Two days ago, I talked to my girlfriend about each other's feelings. She was "fast food love". She said that they looked at each other right, and they didn't feel disgusting when they went to bed, it was OK. I said I can't do it, I need to understand each other, know that the other party's heart is sincere, and let the other party know that I care about him. Considering the possibility and rationality of being together, considering each other's family, and thinking about how the marriage between me and him will need to be managed for a long time in the future.
After hearing this, the friend shook his head and said, "You are real."
Yes, I'm realistic, so my romantic boyfriend often says I'm a cold woman, a cruel woman, a ruthless woman, and then how his boyish heart was broken and broken again.
I… think about it, too.
I have never remembered Xu Weiyu's first impression on me, I only knew that once I knew it, I knew it. I can't even figure out which grade was in the same class as him since elementary school and which grade was separate.
When I was in high school, I chose liberal arts, he told me to go out, dragged me to the back of the teaching building, he spun around, annoyed for a long time, "Why are you like this, why are you like this..."
He is good at liberal arts, and I am good at science.
He accommodated me and chose the rationale, but I chose the text without believing in evil.
I said, "Light rain, I'm going up."
He became more and more annoyed, stared at me, and said coldly to me for the first time: "Gu Qingxi, do you want to be so indifferent?!"
I watched him turn and leave, not knowing how to deal with this, I just felt very sorry.
Naturally, I wasn't ignorant enough to see that he was interested in me in such an obvious romantic paragraph, but we were both young at the time, so how could there be so many deep feelings? Even a little impulsive or ignorant is immature. Whether it's a young love attempt or a missed one, in the future, it's just a smile, maybe gentle, maybe it's light.
A large-scale spring outing in the second year of high school is a rare benefit for high school students who are struggling. The organization went to Wuyuan, Jiangxi. I don’t remember how long I took the bus. Xi, you look so bad, do you want to drink some water?"
I said just walk around and blow the air.
My tablemate is a quiet girl, and her personality is a bit like me, so I can talk to her very well. We were at the rear of the large group, walking on the country road, and felt that it was rare to relax. The group of boys in front had already made a lot of noise. After walking for a while, someone patted me on the shoulder from behind, I looked back and saw Xu Weiyu, I forgot that their science class came together, the liberal arts class was in front, and they came after them, and he handed out the water bottle with a blank face, " Drink some water."
I was stunned for a while, then reacted and said: I am not thirsty. In fact, I can't drink it, and my chest has been a little nauseous.
He frowned and said, "Your face is as white as a ghost!"
I…
My tablemate felt that the atmosphere was not right, and asked me worriedly in a low voice, "Qingxi, should we go faster and keep up with the person in front?"
I was hesitating when the boys from the science class had already run up, chatting, "Light rain, no wonder he ran so fast, so he was looking for a girlfriend!"
"Classmate, Xu Shao really misses you, he is looking at his watch all the way, haha, haha!"
"Brother Yu, it's too obvious! The old class is coming up soon, take it easy!"
Seeing my indifferent expression, Xu Weiyu stopped her friend, "Okay, you guys!"
A group of boys stopped making trouble and ran forward jokingly.
Xu Weiyu looked at me hesitantly and said, "Let's go together?"
My deskmate understood it, and at this time, he said to me "I'm going to find so-and-so" without any sense of duty, and then trotted away.
Xu Weiyu came over and held my arm, I said no, I can go.
He gritted his teeth, "You're going to die!"
Hey, I'm uncomfortable, but it's even worse when he makes such a fuss. Seeing a lot of boys and girls from science classes coming up behind me, I said, "Let's go."
We walked in the middle and I felt very uncomfortable. Xu Weiyu once said to me: I love face more than I like him. In fact I just don't like being the center of attention, I don't like being noticed. My personality has been like this since I was a child, and the habit of personality accumulated over many years is not something you can easily change by saying "change it". The other day when I followed the person in our class and wanted to say goodbye to him, he grabbed me and said, "Qingxi, I'm leaving next year."
Xu Weiyu's feelings are much more than what I have paid, and it has always been. And he understood a lot of things earlier than I did. One of his most common sayings is: You made me wait for so long, I almost thought you won't understand until you have gray hair! Then I will never meet you again in my next life!
The third year of high school was the most painful year. What I remember most is that I couldn’t wake up every day, I couldn’t finish the questions, my head was dizzy, and I couldn’t tell the bell after class, but the time passed quickly. In the middle of the month, I found out that my high school life turned out to be over.
That summer, my younger brother went abroad with his father, and my mother and I took him there. This was my first time going abroad, and I just felt strange and uncomfortable. At that time, my younger brother was only ten years old. I think he should be more afraid and helpless. but he took my hand and smiled and said to me: "Sister, I'm going abroad, hehe, I'll buy my sister beautiful clothes to take back!"
I said yes.
When I returned to China, my neighbor stopped me and said, "Qingxi, you and your mother are not at home for a while?"
I said yes and went out.
He said: "There is a boy who came here to wait for you every day for the past two weeks. I saw that he waited from morning to night, and said that you might have gone out and were not at home for the summer vacation. Hey, you are back now, or else Call him, do you know who he is?"
I say know.
Xu Weiyu also went abroad. Going abroad seems to be as convenient and convenient as eating KFC in this day and age.
In college, I made a group of very good friends. They were cheerful, shameless, or graceful. It is said that university is the temple of love, so when I was in the second half of the semester, my friends all made boyfriends quickly, so I was often despised and preached as a loner. Until one day, the head of the room mysteriously handed me the landline and said, "Xizi, I'm looking for you, man."
I took it suspiciously and said "hello".
It took a long time for the opposite side to say: "It's me."
Later, it was said that I also had a boyfriend. Because when Xu Weiyu called for the second time, the head of the room asked, "Tell me, who are you from Qingxi in our family? Confess and resist strictness!"
"It's whoever she says she is," he said.
The head of the room laughed: "Owns! Haha, okay, I got it, Qingxi's possessions!"
He said, "Qingxi, when you are in college, can you fall in love?"
I'm not an outstanding girl. If I really want to talk about the advantages, it's quiet, and there is goodness.
When I do one thing, I will consider a lot of things, including feelings, so Xu Weiyu fell in love with me and suffered a lot. But at first I really thought that he was just on a whim. He has been playing tricks in front of me since he was a child. Maybe the novelty will fade away. And I am a slow person, a little cautious about feelings.
I asked Miyu, what do you like about me
He said: I don't know, I can't tell, anyway, you are right.
I said: Do you know how I feel about you
He said: Yes, but you don't know.
I laughed, thinking that they were both fools.
During my four years of college, a group of girls gave me unforgettable friendships. I learned to sleep late, to play games occasionally, and to learn how girls are howling in the dormitory. The boys have pursued me, but compared to my friend's Crazy Bee and Butterfly, I am very unpopular, and I also apologized to the two boys.
Xu Weiyu came to school several times to find me. The first time we met after a distance of thousands of miles, I remember that he was wearing a light-colored sweatshirt, tall, and his hair was cut short, which looked very clean in the sun.
He saw me, hehe laughed, my nose was inexplicably sour.
He ran up, hesitated, stretched out his hand and put it down.
What did I say
He said that he wanted to hug you, but he was afraid that you would scold him.
Our first hug was when I hugged him. When he released his hand, he found that his eyes were red, what did I say
He said moved.
We have always been together less and more apart. I once thought about the relationship between the two, and when I thought about it from the beginning, I found that it was really a bland and long series.
Xu Weiyu said, "Get rid of the dullness! My life is not too sad!" Then he said, "It's a bit long, my youth is spent on you, and you have to be responsible for me."
I said, "What TV show did you learn this from?"
The year he came back, I was still in school and he didn't inform me, so when I went back to the dormitory that day, I saw him standing downstairs in our dormitory and I couldn't walk any longer.
He came over and hugged me and said, "Qingxi, I'm back."
Six years ago, he grabbed my sleeve on the small road in Wuyuan and said, "Qingxi, I will be leaving next year."
Six years are neither long nor short.
Although our relationship did not have major twists and turns, it is not easy to say. After so many years, I was able to walk all the way down, mostly because of his persistence, and I always wanted to say to him: Miyu, thank you for your persistence.