Xu Weiyu and I did not have a special deep relationship when we were young. It's just that they occasionally get together and go home together. At that time, the way to go home together is not long, so I just walk out of the school gate, walk 100 meters, and walk separately at the fork, and there is actually very little communication.
Later, occasionally in the same class, occasionally in the same school and different classes.
At that time, I didn't feel that each other was special, just more... kinder than others.
When I was in high school, Wei Yu told me that he was going abroad. At that time, I was a little emotional. (But come to think of it, what can I say or do) Anyway, just get out.
I thought at the time that I was not very sad, but he was more uncomfortable.
I remember that when he left, I didn't see him off, and I didn't even see him that summer vacation.
After he left.
I once took my younger brother to sing, but I didn't know how to sing, so I cried. At that time, I thought, ah, he's gone. It's like a playmate who grew up together since childhood and just left his side.
When I was a child, Wei Yu learned the violin, and I learned to draw, but I was not good at painting, and Wei Yu was also not good at learning the violin.
But relatively speaking, he is even worse at sports. Fortunately, he still has a little musical talent, so he still looks like a young talent.
After this person went out, every time he called me, he would charge me the phone bill in advance.
Then the first sentence I called was, "I've charged your card, we can talk slowly."
He was there, quite alone, and felt it. I have familiar scenery, roads, friends and some family here. And he was completely in an unfamiliar environment.
When he said he missed me, I was very moved and very distressed.
At that time, I thought, hey, this fool. Very distressed.
Once, I went to Lan Lan's house.
There is a small town near Lan Lan's house, a violin maker, the hometown of violin.
When I passed by there, I saw a lot of shops selling violins. At that time, I missed a little boy very much.
I remember when he was a child, he carried the violin to the music class and walked past the window of my painting class. He would always hold up the violin, and Genxuan, he raised it to say hello to you, saying Qingxi, I'm going. I'm going to learn the violin.
Then I went in with Lan Lan, and I said, I want to buy a violin.
Lan Lan said that she couldn't play the violin, and when she played it, she was crying and screaming.
But I still bought one, and I put it at home as a decoration.
Sometimes think about yourself. (Here is a bit of a mess.)
They say, I am cold to the light rain.
But really, at that time, I really miss it.
I don't know if it's a coincidence or... My family, my brother, Xu Weiyu, are all abroad.
I lived alone... one, two three, seven years. It was really lonely back then. I don’t quite understand it, and I still think vulgarly, what’s so good about the outside world, all the people I care about are outside.
Later, the four years of college really slowed me down.
I met a group of very good girls, lifelong friends.
Once I went to the beach with Lan Lan.
After we finished dinner, the food stalls. Go for a walk on the beach. Someone lit a bonfire on the beach, surrounded by a few people, and there was a boy, it should be said that he was a young man, playing the violin for a girl. The people next to him were booing, saying promise him, promise him. At that time I really, really missed, my violin boy.
Later, when he came back, another two years passed, and Miyu proposed, and I agreed. I feel as if I have finished a very long, long run, and I am very tired in the middle. But finally reached the end.
This is my morning and evening pick up.