What does it mean that Crescent Moon is still alive? Aren’t people living well? Why would my mother, who is so good, say such things? She said it as if she had died long ago. I heard it in confusion, and was about to ask, but before I could say anything, my dad became excited again.
His image was vastly different from usual, and he burst into tears. He pulled me with no regard for his image and asked: "Jiaying... you... are you telling the truth? Yue Ya is still alive!"
Since I became sensible, I have never seen my father as imageless as he is now. Even if he had attacked Feng Zhenyang, he would not have been like this. A man doesn’t shed tears easily, not to mention he is a serious person like my father.
He was crying with tears in his eyes, and my mother was crying with tears in her eyes. Not only did it make me confused, but Shen Shiqi was also confused. He who had been silent all the time couldn't help but ask my dad: "Dad, what is the crescent moon?" Who?"
"Yueya is your aunt. Do you remember what your father once said about your aunt when you were a child? Her nickname is Yueya!" My dad was so excited that he forgot that he had to hide my life experience. .
After saying this, my dad's face suddenly changed. He looked at me intentionally or unintentionally. Seeing that I had no reaction, he wiped his tears and explained: "Your aunt married a bastard husband when she was young. I always thought that she She was killed by her bastard husband, and even your aunt's body was not spared when he died. I didn't expect... I didn't expect that your aunt was still alive. "
Shen Shiqi’s aunt, Yue Ya, Shen Yue! Then... isn't that my biological mother who was killed by Feng Zhenyang's mother as Li Nan said? My heart shook violently, and I suddenly felt as if my whole body was stiff, unable to move at all.
However, my face didn't show anything strange. It seemed that my parents didn't know that I had already learned the truth, so they mentioned my nominal aunt in front of me without any scruples. After all, they have kept it secret for so many years and will not reveal it casually because of excitement.
Every time I think of this, I feel unspeakably uncomfortable. My parents are always unwilling to tell the truth in order to prevent me from getting hurt. When I was young, I complained many times because of their pedantry. If they had known earlier that I was not their biological child, I still don’t know what kind of dark and twisted character I would have! After all, when I was young, my mentality was a bit abnormal. I always felt that my parents were not good to me and that they did not love me.
As I grow older, I gradually understand that I no longer have those unpleasant thoughts in my heart. I just hope that my family will be safe and my parents will be healthy. So, since they thought I didn't know, I pretended not to know and asked my dad with a confused look on his face: "We have an aunt? Why didn't I know?"
"Of course you don't know. You were still young when your aunt left!" My father was an older man after all. He stopped crying after a while. His brows were furrowed and he looked slightly hesitant: "Good luck." Ying, you said you met your aunt at Feng’s house?”
"Yes, maybe it's because I look similar to you. She knew I was your daughter the first time she saw me, and then asked me to go to their backyard to talk." Since my parents don't want me to know, then I'll just pretend not to know. When they are willing to talk, they will naturally say it. It will be much more comfortable for them to say it themselves than to know that Li Nan came to see me.
Li Nan, my biological father who can be said to have killed a thousand swords, I don’t know where he is now. If he knew that my biological mother was still alive and became Feng Yue’s wife, I don’t know what trouble would happen. .
Haha, now that I think about it, Feng Yue's various actions are really not unreasonable. Feng Yue has been so strange since the first time he saw me. He looked at me with hatred in his eyes, which was hatred for my biological father. Then he forged a paternity test certificate to deceive Feng Zhenyang, forcing Feng Zhenyang and I to break up. In fact, he was afraid that Feng Zhenyang and I would have too much involvement. One day, he accidentally met my biological mother when he visited the Feng family, and then revealed her identity. .
And photos! right! Feng Zhenyang said that Zhao Yicheng regularly gave Feng Yue photos, and those... were actually for my biological mother Shen Yue, right? He wanted to use these photos to awaken Shen Yue, but unfortunately it didn't seem to have any effect. Otherwise, Shen Yue would not have been delirious for a long time. She has not improved at all for more than thirty years, and her memory has become worse and worse with age. The most outrageous thing is that sometimes she doesn’t even know who she is. Can not remember.
I was worried that my parents were in danger, but I felt it was necessary to tell them the true situation about my biological mother. It was obvious that the relationship between them was excellent. So I paused and sighed: "She is still alive, and she is well-dressed and has no worries about food and clothing, but... she is just not mentally normal, and sometimes she can't even remember who she is."
"What? How could this happen?" My father frowned and asked me impatiently: "What's going on? Why is she mentally abnormal? Your aunt was always in good health when she was young."
I believe that my father must have been a good brother when he was young, and my mother was also a good sister-in-law. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't be alive today in good physical and mental health.
"I heard from Feng Zhenyang that when she arrived at Feng's house, the lower half of her face was rotten, and her body was full of stench. It looked like... she was dug out of a cemetery. I don't know how she was revived later. It was quite complicated anyway. "I simply recounted the legendary story Feng Zhenyang told me very honestly.
Then he carefully looked at everyone's expressions, especially Shen Shiqi's. Now in his heart, I must be an extremely hypocritical woman, so hypocritical that he is unwilling to say a word to me. It's not that he's afraid that his parents will be hurt, he's just afraid He had already opened his mouth to sneer at me. Shen Shiqi is not a good talker, and when he speaks, it is usually hard to hear. If he wants to say something ugly, it will be even worse.
Fortunately, my parents were very excited when they talked about my biological mother, so Shen Shiqi didn't say much. He just listened silently, listened silently to my lies, and then secretly despised me in his heart. I am not afraid that he will despise me, nor am I afraid that he will not recognize me as my sister, nor am I afraid that he will look down on me. The only thing I am afraid of is that he will lose his life.
So I completely pretended that he didn't exist and pretended to be in front of my parents as if nothing had happened. My dad is not an actor, and I haven't lived with them all year round. If I pretended, he really wouldn't be able to tell.
Now his mind is completely focused on my biological mother. It may be that he learned that my biological mother is not dead, so he has less prejudice against Feng Zhenyang. After hearing that Feng Zhenyang told me those things, he completely forgot that Feng Zhenyang was Zhen Yan's son was extremely worried: "Call and ask what's going on with that boy from the Feng family? It doesn't matter if you call him home!"
"Is it okay to ask him to come to the house?" In my memory, my father had deep opinions on Feng Zhenyang. Even if he knew that my biological mother was still alive, he would still hate the Feng family. Now I was asked to call Feng Zhenyang home. It was like the sun was rising in the west, so Shen Shiqi and I were shocked!
But that’s what my father said. He couldn’t wait to know the news about my biological mother. As soon as he arrived at my house, he urged me to call Feng Zhenyang. I was helpless by his urging, and I had to force Feng Zhenyang to go to work. Beat him on the scalp.
In the past, it was always natural for me to call him. Now, every time I ask him for help, I feel very uncomfortable, which makes me feel awkward when speaking.
Beep beep beep... Feng Zhenyang must be very busy. He didn't answer the phone for a long time. It seemed that he could only call him at night.
"Hey, Shen Jiaying, why don't you call me?" As soon as I put the phone in my pocket, Feng Zhenyang came back.
I stood in the bedroom. There was no one there, but I was afraid that Shen Shiqi would suddenly appear like a thief. I asked Feng Zhenyang in a low voice: "Um... are you free tonight?"
"What are you doing? You miss me so much. It's been three autumns since we last seen each other for just one day?" Feng Zhenyang's imagination immediately opened up when he heard me ask him if he was free: "Or are you too lonely, empty and cold, missing me?" A warm embrace?”
His voice was particularly coquettish and made my skin crawl all over. I was speechless: "Feng Zhenyang, don't say such disgusting words to me. If you do this again, I will cut you!"
"Um... my parents came to Beijing. Didn't I tell you yesterday? They are coming to Beijing today." I brought the topic back, then stammered and hesitated: "What, my dad wants to see you , I asked you to come to my house and ask if you are free?"
"Yes! Of course there is! My father-in-law wants to see me, so I have to come no matter what!" Everything that was said was false, and this guy acted like it was real.
As his partner, I thought it was necessary for me to remind him. I poured cold water on his head: "What father-in-law! Don't talk nonsense. My dad wants to see you and marry us." It doesn't matter."
"I said Shen Jiaying, can you just pretend that I am indeed going to see my father-in-law?" Feng Zhenyang felt very unhappy about this, was reluctant, and even felt aggrieved: "Say, you want to You can use me no matter what! Shen Jiaying, just rely on me to care about you..."
At the last sentence, Feng Zhenyang's tone changed slightly, with a faint bitter smile, which made me feel very uncomfortable. It seems like I'm a bad woman who can only take advantage of him. Am I that kind of person? If I were really that kind of person, I wouldn't know how to take advantage of him. I don't know why, but I still feel a little shameless, as if I'm really a little bit... relying on others to care about me.
But I denied it: "Am I that kind of person? Feng Zhenyang! You have to speak according to your conscience. Am I, Shen Jiaying, that kind of person? I used you! What did I use you for? If it weren't for you, I would have provoked Feng Nan? That’s not the focus of today. My dad wants to see you because... he wants to ask you about my biological mother! "
"Your mother? What can I know about your mother?" Feng Zhenyang was confused.
I paused, controlled my emotions, and hesitated: "That crazy fifth aunt of yours, she might...may be my biological mother..."
"What!" Feng Zhenyang's tone couldn't tell whether he was surprised or happy. Anyway, he was very excited: "So, my mother... my mother didn't kill your mother at all, right!" (To be continued)