Mother Feng tricked my biological mother? Or even caused her to die from childbirth? I was shocked and couldn't believe it. Ever since I met Mother Feng, she has always been kind to others and treated me very well. Besides, before my biological mother Shen Yue and Li Nan, there shouldn’t have been any festivals, right? How could she try to harm Shen Yue
I'm still not used to calling them my father and mother. Even the words "biological father and biological mother" feel very stiff to me and I can't say them at all.
In my impression, Mother Feng would never harm anyone. She was never angry or concerned about my father's attitude. My father's attitude... Yes! There are some things that we don’t want to think about, but it’s always easy to think of them inadvertently. I suddenly remembered that when I graduated from high school, my mother Feng wanted to help, but my father firmly refused and even threatened death.
Could it be that... all this is not because my father and mother are pedantic, but because they are unwilling to accept help from the enemy who killed my sister. Their attitude towards the Feng family also stems from this incident.
I still couldn't believe it, so I immediately denied Li Nan's slander against Feng's mother: "Why do you say that? Why should I believe you?"
Yes, why should I believe what he said? So what if he is my biological father? When Li Nan cheated on his wife and murdered his wife because of his love for a dragon and a phoenix, it was widely spread in the entertainment industry, and people in the circle spoke very highly of him. Poor, it shows that this person's character is really not that good.
And he said that he finally found me, and now he said that he only saw me in the past few years when I was active on the big screen, so it is very easy to find me. When I film TV series, I always recruit actors who are the group leaders. If he is interested in finding me, I should have found it years ago, why wait until now. And made up such a baffling story.
It's strange to say that when I think of the old memories of Li Nan and Shen Yue that were circulated in the entertainment industry, I not only can't believe that the man in front of me is my biological father, but I also hate him inexplicably. Also, I don’t want to believe what he said, but... all the past things he talked about seem to be invisibly closely related to what happened to me over the years.
I looked into his eyes steadily, and Li Nan obviously saw the disgust in my eyes. Whether it was from the perspective of a bystander or from the perspective of a daughter, I could not have any sympathy for the vicissitudes of the middle-aged man in front of me. Good impression.
"I did a lot of wrong things back then, and I can see that, but you didn't want to see me..." A faint bitter smile appeared on his face, mocking himself: "You don't even want to know that I still have a father in the world. Understand. If it weren't for seeing you in too much pain, I wouldn't want to disturb your life. What I can do for you now is tell you the truth so that you won't be in so much pain."
Oh, last time I said I wanted me to know that there is still a father in this world. Now he said that if he hadn't seen me in pain, he wouldn't have bothered my life. This contradiction is comparable to Zhao Yicheng's lie that was full of loopholes when he first cheated on me. Even so, I still listened patiently. There were some answers that I had to know.
Although I didn't want to believe it, I felt that some of what Li Nan said was credible. I put down the tea cup in my hand and asked him expressionlessly: "Am I in pain? What do I have to suffer for? If you I would be fine if you don’t tell me this, I don’t want to know the so-called truth at all!”
It doesn’t matter whether you say I have no conscience or you are cowardly and evasive. If possible, I really don’t want to know all of this. I just want to be Shen Tian and Ye Rou’s daughter and Shen Shiqi’s biological sister. I would rather break up with Feng Zhenyang without knowing anything about it. At least, I don't hate him and I don't have any objections to the Feng family.
But now that he has told me this, I don't know how to face the Feng family in the future. We are in the same city, so meeting is inevitable. So, I would actually rather not know anything.
But the less I want to know things, the more God likes to tell you. Li Nan's face was full of guilt, he remained silent for a while, and whispered: "I'm sorry..."
I thought I hated this biological father who suddenly appeared out of nowhere, but when he said he was sorry to me with tears streaming down his face, I felt a twinge of pain in my heart.
So my tone became slightly better: "I don't mean anything else, I just... I can't accept this fact for a while. I think it's the same for you, and you can't even believe it! Right?"
"That's all, I don't want to ask more about anything else. I don't even want to know about the grudges and grudges of your previous generation. I just want to live well in the present." I really just want to live well in the present, and I don't really want to know about their grudges. There are grievances and grievances, but everything is placed in front of me, and I must accept it calmly.
I have no feelings for my biological mother Shen Yue, let alone any dramatic revenge activities. I just wanted to know why Feng Zhenyang went back on his word, so I immediately asked the question in my mind: "Is this the reason why Feng Zhenyang went back on his word? Is it because he already knew these things?"
Maybe, what happened in the previous generation will not affect the relationship between us, but if it is true that Feng’s mother and her sister killed my biological mother, there is no way I can accept Feng Zhenyang anymore. Although I have no feelings for my biological mother, But I still feel uncomfortable in my heart.
When it comes to Feng Zhenyang, he is probably the same.
"No! It's not because of this!" Li Nan immediately denied my guess, and his face changed slightly. The expression was very complicated, like hatred and guilt: "Feng Zhenyang broke up with you entirely because of his fifth uncle. Feng Yue deceived him. Feng Yue told him that you were his daughter, Xiaoyue and his daughter. Xiaoyue did have a relationship with Feng Yue before marrying me. Later, because Feng Jianye disagreed, This relationship ended without any problems and there was no longer any involvement. I really didn’t expect that after so many years, Feng Yue would use this matter as a bargaining chip to let Feng Zhenyang do things for him... "
I felt that Li Nan's words were full of loopholes, but he didn't ask anything else. He just picked up the important ones and asked: "How did you know? If it is as you said, Feng Yue used this as a bargaining chip to control Feng Zhenyang, then this kind of thing should be It was done in secret, how could I let you know?"
"Because Feng Yue once sent someone to get my hair. It was about half a year ago. At that time, there were rumors about you and Feng Zhenyang's scandal, so I thought that Feng Yue probably wanted to use my hair to do a paternity test with you. This deceives Feng Zhenyang.”
After what he said, I seemed to vaguely remember that more than a week before that dinner, Feng Zhenyang took my hair. Is it really because of this? wrong! This is definitely not right! If Feng Yue really used this as a bargaining chip to control Feng Zhenyang, wouldn't he use my future, or help me enter the Feng family, to win over Feng Zhenyang more? Why would he go to such great lengths to do such a thing that is half the result with twice the result
Of course, I didn't say these words to Li Nan. To me, he was just a stranger, and I had every reason to doubt every word he said. The appearance of Li Nan made the originally simple things very complicated.
And I also unknowingly plunged myself into a whirlpool full of conspiracies. I want to call Feng's mother and ask her whether what Li Nan said is true. But two full weeks have passed and I still can't muster the courage.
As the new year begins, work gradually becomes busier again. After filming the last scene, it was already past midnight, and Tang Xiaomei and Rong Fang were busy helping me pack my clothes. I was obviously very tired, but I didn't fall asleep while sitting in the car. I leaned on the seat and stared blankly at the night view outside the window. The bustling city is so fast-paced that I can't breathe. When I'm alone, I always like to think wildly. Coupled with this atmosphere, ice and snow seem to have condensed in the air.
Suddenly, the clear ringtone of the mobile phone broke the deep atmosphere in the car, and I fumbled to take out the mobile phone from my bag. Three words stood out on the bright mobile phone screen - Feng Zhenyang.
I hesitated for a long time, and finally got through. I had no contact with Feng Zhenyang for more than a month, but it seemed like half a century. After a moment of silence, Feng Zhenyang spoke first: "My mother has come to Beijing. She wants to see you. Are you free tomorrow?"
Mother Feng... Should I go to see Mother Feng? I remember when I was in high school, every time Feng’s mother came to school, she would bring me some delicious food, and the female classmates in the school were particularly envious of me.
Later, Feng Zhenyang and I met again in the imperial capital. Every time he went home, his mother would always ask him to bring some delicious and fun things to him. When Zhao Yicheng and I went public, Feng’s mother gave me another wedding gift, which was a platinum yellow gemstone daisy brooch. According to Feng Zhenyang, Feng’s mother specially went to the Cartier Paris Headquarters to customize it for me.
Daisy means happiness, innocence, hope and peace. I dare not think, how could such a mother Feng be the kind of person Li Nan said
"Are you listening?" I was silent for a long time, and Feng Zhenyang thought I was not listening to the phone.
My mood is very complicated and tangled. I think about it, we will meet again if we should meet, and we will know what we should know sooner or later. Avoiding will not solve the problem.
"Well, I'm listening. Let's meet at six o'clock tomorrow afternoon. Where can we meet?" I thought, I can't go to Feng Zhenyang's house. Regardless of whether he and Qi Xiaoyu are getting married, it's hard for me to have too much contact with him.
"Come to my house." He paused and then added: "I'll work overtime tomorrow night."
"Okay..." I didn't know what else to say. After the two of us were silent for two or three minutes, I said goodbye first: "Then let's do this for now."
"Okay..." Perhaps Feng Zhenyang didn't know what to say, so he added extremely uncomfortably: "Good night."
The next day, as soon as I finished filming, I quickly changed my clothes and hurried to Feng Zhenyang's house. As for Rong Fang, I just said that I was going to meet an old classmate. She did not approve of my association with Feng Zhenyang.
During the time when I was in love with Feng Zhenyang, I often went to his house, and I was very familiar with every plant and tree here.
Ding dong, when I pressed the doorbell, I felt very heavy. I didn't know how I would face Mother Feng later.
With the sound of getting closer and closer, the snow-white door slowly opened.
"Feng Zhenyang! Didn't you say you work overtime?" The moment I saw Feng Zhenyang, I was so shocked that I forgot to think, so I blurted out at that time. (To be continued)