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Chapter 66: 066 My only concern

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"What do you want me to help you with?" I don't know how long Han Xiaoxiao can live. If I can help her, let her do my best.

After all, she did endure the pain that I should have endured. After suffering for so many years, I finally got this result. Compared with her, I am really happy. After knowing what happened to Han Xiaoxiao and seeing her current situation, I think I should probably be satisfied.

I think if Han Xiaoxiao had lived in a normal environment without the pain caused by Li Nan, maybe she would not be where she is today, let alone be blinded by the hatred in her heart.

In fact, Han Xiaoxiao is also a girl who is easily satisfied. My short response made her empty eyes reveal a glimmer of hope: "I want... I want to meet Brother Yicheng. He connected to my phone. No one wants to, sister Shen, please help me, he will listen to you. I don’t expect to see my mother in this life, I just want to see brother Yi Cheng again, you... you help me... "

"Okay, let me try." I have no feelings for Zhao Yicheng for a long time, and Han Xiaoxiao doesn't know how long he can live. It would be good if he can survive after the operation, but... the chance of this is very slim. . Before leaving, I asked Han Xiaoxiao's attending physician about her condition.

Han Xiaoxiao's cancer cells had already spread throughout her body. As she said, it would only last for two weeks at most. Even when a person is about to die, her words are good, so I believe what she said. Although I don't want to believe that my biological father is such an irresponsible person, his lies and loopholes from the beginning made me suspect that he is not really a good person.

No matter how bad things are, he is still my biological father after all. This is a fact that I cannot change in my life. So when I walked out of the hospital, I didn't mention what Han Xiaoxiao said. I just told him: "Han Xiaoxiao's time is running out. Don't irritate her. You can take the money first and try to ease her pain."

Of course, I didn't give him 200,000 yuan as Li Nan said. I'm not a fool. Naturally, I asked the doctor first and knew the approximate price, so I gave him the amount. Then I added: "I'll come back in two days."

Li Nan originally wanted to care about what I wanted, but I ignored him. When I saw Han Xiaoxiao's condition, I knew clearly in my heart that Li Nan really couldn't satisfy him with everything. Who knows what he was thinking.

I am also a strange person who can not believe my biological father so much, but there is nothing I can do about it. There are too many facts before me, and I only believe what I see and what I hear. What did Han Xiaoxiao mean when he said that Li Nan killed his wife just to cling to her? Could it be that he killed my biological mother? its not right! If this is the case, why would Feng Zhenyang’s mother admit it

Although I spoke vaguely at the time, as the person involved, she could understand it. Or... I was too vague, causing Feng Zhenyang's mother to misunderstand something? Shen Jiaying, Shen Jiaying, what hallucinations are you still having today

That’s all, let’s contact Zhao Yicheng first. When he went to my house during the Chinese New Year, I ignored him and turned a blind eye. It was even worse than the tit-for-tat confrontation last year. He probably found it boring, or his self-esteem was hurt. After returning to the imperial capital, he didn't After contacting me again, I don’t know if he has changed his mobile phone number.

I only remember his first number. After all, I have remembered it for many years and it has been deeply imprinted in my mind. The only thing we can do is try to get in touch. If that doesn't work, you can also contact his agent, or ask our boss Gao Jin. No matter how Zhao Yicheng loses contact with the outside world, he will never lose contact with Gao Jin. After all, his contract with the company is not the same. It won't be due for several more months.

As soon as I got in the car, I dialed Zhao Yicheng's number, beep... beep... beep... beep... After a few rings, Zhao Yicheng's somewhat surprised voice came from the phone: "Jiaying, are you looking for me?"

"Nonsense, why are you calling me if I'm not looking for you?" I was really speechless. If I wasn't looking for him, could it be that my mobile phone was looking for him

"What's the matter?" Zhao Yicheng asked me in a harmonious voice, accompanied by the sound of the book.

This person is quite straightforward, which is good, and it saves me the hassle of beating around the bush. Originally, it was very strange for the ex-wife to call her ex-husband to meet her ex-husband’s mistress. If I hadn’t seen Han Xiaoxiao dying, I would never have contacted Zhao Yicheng. Besides, because of this kind of thing, if I Tell him, he must think I am a unique flower.

I don’t want to be thought of as a weirdo, but I am a person who keeps my word. Since I promised Han Xiaoxiao, I will do my best to help her. Zhao Yicheng was so straightforward, so I stopped hesitating. After a moment of silence, he organized his words and said to him: "Zhao Yicheng, I met Han Xiaoxiao today. She has lung cancer and wants to see you."

"Shen Jiaying, what's wrong with you? You just don't have feelings for me. You don't have to push me out in this way, right? Are you interested in doing this?" Zhao Yicheng really thinks that I am a weirdo. Since the two of us divorced, he has become the most confident. Once is enough: "What do you want to do?"

"I didn't want to do anything, I just told you for her." Maybe I am a bit kind-hearted, I didn't get angry with Zhao Yicheng, and I patiently reasoned with him: "After all, there is something between you two. After a relationship, you wanted to divorce me for the sake of life and death, and you were willing to leave the house. Now that she is about to die, thinking about the deep Qiong Yao-style love you two had at that time, you should also go and see her. "

Sometimes I really don’t understand why a person I loved so much before can become so annoying or even disgusted later. Zhao Yicheng almost hates Han Xiaoxiao. No matter how bad I treat him or how I train him, he never gets angry.

Today, just because he mentioned Han Xiaoxiao, he got angry for the second time. His tone was gloomy, and he almost wanted to jump out of his phone and beat me, angrily scolding me: "Shen Jiaying, you may know better than me who Han Xiaoxiao is... "

"She has been with you longer, how can I know better than you!" I interrupted him uncooperatively: "After all, you still liked her, even if it was just a fresh feeling, I don't think you would feel it. If you don’t come out, she is sincere to you. Even if you kick her later, she will still be devoted to you. You can’t be so heartless, you know?”

"Oh, Shen Jiaying, are you the reincarnation of Guanyin Bodhisattva? Why are you so weird! I am your ex-husband, and Han Xiaoxiao is the mistress who ruined our marriage. What is your attitude now?" Zhao Yicheng always refused to see Han Xiaoxiao. Yes, but he was speechless after what I said. I can imagine the dumbfounded expression on Zhao Yicheng's face at this moment.

If you look at it from the perspective of a bystander, I am really a weird fighter. But from my own point of view, I really don’t think that I am weird. To put it bluntly, without my cheating father, there would be no Han Xiaoxiao today. If my biological father had taken me home to raise me back then, then I might be the one who is still being treated as a cash cow by Li Nan while lying on the hospital bed today.

Speaking of which, it is true that Han Xiaoxiao suffered for me and made my father's abuse make me mentally unhealthy. In fact, I think it was a good thing that she hooked up with Zhao Yicheng and made me discover early that Zhao Yicheng was actually a turtle bastard who couldn't resist temptation. I have to wait until I am fifty years old, Zhao Yicheng finds a little wife, and then comes into the house to stimulate me, a fifty-year-old woman, I will not be able to spit out a mouthful of old blood and make her angry to death.

Fortunately, I was cheated on when I was young, so I didn't get angry to death. I really should thank Han Xiaoxiao. A scumbag is a scumbag, and he would still be a scumbag if he had another cheating partner. So this matter is not Han Xiaoxiao's fault, it is all Zhao Yicheng's fault. How can a mistress who is not accustomed to men dare to make mistakes

After brainwashing myself in this way, I felt at ease that I was not a weirdo, but Zhao Yicheng was. So I taught him a lesson confidently: "Zhao Yicheng! What's your attitude? What's wrong with the mistress? If you weren't so shameless, how could this happen to the mistress? You still have to deal with you! If you don't act mean, you can provoke the mistress. Now you Are you still blaming me for eating someone else’s watermelon? It’s not sweet enough, right?”

"Hey, hey, hey! Shen Jiaying, you can eat whatever you want, but you can't talk nonsense. When did I steal someone else's watermelon?" Zhao Yicheng deliberately went elsewhere in order to change the topic.

It's a pity that I never do this, so I immediately brought the topic back: "Zhao Yicheng, don't change the subject! You didn't steal other people's watermelons, you are just a cat that steals fish! You have to blame the fish itself for stealing fish. Swim into your mouth!"

"No matter what, you should meet Han Xiaoxiao! Just think of it as doing a good deed or remembering the old relationship." I tried my best to persuade him for a long time but to no avail, so I simply threatened him: "I told him You! You have to see me or not! If you don’t see me, do you believe me or not? I will post on Weibo to slander you! Anyway, everyone thinks you are Chen Shimei and I am Qin Xianglian!”

"Shen Jiaying, are you a weirdo?" Zhao Yicheng finally couldn't bear it anymore and called me a weirdo very directly.

"Zhao Yicheng, Han Xiaoxiao is really dying. The doctor said that she only has more than two weeks to live at most." I think Zhao Yicheng probably doesn't believe that Han Xiaoxiao has cancer. Maybe Han Xiaoxiao has already sent him a message. He had received the information, but he thought Han Xiaoxiao was lying. I was silent for a while and took a long breath: "I'm not a weirdo. There are some things that I can't explain to you for a while. In short, even if you want to help me, you should come and meet Han Xiaoxiao. Just treat it as her last wish, okay?"

After I finished speaking, Zhao Yicheng was silent for a long time. Through the receiver of the mobile phone, I vaguely heard his heavy breathing. It took him a long time to respond to me. It sounded like he believed what I said, so his tone became heavy: " Jiaying, you have to know that I no longer have any feelings for her. She and I are more interested in each other. I have already given you what is due. Whether she lives or dies now has nothing to do with me. I don’t want to see this woman who ruined my reputation again!”

"Zhao Yicheng! Why are you so cruel!" I think anyone would be angry when hearing such words, and I was no exception. From the day I stopped loving Zhao Yicheng, I was actually just a bystander. As a bystander, I couldn't help but be angry when I heard Zhao Yicheng's words.

Haha, it wasn't until this moment that I really saw clearly how heartless a person Zhao Yicheng was, at least in love, he was very heartless. Whether it's me or Han Xiaoxiao, it's the same for him. It's obvious that he cheated on himself and ruined his reputation, but he wants to put the blame on others. After enjoying the excitement of youth, he kicks people away. This bastard only loves himself!

I was really blind at the time, to have fallen in love with such a ruthless person. Han Xiaoxiao was also blind!

The more I thought about it, the angrier I became, and I accused him mercilessly: "I finally saw it clearly! You are just a selfish, wolf-hearted person! Okay, if you don't want to, forget it, just pretend that I haven't contacted you!"

"I can go, but you have to give me a reason. Why do you have to let me go to see her?" Zhao Yicheng's tone was not as excited as before, but more cold. (To be continued)