Chen Yifei stayed in the hospital until more than nine o'clock at night before leaving. When standing at the entrance of the hospital to take a taxi, Chen Yifei called Yan Yu.
After connecting, Chen Yifei asked, "Are you home?"
Yan Yu's voice unexpectedly sounded a little tired: "I'm in the company."
Chen Yifei was surprised: "Why are you going to the company?"
Yan Yu: "Suddenly there is an urgent matter, let me take care of it."
Chen Yifei: "What's the urgent matter? Do you want me to help?"
"It's almost over, you can go back."
After speaking, Yan Yu hung up the phone. Chen Yifei didn't feel relieved no matter how he thought, he took a taxi to the company. Many people in the company were still working overtime. Chen Yifei went straight to Yan Yu's office and knocked on the door.
Yan Yu said "please come in", looked up at Chen Yifei, helplessly said: "Didn't I tell you to go back?"
Chen Yifei: "How am I ashamed to go back alone."
Yan Yu was very irritable. He wanted to use this emergency job to keep himself busy, so that he didn't think about Chen Yifei's troubles-he ran back on his own.
Yan Yu handed the document to Chen Yifei, and said reluctantly: "Then you can help me make the report first."
Chen Yifei took the file and went back to the office. Yan Yu settled down and continued with the matter at hand. But he gradually discovered that Chen Yifei really couldn't concentrate here, and he turned his attention to Chen Yifei's side by accident.
Ten minutes later, Yan Yu couldn't bear it anymore and went into the bathroom to wash her face with cold water. The splash of cold water on his face really made him sober, and the phone in his pocket just rang. Yan Yu took it out to see that the caller was Guo Shengxing.
Guo Shengxing called to invite Yan Yu to eat out on the weekend. Yan Yu readily agreed and briefly chatted with Guo Shengxing. The latter suddenly asked, "Yan Yu, are you in a bad mood?"
Yan Yu was taken aback: "You can hear it too?"
Guo Shengxing: "Don't think I'm a rough man, I'm still very keen. Let's just talk about it. If something breaks you down, don't you guys have to talk about everything?"
Yan Yu is a person who doesn't know how to hide secrets. He couldn't help but find someone to spit out bitterness, and said: "Then I can say it first, don't tell others."
"Just put a hundred hearts on it."
Yan Yu: "I like Chen Yifei."
"..."
It took Guo Shengxing a long time to speak. Just by listening to the voice, you can imagine how big his mouth is there: "Who?!"
"You heard me right!"
"... Chen Yifei?!"
"right."
"Is it the Chen Yifei I was thinking of?"
Yan Yu: "How many fucking do you know Chen Yifei?"
It seems that Guo Shengxing took a lot of effort to accept what Yan Yu said, and he sighed for a long time: "You just bend like this? I originally wanted to introduce someone to you..."
"Come on, don't tease." Yan Yu said distressed, "I'm so tired of it now."
"Why is it annoying? Squad leader Chen is your assistant." Guo Shengxing said, "You stay with him all day, so you have a lot of opportunities."
"That's right, but I think he doesn't mean anything to me at all." Yan Yu said, "Last time we went out to play and sleep on the same bed! But he didn't say a word to avoid suspicion! How much does he have? You don’t care if you don’t take sleeping with me seriously!"
"Yo... That's really..."
"And I understood everything so well. He still looks like he doesn't answer, doesn't he just pretend that he doesn't understand? He is still staying with his ex this afternoon, and I am almost suffocated to death."
"I smell jealous through the phone."
Yan Yu said annoyed: "I'm not a god, I'm always jealous. But why do I think I have the right to be jealous of him? I don't show any expressions. I'm the only one in this self-orgasm."
"If you want me to tell you, just try harder to let people see you seriously." Guo Shengxing thought. "You know this is a special situation. People might think that you just want to have fun and make this decision when you are confused for a while. "
Yan Yu: "... What you said makes sense."
"Really, then again, you have to make sure that you don't just want to have fun." Guo Shengxing said seriously, "I know you may be unhappy to ask, but you really have to ask yourself."
Yan Yu was silent for a long time. He knew that this circle could not be recognized by most people, and he was indeed not at an age to play casually.
Yan Yu hung up the phone and went back to the office to find Chen Yifei was making coffee. The slender hand passed the coffee cup in front of Yan Yu: "Be refreshed."
Yan Yu took it and took a sip, bitterly.
Chen Yifei: "Take a rest early. You can do the rest tomorrow."
Yan Yu put down his tea cup and looked at Chen Yifei's back. He raised his head and drank a whole cup suddenly. If he doesn't have any alcohol to instill the courage, he should take coffee to make up the count. He roared confidently:
"Chen Yifei, try to associate with me!"
Chen Yifei stared at him blankly, dropping his eyes for a while, and said nothing.
Yan Yu: "Chen Yifei, I'm serious..."
Chen Yifei: "I don't want to say this in the office."
Yan Yu: "I'm your boss, just say what I tell you."
When Yan Yu said this, he looked very serious, with the boss's tone developed over the years. Except for criticizing Chen Yifei last time, Yan Yu had never spoken to him in such a tone.
Chen Yifei said: "I refuse."
Yan Yu felt a pain in his heart: "Why?"
Chen Yifei: "If I didn't tell you my sexuality, would you like me? How do you know that you didn't meet a homosexual on a whim, do you distinguish between dependence and liking?"
Yan Yu is not stupid, but Chen Yifei speaks as if he is unaware of feelings and knows nothing about it. Yan Yu said angrily: "Why do you know that I am not serious?!"
"Yan Yu," Chen Yifei called to him solemnly, "You are no longer the age to play. There are not as many people accepting this kind of thing as you think. How many people and many things you have to hide. I know what it's like to endure this. , Can you bear the affair? Can you bear the pressure?"
Yan Yu: "If you don't try it, how do you know I can't stand it?!"
Chen Yifei's expression was a bit reluctant, and he sternly said: "Why do you have to find me if you want to try this kind of thing? I am not the tool you use to try."
Yan Yuyu was very anxious, he was not as smart as Chen Yifei, and he didn't know what to say to convey his feelings in place.
Chen Yifei: "I really don't want to talk about it at work."
Then they didn't talk until they got home. Yan Yu didn't want Chen Yifei to feel that he was unreasonable, so he held back and said nothing.
Chen Yifei parked the car at the door of Yan Yu's house, Yan Yu got out of the car, then turned around and leaned on the car window, unwilling to say: "Chen Yifei, I like you."
Chen Yifei felt nervous, rolled the car window, and drove away.
Few of them can really go all the way to the end. Many people feel tired from playing when they are young, and will still get married honestly in the end.
Chen Yifei had long told his parents that he would never get married in this life, and if they really wanted grandchildren, they would adopt them.
It took Chen Yifei's parents almost five or six years to accept the incident, and the stalemate relationship with the family finally eased.
Now Chen Yifei is almost thirty. Although his parents won't say anything in front of him, every time he sees Chen Yifei's cousin's child, he still quietly wipes tears.
Yan Yu returned home and lay down on the bed depressed.
Why is Chen Yifei unwilling to believe him
Yan Yu is such a big person, can't he still be in charge of his own affairs
Yan Yu's family is a relatively open-minded family. Yan Yu himself doesn't like children either. He feels that he really has nothing to worry about. There is nothing to worry about when interacting with Chen Yifei.
Yan Yu sighed deeply, turned over and looked at the other half of the bed.
How long have you not slept on the other side
Yan Yu stared at the flat pillow blankly, untied the chain of his suit and trousers, and reached in to soothe it. Yan Yu curled up on the bed, exhaling slightly, constantly rubbing the swelling place with his hands, his knees and feet became tense.
The figure of Chen Yifei flashed in Yan Yu's mind. He had never seen Chen Yifei even a little bit emotional, even if he didn't even have the impression of a naked upper body who could give him a plane ride. Chen Yifei will always It's such a pair of suits and trousers.
Yan Yu suddenly remembered the "assistant" album in his mobile phone, and when he turned it out, his face turned red.
After the orgasm, Yan Yu panted and lay on his back on the bed. Even if he vented once, he was still flustered.
After taking a shower, he sat on the bed for a while, and then he suddenly made up his mind. He turned on the phone and searched for sex between men. After clicking on a website, he was frightened by the various animated pictures and videos that filled the screen for an instant. A big jump.
Those white flesh and the red parts made Yan Yu unable to stand it at all. The white and tender man was violently thrusted by another man, his expression indulged in ecstasy, Yan Yu pressed the return button vigorously, and couldn't get out after a long time. , And finally closed the browser.
Yan Yu thought he was crazy to search for these things, but those scenes lingered in his mind when he went to bed at night, causing him to lose sleep.
When Chen Yi flew to pick up the people early the next morning, he unexpectedly found that Yan Yu was already up and had dark circles under his eyes.
Chen Yifei: "What's wrong? Didn't you sleep?"
Yan Yu: "Hmm..."
Chen Yifei: "A cup of coffee?"
Yan Yu nodded, Chen Yifei put the brewed coffee in front of him, Yan Yu stared at the dark brown thick liquid rippling in the cup, and looked up: "Chen Yifei, with me..."
Chen Yifei stared at him, his eyes were quite impatient.
Yan Yu abruptly swallowed the word "communication" and changed his words: "... Let's go to the 4S shop together."