When Feng Zhenyang put his hand on my shoulder, I was really frightened. If I hadn't been slow to react, I would have turned around and slapped him, or he would have screamed out of fright.
I wanted to call, but by the time I wanted to call, I realized it was too late. Simply pretending not to be frightened by him at all: "It has nothing to do with you."
I don't need to answer this kind of question. I no longer have any relationship with Feng Zhenyang. He knows as well as I do that we can never go back to the past and we can't even be friends. I have never been able to accept the son of my biological mother's enemy as a friend.
It was fine if I didn't know before, but now that I know, I feel uncomfortable talking to Feng Zhenyang calmly.
Maybe Feng Zhenyang is also uncomfortable, but he is better at hiding it than I am. Just now, he ridiculed me for being a bitch, and now he is meddling in my business as if nothing had happened: "Shen Jiaying, has something happened to you? Is that old man threatening me with Zhao Yicheng?" you!"
"You think too much!" I was speechless and asked him while putting on my sunglasses: "Didn't you leave? Why are you still here? Where is your lover?"
Without even realizing it, I asked him some nosy words: Where did his lover go and what does it have to do with me? I had nothing to ask, and I was too busy with my own affairs to ask others.
Completely opposite to my attitude, Feng Zhenyang didn't hide it and answered me openly: "Let's go, I'll make you angry."
"Then why don't you leave? Why did you come to the hospital? Are you going to get married and bring your lover to have an abortion? Are you afraid that people will come to your house? Feng Zhenyang, since you are getting married, don't mess around outside!" As I get older, I have also become He became more and more verbose, and got out of control as soon as he asked. After asking this question, I immediately regretted it. I shouldn't have said so much to him. The more I talked, the more unclear it became.
So it was a bit confusing. Feng Zhenyang not only put his hand on my shoulder, but also moved his head close to me, and his unique aura hit my face. A magnetic voice sounded in my ears: "Why are you asking so many questions? It's not you who married me."
"Yes, I'm not the one marrying you, so I'm nosy! I have other things to do, so if you're willing to continue standing here, just keep going!" I love Feng Zhenyang, even though I know what his mother has done that is unreasonable. The thing is, I still can't forget Feng Zhenyang.
If he had hurt me severely, I might easily forget it. The problem is that he had never hurt me. The breakup between us was not about betrayal, but more about being forced to do something else and not being able to overcome the wall in our hearts.
"Shen Jiaying, I'm getting married in a few months. Don't you want to say something to me?" Feng Zhenyang seemed to have been holding it in for a long time. He changed from his previous casual attitude and said in a very serious tone: "You really have nothing to say to me. Did you say that?”
He just kept talking, and he even grabbed me in a manner that seemed to say: "If you don't say something to me today, you won't be able to leave!"
Sometimes, I really don’t understand what Feng Zhenyang is thinking. He clearly knows that there is no ending between the two of us, but he still has to say some incomprehensible things. Besides, he now has a fiancée and a lover, so what can I say to him? What, it can only be said that people change too fast. Just like the song sung by the handsome boy Tang Yuzhe who was popular in Taiwan in the early years: I heard that you have found the brilliant summer, but I still stay in the winter...
We are getting married in a few months, and we have a lover, so why should I be so upset here? I have been in the entertainment industry for more than ten years, and most of the time I am very calm. Even when I first learned about Zhao Yicheng's cheating, I was still so calm.
But when it came to Feng Zhenyang, all the maturity, stability and emotional intelligence expected of a big star were completely gone. I was having a headache at that time, and I said in a cold voice: "You are already enjoying the blessings of the whole family. What can I say? You young masters are so in love when we are together, but you are just pretending." They look like infatuated people, but the results are not all the same..."
Damn it! What the hell am I talking about! Whether he is looking for a lover or having an affair has nothing to do with the money. What I am saying is the rhythm of a resentful woman! In order to show that I actually didn’t mean anything, I added stupidly: “I... I’m not targeting you, I’m saying that all young masters are like this! It’s not surprising at all, there’s nothing to say!”
"Hey, Shen Jiaying, why did you come to the hospital? Then... who is the old man who cares about your money?" After going around in a circle, Feng Zhenyang came back.
For people in their thirties, shouldn’t their memory regress? Why does this guy still remember it? What a waste of your thirty years!
There was absolutely no need for me to answer his question for such a stupid person. I simply didn’t refuse to answer and just wanted to leave.
I probably forgot that Feng Zhenyang often said that he had to use any means to get the answer to what he wanted to know. For example, at this time, the bastard Feng Zhenyang actually held my hand. He was tall and strong, and he couldn't walk away if he held me. If he had to walk, he would have to repeat the running motion in the same place, which was extremely funny.
After all, I am also a person with an image. How could I make such funny moves? I had to turn around and face Feng Zhenyang expressionlessly: "This is my own business. You can't control it. You should think carefully about how to deal with you." The relationship between your lover and your fiancée!"
"Shen Jiaying, are you jealous?" Feng Zhenyang smiled half-heartedly: "I can find a lover and find a way to deal with it! You don't need to worry..."
"You're so disgusting!" I swear I really didn't mean to slander Feng Zhenyang on purpose, but after hearing what he said, I couldn't help but blurt it out.
Maybe my words really hurt Feng Zhenyang. He was stunned for a moment and then sneered: "Yes! I'm just disgusting! What's wrong with me that I'm disgusting? It's better for me to be disgusting than for you to be mean! Then who is Zhao Yicheng? What did you do in the beginning? How injured you were by him, and now you're with him! No wonder you didn't want to say anything when I asked you, did you jump into the hole dug by Zhao Yicheng again after your head was caught in the door? "
"I came to the hospital with Zhao Yicheng purely because of Han Xiaoxiao! I'm not a masochist, how could I have anything to do with him? Don't just call people cheap, okay?" Li Nan was already so angry that Feng Zhenyang Such inexplicable words come out, I... what evil have I done? It’s not good for me to be friends with anyone. I have to be friends with my enemy’s son for more than ten years and fall in love with him.
It's better now, I almost made him angry to death! I was filled with anger by Feng Zhenyang, but he calmed down, holding a pair of arms beside him and still feeling aggrieved: "No, there is nothing, why are you angry?"
"I... I... Hey! Feng Zhenyang, are you done or not! You are sick, aren't you!" I couldn't bear it anymore and completely forgot that we were on the road outside the hospital. I also forgot that I was a public figure and asked the reporters to take pictures. When he arrived, he had to cause trouble again.
Feng Zhenyang made me so angry that he couldn't wake up himself. Seeing that this guy got angry loudly, he quickly pulled me to a place where there were few people. He pretended to be an old man who said something serious: "Why are you so angry in public! It will affect your image if you ask people to take pictures. Anyway, you can't do it now." She is still a popular actress, and she may star in Director Zhu’s movie in the future, so she has to pay attention to her image.”
How did he know that I was going to audition for Zhu Jingye's movie? That's right, Feng Zhenyang's identity now is different from before. If he doesn't know anything, he even knows that I am not my parents' biological child. My biological father is Li Nan and my biological mother is Shen Yue.
I was a little helpless being pestered by him, so I simply told him directly: "The old man who asked me for money just now is my biological father, the bastard who cheated on your little aunt and killed my biological mother! At the same time, he is also Han Xiaoxiao's adopted daughter, Han Xiaoxiao was squeezed too much by my biological father, and now she has cancer and is about to die. Before she died, she wanted to see Zhao Yicheng, but Zhao Yi admitted that she was lying and didn't want to see her, so I brought Zhao Yicheng to see her! , can you let me go?"
I stared at Feng Zhenyang's hand. He was holding my hand, a warm, generous and strong palm. Every time he held my hand he always made me feel safe. Even in high school, I was still very at ease even if it happened unintentionally in gym class. Now it's more like a shackle. He holds it very tightly and nervously, and has no intention of letting me go.
"Actually, I came to the hospital to see my cousin. The woman just wanted to get what she needed." Feng Zhenyang stared at me with his eyes, and his words were desolate: "Some things are not as simple as you see. , I know, you must feel disgusted with me now, right?"
I didn't say anything, but I acquiesced. Feng Zhenyang and I have not seen each other for a long time. In this short period of time, there have been many actresses and models who have had scandals with him. I don’t know why Feng Zhenyang became like this. No matter what kind of blow he suffered in the past, he would never do such a thing. Even if he didn’t love his partner that much, he was still a responsible person. man.
Seeing Feng Zhenyang at this moment, my heart ached with a dull pain. Feng Zhenyang had a wry smile on his face, and there was an indescribable helplessness in his eyes: "We have known each other for more than ten years, and what you despise the most is the young master who relies on his family to show off his power and live in debauchery. Have you noticed that I have begun to Get closer to the young master you hate the most."
"Shen Jiaying, do you know why?" Feng Zhenyang didn't care whether I was listening or not. He continued talking to himself. Maybe he didn't want me to see the expression on his face. He raised his head slightly and looked at the not-so-sunny sky. Tian Tian: "Because the heart is empty, and people's hearts are empty. What's the point of living? Tell me, besides being an idle young man, what else can I do?" (To be continued)