationship with Feng Zhenyang is closer than before, they would probably do something like come to the capital to teach me a lesson.
"It's already happened. There's no point in you getting angry and worried. Let's eat first. There will always be a way to solve it." Feng Zhenyang reached out and took the iPad from my hand, handed me breakfast, and spoke in a clear and loud voice, which was obviously not in line with his age. "This is not the first time your parents have heard such strange news. It's not as serious as you think. Besides, I'm here, right? Why are you worrying? Eat breakfast!"
I believe in Feng Zhenyang. He usually can solve problems if he says he can. His emotional quotient and IQ are both high, and his public relations skills are not inferior to those of professional public relations. I feel very relieved when Feng Zhenyang is around. He usually looks careless, but his ability to solve problems is first-class. No matter how chaotic the situation is, he is still orderly.
After breakfast, Feng Zhenyang was busy on the phone. He was talking about business matters, which I couldn't understand. I just sat next to him and played on the computer. Now that the storm is at its peak, I can't just go out casually. Feng Zhenyang was not happy to let me go out alone, and he didn't even let me go home. But this was the right choice. My house was blocked by reporters, but no one dared to block Feng Zhenyang's house. I felt at ease at Feng Zhenyang's house.
It's just that I'm a little bored. Feng Zhenyang has received too many calls today. I was complaining in my heart that he had too many business calls, and my business came. As soon as I answered the phone, I heard Rong Fang's angry voice: "Shen Jiaying! You... You come to the company right now! Who did you offend? People came to the company! It's really one thing after another!"
"Who came to the company?" I was very confused.
"Who! Someone from the Qi family!" Rong Fang was extremely emotional and angrily lectured me: "Why did you pick on someone else when you could pick on someone else? Why did you pick on a man who is about to get married! Shen Jiaying, are you out of your mind?" (To be continued)