No problem with masking!
This gave Lin Yuan some confidence, but according to the rules, the loser of the game still had to reveal his mask. Even the champion of the show would eventually have to reveal his mask. This hurdle still had to be overcome!
"See a psychiatrist."
Lin Yuan decided to adopt the suggestion.
The person he sought help from was Sun Yaohuo. Senior Yaohuo was the one Lin Yuan trusted the most. However, when Sun Yaohuo learned that Lin Yuan wanted to see a psychologist, he was shocked: "Is there something that makes you unhappy, junior brother?"
“I guess so.”
Sun Yaohuo hesitated for a moment. He was going to let Lin Yuan talk to him, but he felt that since he had to see a psychologist, it must not be a problem he could solve. He immediately took it seriously:
"no problem!"
God knows how serious Sun Yaohuo is. He was not so serious even when recording songs. After Sun Yaohuo's search, he finally found a suitable psychologist for Lin Yuan: "This psychologist has a very good reputation. She is the best psychologist in Yanzhou. In addition, she can keep the situation of my junior completely confidential. I promise that she will not even tell me."
"Thanks."
"Thank you for what."
Sun Yaohuo said seriously: "It is most important to help my junior brother solve his troubles. In fact, I have also consulted a psychologist before because of some music problems. I believe that my junior brother's troubles should also be music-related. She has been invited to Qinzhou by me. I will take care of the cost issue. My junior brother just needs to meet her. Should I ask her to come to my house or..."
"I'll go over there."
"no problem."
Sun Yaohuo drove to pick up Lin Yuan the next day and sent him to the downstairs of a high-end apartment building: "She is upstairs now, but she doesn't know your identity. You can talk to her yourself. I'll wait for you downstairs."
"good."
Lin Yuan got off the car.
When he arrived at the agreed room number, Lin Yuan felt inexplicably nervous. He had some secrets that he could not tell no matter what. Even a psychologist was destined not to confide them. Could he really solve his problems in this state of reservation
“Bang, bang, bang.”
Lin Yuan was still worried while knocking on the door.
The person who opened the door was a pretty woman in her thirties. When she saw Lin Yuan, her eyes did not change at all. She just smiled gently and said, "You are the guest we arranged to meet. Please come in."
I wasn't even called a patient.
Lin Yuan suddenly thought with amusement.
After entering the room, the other party invited Lin Yuan to sit on the sofa, and she sat opposite him: "There are various drinks on the table. I can make you whatever you like. The curtains are drawn, so the room will be a little dark. If you mind, I can turn on the lights."
"unnecessary."
Lin Yuan didn't bother the other party and made a cup of tea himself. The other party took the opportunity to introduce herself: "My name is Lin Li, you can call me Doctor Lin, of course, calling me Sister Lili is also fine."
"Um."
Lin Yuan nodded and drank a sip of tea, actually to prepare himself mentally, and then he said: "My name is Lin Yuan, I am a composer, and I have published some songs."
“What a coincidence.”
Lin Li smiled and said, "We are from the same family. In fact, I always interact with some artists. You are not the first composer I have met in my career. Can you let me listen to some of your music works? Which ones do you think are more representative?"
Lin Yuan said: "My name is Xianyu."
Lin Li paused for a few seconds before slowly saying, "Then I don't need to listen. I have listened to all your works. You can directly tell me what is bothering you. Of course, you can also write it down in the notebook."
Lin Yuan was a little surprised.
He remembered that Jin Mu was very shocked when he heard that he was Xianyu, but Lin Li was very calm in comparison. Of course, Lin Yuan didn't think this was something worth being shocked about: "No need to write it down, I just have a question, I don't know why I am afraid of the camera."
"Fear?"
“Scared of the camera.”
“Does that include selfies?”
Lin Yuan nodded. He had never taken a selfie before. At least, he had not taken any selfies since he came to this world. "Meeting acquaintances will alleviate this symptom. It's okay to wear a mask."
"I see..."
Lin Li smiled and said, "There is a psychological disease called camera phobia. I don't know if you have heard of it, but most people with this problem are seriously insecure about their appearance. You are obviously not one of them. I have never seen a customer more handsome than you. Even in the entertainment industry, you are one of the few who are the most handsome."
Lin Yuan was silent.
Lin Li continued to smile: "I think you are tired of hearing this kind of exaggeration, but what I want to point out is that no one will doubt themselves because they are too handsome, unless you have had plastic surgery."
“No plastic surgery.”
"I suppose so."
Lin Li clenched her fingers one by one: "Excluding one more possibility, would you be bothered by other people's attention to your appearance, such as attention from different opposite sexes or even the same sex..."
"Won't."
"All right."
Lin Li frowned slightly: "If none of the above reasons are true, it will be difficult for me to judge based on common sense. Let's make a very rational assumption. Will you ever feel for a moment that you are not yourself?"
Lin Yuan was stunned.
Am I not myself
Although Lin Yuan did not answer, his reaction was obviously wrong. The surprise in Lin Li's eyes flashed away, and then she quickly said: "Don't rush to answer my first question. Listen to the second question. Have you ever imagined a different life?"
"have."
Lin Yuan spoke.
Lin Li added some hot water to Lin Yuan's teacup: "Everyone of us has such fantasies. If I were not a psychologist, I would be teaching children in the classroom now..."
"It's Sunday."
Lin Yuan reminded seriously.
Lin Li was choked for a moment, then laughed and said, "Your problem is a bit tricky, but it's not serious. Why don't you listen to my conclusion? You may have another personality. This personality may have been stimulated or disappeared for other reasons, but the sequelae it left behind still exist deep in your heart."
Lin Yuan: “…”
Is past life considered a personality
He decided to be more clear, because the doctor gave him a reliable feeling: "I seem to have had different experiences, but I have forgotten that experience, similar to the symptoms of amnesia..."
"Have you really experienced this?"
“Scientifically speaking, it has never happened.”
"I am a person who believes in science. Although psychology is very mysterious to others, it does not transcend the scope of science. The reasonable explanation I can think of is that in the experience you forgot, you may not have looked very good. However, I am more inclined to believe that you have imagined yourself disfigured."
Lin Yuan's brain suddenly shook.
It seemed that some fragments of memories from his past life flashed by, and a trace of pain flashed across his expression. He nodded gently: "I seem to have a lost dream. I dreamed that I was a very popular person, and then everyone saw my ruined face. They said they would never leave me, but they slowly left, until one day everyone left..."
"fan?"
"Maybe."
"Although I don't know why you had such a dream, maybe it's because you are too handsome and it's the opposite of what you want to do, but I can happily tell you that this is the psychological trauma left by that dream. This is not something that can be solved by taking medicine, and you shouldn't have any sudden attacks that you can't control yourself..."
"Indeed not."
"Then try it."
Lin Li suddenly turned around and pulled open the curtains behind her. The blinding light instantly illuminated the entire room: "Try to walk out of your shadow, try to embrace your new life, because the dreams of the past are out of reach, but you need to heal your scars yourself."
"I understand."
Lin Yuan stood up and thanked him.
The moment he walked out of the room, Lin Yuan called out the system: "I always thought you blocked my memory, but it turns out that I took the initiative to avoid the past. I still don't want to recall the past, but I should know how to face the camera..."
Lin Yuan came downstairs.
Sun Yaohuo was waiting when he suddenly saw Lin Yuan's slender figure from afar. The young man seemed so dazzling under the sun that Sun Yaohuo suddenly felt unreal.
Will the junior student shine
Lin Li upstairs was looking at Lin Yuan downstairs through the window, with the corners of her mouth slightly raised. The brains of artists are always incomprehensible to ordinary people, but it is precisely because they have brains that ordinary people cannot understand that they can shine in this world.
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ps: Actually, you don’t have to write this chapter, you can just go and participate in the competition and be done with it. But after all, it is a pit buried at the beginning, so it is better to fill it in, to enrich the character, so that everyone will not understand why the protagonist has been hiding behind the scenes. However, the related information of the previous life will not appear in the later text. The psychologist explains it from a scientific perspective, so there is no possibility of the protagonist leaking the secret.