The moment I saw Han Xiaoxiao, I was almost speechless in shock, but Han Xiaoxiao was not surprised at all. Compared with the last time we met, her face was much paler and she was much thinner. It could be said that she was simply too thin to look human.
When she saw me, she immediately turned her head away. This action was very difficult for her who was weak and had an oxygen tube. Han Xiaoxiao...is Li Nan's adopted daughter? Many incredible things she had done in the past flashed through my mind, and she was even so crazy that she wanted to disfigure me. In addition, what I heard her say when I entered the door just now, I suddenly realized.
"Jiaying, you're here. Your sister is sick and has a bad temper. Don't mind." Li Nan looks like a loving father now, but I'm not sure what the truth is.
The only thing that is certain is that Han Xiaoxiao is really going to die soon. Speaking of which, it has been a long time since I last saw Han Xiaoxiao. She was detained for a period of time after hurting me, and then she seemed to have disappeared from the world.
I thought I would never see Han Xiaoxiao again in this life, but I didn't expect that we would meet under such circumstances. She turned her back to me and said in a cold voice: "There is no need to pay for the surgery. My disease can't be cured even by surgery. I know you disgust me and look down on me. Go away quickly. Don't be disgusted here." He hates me too."
Such a long list of words is very difficult for Han Xiaoxiao, who suffers from lung cancer. When she said this, she kept gasping for air, and it could be seen from her trembling back that she was in pain.
Li Nan, who was next to him, was not angry when he heard her say such frustrating words. Instead, he said kind words: "Xiaoxiao, how can you say such things? The doctor said that you will get better after the operation..."
"Stop crying like a cat and pretending to be compassionate! Don't think that I don't know. You wish I would die soon!" After hearing Li Nan's consolation, Han Xiaoxiao, who was terminally ill, instead of calming down, became even more excited. If she could stand up , most of them would jump up and fight with Li Nan.
However, she couldn't stand up at all now. When the nurses passing by the door saw Han Xiaoxiao losing his temper, they all looked at her with helpless pity and a bit of disgust. In their view, Han Xiaoxiao was a dying mad patient who lost her temper and tortured her father who loved her.
I used to hate Han Xiaoxiao and hate her for ruining my family, but seeing her now, I can't hate her anymore. Thinking of what she said to Li Nan when she came in just now, I have probably guessed it. Why did she do those crazy things to me, even destroying my family, and yet she was so justified.
I don't understand the relationship between her and Li Nan, but I can tell that she has no feelings at all for this father, and more of hatred. But no matter what, you can't disregard your own life just because you hate someone. As for me, I'm not a holy mother, but I still feel soft-hearted sometimes.
If the person you hate suddenly develops a terminal illness and may die at any time, I think you will understand that kind of relief. I put down the fruit and turned back to Li Nan: "You go out first, I'll chat with her, we've known each other for a long time, I think you should know this."
If Li Nan didn't know that Han Xiaoxiao and I knew each other, how could he get my contact information? I am an actor, and my contact information will never be exposed casually, so I no longer mince words when talking to Li Nan.
Li Nan hesitated for a while, with an indescribable guilty look in his eyes, as if he was thinking about something, and finally turned around and went out, closing the door slowly.
"You are very proud to see me like this now. You must be thinking that Han Xiaoxiao finally got his comeuppance..." Han Xiaoxiao turned his back to me, as if he was laughing and crying.
I hated her, hated her so much, but that was only once. From the moment I no longer loved Zhao Yicheng, I no longer hated her. When I heard her words when I entered the door, I felt more sympathy and did not feel happy at all.
The strong smell of medicine filled the ward, as if announcing the end of life. This atmosphere made me feel depressed. I shook my head and couldn't help but sigh: "Yes, I hated you in the past, but that was just the past. Since I stopped loving Zhao Yicheng, I no longer hate you."
"You were with Zhao Yicheng on purpose, right? You were not doing it for money, or you just wanted to take revenge on me and the harm Li Nan caused you?" I asked her tentatively. She moved a little but didn't speak.
I don't care, she's already so sick, so there's nothing to worry about. I was silent for a while, and then continued: "You hate Li Nan for treating you as a cash cow. You feel that I should have borne the suffering you suffered, so you hate me and add all the harm Li Nan has caused you." The focus is on me. From this point of view, there is nothing wrong with you. If it were me, I might not do better than you."
Yes, if it were me, I might not do better than her. Sometimes I hate someone so much that I suffer for many years, but in the end, I find that it doesn't really make sense. What's more, there is nothing to hate against a person suffering from a terminal illness.
"You don't hate me?" Han Xiaoxiao also had this question in her heart. She turned over with great effort, her two white lips opened and closed tremblingly, and there was no luster in her eyes: "You... don't hate me?"
Those once clear and moving big eyes have now become decadent and weak, even empty. Looking at Han Xiaoxiao at this moment, I couldn't help but sigh: "I used to hate it, but now there is nothing to hate. Men who can't resist temptation just can't resist it. Even without you, someone else will show up, what do you think? ?”
Hearing this, Han Xiaoxiao was slightly surprised, but she didn't speak. She just said too much and she didn't have the energy to say it.
I reached out and patted her shoulder and comforted her: "Stop talking, you will be fine after the surgery. Are you only 21 or 22 years old? There is no need to give up your life just because you hate others. This It’s not worth it. When I divorced Zhao Yicheng, I even thought about dying, but in the end, thinking about it, what will happen if I die, it will only hurt my enemies and hurt my relatives. "
For the first time in my life, I discovered that I am so generous. Shen Jiaying, Shen Jiaying, it turns out that you still have a mother's heart under your strong appearance! The fact is that there is really nothing to hate about a person who may die at any time.
"When I die, no one will grieve for me." Han Xiaoxiao's expression was extremely sad, and crystal tears rolled down the corners of her eyes. She held on to her body and said with great effort: "I'm about to die, and surgery can't save me." Me! Li Nan just wants to get some money from you. When you give him the money, he will take the money away and leave me alone in the hospital... He is such a person. He doesn’t care about anyone who has no interests.”
"So what if the daughter he has raised for more than 20 years is just a tool for him to make money..." Han Xiaoxiao closed her eyes slightly, and her pale face was filled with desolation and despair: "The doctor has already said that I am in the advanced stage and cannot be saved at all. I know my own body, I...can't survive more than two weeks..."
Han Xiaoxiao panted violently for a long time, and then continued: "When I was two years old, my mother took me to marry Li Nan. When I was six years old, my mother couldn't stand Li Nan's delicious food and was too lazy to cook. I went out to work, and I haven’t seen my mother since then.”
"When I grew up, I looked for my mother everywhere. I wanted to ask her why she didn't take me away with her. But now I'm about to die, and my mother never showed up. I thought... I will never see her until I die. My mother is..., actually I don’t hate her at all, I just really want to... I really want to see my mother one last time... "
Mentioning her mother, Han Xiaoxiao's eyes flashed with light. I used to hate her, but now my heart is sour. I just feel that this girl is so pitiful. At least compared to me, her fate was too rough.
"Didn't the doctor say that you will be fine after the operation? Don't be so desperate..." I can't do such a dramatic thing as helping her find her mother. I don't know what to say except to comfort her. What.
Perhaps because she really felt that I didn’t hate her, Han Xiaoxiao panted and said out the words that had been hidden in her heart for many years: “I know my own illness, and I don’t have a long time to live. Ha, I really didn’t expect it. , you were the one comforting me in the end. Sister Shen, do you know how much I envy you? I envy your excellence, I envy you for having a husband like Zhao Yicheng, and I envy you for having friends like Feng Zhenyang and Tang Xiaomei. family, but in the end, he still... "
"Yes, how can a relationship of more than ten years be erased so easily." Han Xiaoxiao half-squinted her eyes and said even weaker: "The second month after divorcing you, he broke up with me. The reason is very Simple, nothing new... Ha... But he doesn't know that I really like him... "
When talking about Zhao Yicheng, Han Xiaoxiao was a little distracted, and his eyes seemed to remind him of his lover who was passionately in love. Perhaps realizing her gaffe, Han Xiaoxiao immediately pulled away. His brows were furrowed and his facial expression was very painful. After a while, she continued: "Sister Shen, maybe I was really wrong. I shouldn't blame Li Nan's fault on you."
"Sister Shen, listen to me, don't be soft-hearted towards Li Nan, he is a bottomless pit. The softer you are, the more he will push for further." Xu Shi said she was tired, Han Xiaoxiao closed her eyes for a while, and became more and more worried. Powerless: "He will hollow you out. He is a devil. A man who kills his wife and sells his soul in order to get married to a dragon and a phoenix. Don't expect him to repent one day."
"Sister Shen, can you do me a favor?" Han Xiaoxiao moved and seemed to want to sit up, almost in a begging tone. (To be continued)