It is not Feng Zhenyang's style to be depressed and mess around because of a breakup. No matter how depressed he is, he would not be like this now!
Could it be... that it was because of breaking up with me? No, no, where did I get such great charm that could make Feng Zhenyang so decadent as to do the things he despised the most? Feng Zhenyang said it, but his behavior was very decent. He would never do anything reckless. What was even more outrageous was that he actually brought people to the hospital to see his cousin. With this kind of attitude, how could he behave in front of his grandfather
He finally became the vice president of the head office. If he continues to do this, he might return to his original state! He didn't say it, but I knew very well that he was ambitious after all. In such an environment, how could he not have ambition
"Heh... Actually, besides being a playboy, I can also fight for the family fortune. I have to find something to fill the empty space in my heart, right?" Feng Zhenyang changed the subject so quickly that he suddenly said this before I could figure out why he suddenly turned into a playboy.
Feng Zhenyang's philandering was fake! He deliberately pretended to be unambitious in front of the Feng family's people who wanted to remove him from the position of deputy general manager of Li & Fung Group! But he was very careful in his work. One of the rules of survival in the workplace is that people cannot be too perfect. He had to create some obvious shortcomings for everyone to see, but these shortcomings were insignificant.
Shen Jiaying, what are you thinking? You've been filming too many TV dramas and your brain has gone haywire, right? Whenever I met Feng Zhenyang, I felt like I had a brain problem. I looked left and right, and when I saw that no one was paying attention to us, I pretended to be casual and tried to test his mind: "Brother, you should fill in the money, but you still have to be careful. Do you know how many corrupt officials have died at the hands of their mistresses? Even if you do it for show, you never know what kind of trouble it might cause!"
People were coming and going on the street, the sky was full of dust, and a gust of wind blew by. Feng Zhenyang wiped his face and suddenly smiled: "As expected, you know me best. You are not like those media who speculated randomly, saying that I am getting married and I am not happy so I mess around outside!"
"Isn't that what you are like?" We haven't seen each other for a long time. Apart from mocking each other, Feng Zhenyang and I seemed to have endless things to talk about.
I knew he was the son of my mother's enemy, but I couldn't hate him. I followed the plot of the TV series. We had a deep hatred for each other and never saw each other again. After we broke up, we loved and hated each other and tortured each other. In the end, one of us killed the other. I wanted to die for love and no longer live in the world, but I was so miserable that I wandered alone in order to save the world.
And what about the agreement that we would never meet again, never contact each other again? What the hell? Feng Zhenyang seemed to have forgotten about it, and said as he walked away: "Shen Jiaying, after all, you know me best."
"How can I understand you? I'm just guessing!" I immediately denied that I understood him. It's true that I really understood him well, but I couldn't admit it. I had a vague feeling that I had been led astray by him because now I was following in his footsteps.
I gave myself a good reason: I didn't want to be seen, so I had to find another place to talk.
So we went to a different place, a water bar near the hospital. It wasn't very big, but it had private rooms. Feng Zhenyang and I each wore sunglasses, and went in one after the other, drinking a cup of tea like thieves.
"Shen Jiaying, I heard that your father has a bad reputation. You are in trouble now!" Feng Zhenyang must not have to go to work today. After visiting his cousin and sending his lover away, he still has time to drink tea and chat with me.
There are many things I don't know who to talk to. I just want to find someone to talk to after holding it in for a long time. In the past, I could talk to Shen Shiqi about my troubles, but now I can't tell anyone about this. Except for Feng Zhenyang, who already knew the truth, I really don't know who to talk to.
When it comes to Li Nan, I feel helpless: "So what? No matter how bad he is, he is still my biological father. I can't really just ignore him!"
"Who cares? How can you care? This Li Nan used to be a well-known bottomless pit in the circle. How can such a person give birth to a normal daughter like you?" Feng Zhenyang said seriously: "Wouldn't the children born from such a person be mentally ill?"
Hey! You're scolding me in a roundabout way, but I thought I couldn't hear you! I took a sip of hot tea and glanced at him calmly: "I'll just follow my mother, okay?"
"I think so too. You are just like your mother. You are good in every way except blind!" Feng Zhenyang is really mean. No matter how our relationship changes, it still can't change his mean mouth.
I didn't want to argue with him, so I agreed with him: "Yes, yes, yes! I'm blind, and that's why I want to be friends with you. If I had known that your mother killed my own mother, I tell you, I would have wanted to stomp you to death just by looking at you!"
"It's not too late for you to crush me to death now!" Feng Zhenyang said it nicely. If I really crushed him to death, he would beat me into a thousand-year-old turtle. After saying this, he continued: "In fact, I think there is some misunderstanding between you and my mother? Where did you hear those things?"
"I heard it from my own father!" I said without hiding anything: "It's true that my own father is a bastard, but your mother also admitted it herself. Until now, I still can't believe that the truth can be so cruel. I originally thought..."
I wanted to say that I thought Feng Zhenyang's mother was kind-hearted and treated everyone well, so she treated me so well, but I didn't say it in the end. When I talked about this, I would inexplicably dislike Feng Zhenyang, so I changed the subject: "In a few months, you will marry Qi Xiaoyu, what are your plans? Or will you pretend like now, spend money and deceive the people in your family?"
"I won't marry Qi Xiaoyu." Feng Zhenyang was particularly resistant to this matter. His face suddenly turned ugly. "Even if there is no ending for us, I will never marry anyone casually. I was deceived by my fifth uncle before. He said that you are his daughter and even took your hair from your biological father to do a paternity test with you. He used this to threaten me and force me to marry Qi Xiaoyu."
Oh, so that's how it is! The rich are really hard to figure out. I understand Feng Zhenyang, but sometimes I don't quite understand Feng Zhenyang in the rich. I didn't know what to say, so I nodded: "Uh..."
Feng Zhenyang and I are probably the most unlike exes, and the most unlike enemies. That day, Feng Zhenyang told me a lot, from the troubles at home to the swordplay at the company, to his scumbag brother-in-law. The only thing he didn't mention was his countless girlfriends.
If he had never said he loved me, if we had never broken that window paper, if we had never loved each other. Feng Zhenyang would probably talk to me about his work, his artists in the same company, and his girlfriend like he did a few years ago. But now, he deliberately avoided the topic of girlfriend. It's better not to talk about it. If we talk about it, both of us will feel uncomfortable. Even if we know that he is just pretending, even if we know that there is no future between us and we are just chatting as friends, there will still be a sour feeling.
I had almost finished chatting with Feng Zhenyang when I received a call from Zhao Yicheng, and I hurried back to the hospital. Zhao Yicheng was very anxious on the phone, saying that Han Xiaoxiao was dying. I knew Han Xiaoxiao would die, but I didn't expect it to happen so soon. Maybe it was because I had seen Zhao Yicheng and my wish was fulfilled, so I lost the motivation to hold on.
When I rushed back to the hospital, the door of the ward was closed. Zhao Yicheng walked back and forth in front of the door several times, his brows knitted and his eyes red. I thought he had no conscience, but now it seems that he is not as hard-hearted as he said. People always know the pain after they lose something.
"Sit down first." I didn't know how to comfort him, so I asked him to sit down and then dialed Li Nan's cell phone number.
No matter what, he is also Han Xiaoxiao's adoptive father. Han Xiaoxiao is still in emergency treatment and it is not certain whether she can be saved. As long as he doesn't talk nonsense and just says that he is Han Xiaoxiao's father, then it's nothing. In fact, compared to the last meeting between a dying person and his family, it's nothing to let Zhao Yicheng know.
But Zhao Yicheng didn't know that he didn't hear a single word from Li Nan until Han Xiaoxiao died. Because Li Nan didn't show up at all, and for some reason, he didn't answer his phone. I think that even though Han Xiaoxiao hated Li Nan, she still cared about him.
Until the moment she closed her eyes, she still kept looking at the door, tears flowing down her pale face. I have lived for more than 30 years, and this is the first time I personally sent someone off. At that moment, I really felt that death is really too close to us. Life and death are only a thin line apart.
I have experienced countless separations and deaths in TV dramas, but none of them have touched me as deeply as I do now.
After that day, Li Nan seemed to have disappeared from the face of the earth, and Han Xiaoxiao's funeral was handled by Zhao Yicheng. In just over a week, Han Xiaoxiao disappeared from this world forever.
However, the world did not stop turning because of her departure. Zhao Yicheng was busy expanding their company with his friends, and I was busy going to auditions.
Zhu Jingye has always been strict. Even during the audition, I had to put on makeup and change clothes, making it seem like a serious filming session.
"It's so troublesome to change clothes all the time in this kind of horrible weather!" Tang Xiaomei complained as she carried a few pieces of clothes for me and followed me slowly.
She didn't think it was troublesome for me to change clothes, she was afraid of bumping into Cao Yan near the changing room. Seeing how troubled she was, I didn't make it difficult for her, I took the clothes and went in.
As soon as I entered the door, I saw a lump of something squatting in the corner. I looked closely and found that it was not a lump of something, but a person! (To be continued)