Under the instruction to commit suicide, Yuan Chenfei began to feel that he was collapsing.
It was an incomprehensible feeling of collapse, as if every cell in his body, every atomic level, and even subtler elementary particles were being annihilated.
But his body is still fine, there is no damage, only the cognitive level of his body is damaged.
It's as if every cell has a soul, and these souls are being annihilated, turning the body into a zombie.
Is this what it feels like to die of thought-contact
It is tightly bound to one's own cognition. When the power of thinking and contact dies, is it the death of the soul? Yuan Chenfei couldn't help but think of it.
But he did not die like Babos. Instead, he was still standing, but he was constantly suffering the pain of death.
The pain was severe, eternal, and irresistible, but Yuan Chenfei couldn't even cry out. Because he has completely lost all sensory power, cannot speak, cannot sense the outside world, and cannot even struggle.
So no matter how turbulent the situation is inside, Yuan Chenfei is always calm on the outside.
The Four Divine Lords can see his problem. "Although you have not transformed your divine body and your thoughts and contact have not bound you, it still affects you. When you give up it, you will inevitably suffer the most intense pain. It is like quitting drugs. Addiction, but 10,000 times stronger than that.”
Real pain can kill a person directly.
But Yuan Chenfei will not die. No matter how much the pain increases, he can only feel it silently.
He wanted to laugh, but couldn't. He wanted to say it, but couldn't say anything. He could only immerse himself in this sea of pain.
Finally, the pain subsided.
Yuan Chenfei opened his eyes.
He saw that he was still standing there, motionless.
He said "How long has it been?"
The Goddess of Life replied "One minute."
"It's only been a minute... It feels like ten thousand years have passed." Yuan Chenfei lamented.
"So what now?" asked the Dark God.
Yuan Chenfei narrowed his eyes, "Strange."
"Strange?" The Four Divine Lords were puzzled.
"Yes, it's strange." Yuan Chenfei replied, "I thought when I gave up all this, I would be brought back to my original shape and become an ordinary person. But now, what I feel is freedom... pure, absolute freedom of."
He said and looked at the Four Divine Lords, "It was an incomprehensible feeling, as if the shackles on my body had been broken..."
He smiled as he said, "It's like a person is no longer bound by the law and is above the law. And for me, it seems like nothing in the universe can restrain me anymore."
Hearing this, the four gods were shocked at the same time.
Everything in the universe can no longer be restrained
"Yes!" Yuan Chenfei nodded affirmatively, "I'm beginning to understand. The particles of thought are found in every corner of the universe. They give us strength and also bring constraints. When we have it, we I don’t feel that I am bound by it, but after getting rid of it, I can truly let myself go. That is freedom in the true and absolute sense... "
As he spoke, Yuan Chenfei started to fly.
Not using divine power or thinking, he just flew up.
Because he is no longer bound by any laws or physical limitations in the universe, and those things cannot bother him. To him, the truth of the universe is like a shackle, and now he is free from this shackles and is beyond all things.
True detachment!
Then he walked inside.
After walking into his light curtain, the next moment he appeared directly at the door of the Temple of Apocalypse.
"He did it." The four gods murmured at the same time.
Sure enough, only by getting rid of the restrictions of thought and contact can one enter the Temple of Apocalypse.
But when did the God of Apocalypse achieve this
They didn't know and could only watch Yuan Chenfei step into the palace.
Entering the temple, Yuan Chenfei saw that the place he was in turned out to be a world like a bubble.
There were colorful bubbles everywhere, filling his field of vision.
He looked at one of the bubbles and felt that there was endless mystery inside.
That is a universe.
Plane bubble
Yuan Chenfei looked back and saw that he was walking out of one of the bubbles.
Is that really the case
At a higher dimensional scale, all cosmic planes are just bubbles, arranged in a special way.
And this Apocalypse Temple is an existence that transcends the plane
He walked among those plane bubbles and saw all kinds of lives in countless plane bubbles, shouting, struggling, and struggling.
And in the distance of the bubble ocean, there is a lonely throne floating.
Sitting on the throne was Yizhu Shen. His head was slightly lowered, as if he didn't notice Yuan Chenfei's arrival.
Yuan Chenfei walked over and came to the throne.
"God of Apocalypse?"
The other party did not respond.
Yuan Chenfei was a little strange. He approached again and came to the Tianqi God Seat.
Then he saw that the pillar god was already dead.
died
wrong!
Yuan Chenfei could feel that the other party still had huge vitality, but for some unknown reason, his consciousness had completely disappeared, and only the huge divine body as vast as the sea still remained.
It's like a body that has lost its soul.
Could it be that he was traveling in a fugue? Impossible, with the power of God, even if the mind wanders, it will still retain consciousness.
The pillar god in front of me looks really dead.
Although the body still exists, the consciousness has died!
Why is this happening
Yuan Chenfei couldn't understand.
He was in a state of surprise, bubbles floating around.
Countless plane bubbles combined to form a human figure, which looked somewhat similar to the God of Apocalypse.
The being composed of plane bubbles said in a low tone, "You are finally here."
"God of Apocalypse?" Yuan Chenfei asked in surprise.
The facial bubble maker shook his head slightly, "I'm not him. As you can see, he is already dead."
"But why is this happening?" Yuan Chenfei couldn't understand.
According to his known concepts, shouldn’t the God of Apocalypse be the OSS behind the scenes? Wasn't he the cause of all this, but why did he find that the other party was dead when he finally entered here
Unavoidably, the bubble constructor replied, "He waited too long for the liberator to arrive, and he couldn't bear the degradation, so he had no choice but to die."
"Then who are you?" Yuan Chenfei asked.
"Me? Don't you recognize it yet?" The voice of the bubble maker changed slightly.
A familiar tone sounded.
Yuan Chenfei couldn't believe what he heard and blurted out, "Mystra? How is this possible?"
The bubble maker in front of me is surprisingly Mystra!
But isn't Mystra just a system elf under the system of gods? Why would he...
Yuan Chenfei suddenly understood, "So it turns out that you were the one who led all this? You are not the system elf at all, you are the mastermind behind the scenes!"
Mystra smiled and said, "Dominator? Black hand? Haha, if you say so, it's okay. I'm just executing the instructions left by the God of Apocalypse and completing his unfinished wish."
"Remaining instructions? Unfinished wishes?" Yuan Chenfei looked at Mystra, "So, you are indeed a system elf? It's just that your authority has exceeded that of all gods. Are you executing the instructions left by the God of Apocalypse?"
"Yes."
"What are the orders?"
"Waiting for the arrival of the Transcendent One, which is you." Mystra replied.
Yuan Chenfei's eyes fell on the remains of the God of Apocalypse. "So, what is all this about?"
"As you know, God's pursuit is only for transcendence, just to get rid of the eternal bondage."
"What restraints?"
The plane bubbles spread out, revealing patches of strange and bizarre universes.
Mystra said, "What you see now is the endless planes that unfold from the fifth dimension. Each plane has its own laws and regulations. And you and I are just from one of the planes. But if you think this is the fifth dimension, you are wrong.”
"Huh? So where is this?"
"The gap between the fourth dimension and the fifth dimension." Mystra replied, "The real fifth dimension is far more vast and vast than this, and it is difficult to see clearly. What we see now is just the tip of the iceberg. God of Apocalypse He devoted his whole life to breaking through the limitations of the fourth dimension, but he failed in the end. But he knew that one day, a truly transcendent person would emerge. Unfortunately, he could not bear the pain of degeneration and could not wait until that moment."
"What degenerative suffering?"
"Don't you already know?" Mystra replied.
"Deterioration of imagination?" Yuan Chenfei understood.
"Yes, to be precise, it is the degradation of thinking. When the degradation reaches the extreme, it is what you see now... He has lost the ability to think. It is not so much the death of consciousness as it is that he is no longer able to think and cannot Imagination, the inability to think about anything, consciousness is equivalent to death.”
Yuan Chenfei took a breath.
It turns out that when thinking is so powerful that this is the result
No wonder the gods tried their best to get rid of it.
Thinking touch is like a shackle, which not only brings powerful power to the gods, but also continuously compresses the thinking consciousness of the gods until it is completely eliminated...
"How did all this happen?" Yuan Chenfei asked.
"Actually, you already know the answer." Mystra said.
As Mystra spoke, the plane bubble began to expand into a dazzling expanse, and a picture appeared before Yuan Chenfei's eyes.
So Yuan Chenfei saw that in the distant future, in a plane bubble universe, a group of creatures were fighting there, and the target of their battle was surprisingly the prehistoric world.
This is the previous life of the gods.
At that time, they were no match for the prehistoric world. They were struggling to survive and were on the verge of destruction.
But at this time, a god clan awakened.
He gained the power of Thinking and passed this power on to other gods.
As a result, the gods became true gods. They defeated their opponents and dominated the universe.
But at this moment, the earliest god to become a god, the God of Apocalypse, felt something was abnormal.
He found that his imagination was drying up and his thinking ability was declining.
When he used his thoughts and feelings to do whatever he could, his thinking itself was drying up, as if it was drained by his thoughts and feelings, and even thinking became difficult...
The God of Apocalypse began to panic.
He tried his best to do this.
One thing he soon discovered was that the spread of thought and contact could reduce his own power of thought and contact, thus delaying the exhaustion of his imagination.
So he began to spread his thoughts desperately...
"Is it because of this?" Yuan Chenfei was shocked.
All analyzes based on conjecture are destined to have incorrect results as long as there is a slight deviation.
Yuan Chenfei believed that the gods spread thoughts and contacts in order to promote everyone's improvement and get rid of their constraints.
But I didn't expect that it was because the process of spreading thoughts and feelings would reduce oneself and delay the exhaustion of thoughts.
To be precise, this is the beginning of the game of gods.
But only the God of Apocalypse understands this, but the other gods don't know.
However, it was not enough to just spread thoughts. As the thinking ability was still drying up, the God of Apocalypse realized that he could no longer break through the shackles by himself, and was affected by some unknown force. He could not even notify other gods.
He could only try his best to hint.
The first person to get the hint was the Four God Lords, his former friends, and the existences who used his power to achieve the position of God Lords.
Perhaps it was not a hint, but as their power increased, they themselves realized it.
It was at that time that the gods met the omniscient clan, and with the help of the omniscient clan, the gods started the game of gods. As a supplementary force, thinking touch is not included in the system. On the one hand, it is because the gods do not have the ability to incorporate thinking touch into the system. On the other hand, it is also because doing so can make professionals less susceptible to the erosion and kidnapping of thinking touch.
The game of the gods that lasts for thousands of years has officially begun, and the gods are looking for a way out in the endless game.
But the God of Apocalypse, as the source of the power of the gods, gradually became unable to bear it.
His thinking touch was too strong and his thinking gradually dried up.
At that time, he could wipe out all existence in the universe with a single thought, but his consciousness had withered to the point where he might not even be as good as a three-year-old child.
So he chose silence.
I closed myself here, used all my strength to create this cage, and trapped myself to death.
He then created Mystra, who took his place and carried out his instructions to find the Transcendent One.
The God of Apocalypse believes that order and chaos complement each other. When the gods rule the universe through games, there will inevitably be existences that can transcend all of this.
Mystra faithfully carried out his instructions here.
"Wait a minute." Yuan Chenfei was puzzled. "I have a question."
Mystra "Say."
“Since the God of Apocalypse had only the intelligence of a child at the last moment, why would he still believe in the relationship between order and chaos?”
Mystra replied "That had nothing to do with his intellect, but the impression that was deeply etched into his consciousness."
"A deep impression in his consciousness?" Yuan Chenfei was shocked, he had realized something.
"Yes." Mystra said, "It seems that you have already thought of it. That is the impression left by the observer."
"Observer?"
"Yes, that is what we call high-dimensional life. It is the creator of all things, the creator of thought. It is he who makes the gods become gods, and it is they who truly create the game of the gods."
"Why do observers do this?"
"Then you have to ask him."
"Ask him?" Yuan Chenfei was shocked.
Then he saw that the eyes of the God of Apocalypse opened at this moment.
When he opened his eyes, Yuan Chenfei saw that he seemed to be deep in the endless sea of stars, and each star was a plane universe.
At this glance, everything became so small and fragile.
"Observer?" Yuan Chenfei exclaimed.
"Hello, a transcendent person from low-dimensional space." With the help of the God of Apocalypse, an idea was conveyed to Yuan Chenfei.
Facing this will that transcended countless levels of his own, even Yuan Chenfei felt trembling from the bottom of his heart at that moment.
It’s like an ant met God!
"Great Creator!" Yuan Chenfei said respectfully.
The observer has said, "I know your question, but before I give you the answer, I need your own answer. What do you understand by all this?"
First ask me about my own understanding
Yuan Chenfei composed himself and said, "My understanding... I think that the Creator is doing all this to rebalance the universe and extend the life of the universe."
"Because entropy decreases?"
"Yes."
"Misunderstanding."
mistake
That's not the answer
Yuan Chenfei took a long breath, "So, the decrease in entropy has nothing to do with the gods?"
"No, it's related. The existence of gods does bring entropy reduction, and entropy reduction can indeed bring balance to the universe and delay the existence of this cosmic plane. But that is just incidental. Just like life's instinct Driven by order, an ordered universe is good, but the disorder born in an ordered world is even more precious."
The disorder of birth is more precious
Yuan Chenfei was shocked, "Is it for me?"
"The answer is correct this time."
The purpose of the observer is actually to give birth to a transcendent person
But the gods want to give birth to transcendent beings in order to get rid of the bondage, so what is the reason for the observer
Yuan Chenfei couldn't understand.
Observers have said, "In your world, there are games. In order to obtain an extraordinary experience in the game, you will use various methods. On the one hand, you develop the system and balance everything so that the game can be played under the balance of the system. , this is order. But on the other hand, you write plug-ins, krypton gold, and use various methods to obtain imbalances outside the system. This is chaos. Order and chaos are like companion brothers. As long as they exist, they are destined to be eternal. I You created this universe and balanced it, but chaos must also exist. And you are the chaotic side of this order system."
Am I confused
Yuan Chenfei was speechless by this statement.
In human consciousness, gods represent order, while demons represent chaos.
But in the eyes of observers, a fondness for killing does not mean chaos. From the perspective of high-dimensional beings who use the laws of the universe as their benchmark, only existence that breaks the shackles of the system is chaos.
It's like a certain game character suddenly has a will of his own, no longer under control, transcending the rules of the game, and even challenging game players.
This is called chaos!
And Yuan Chenfei is this chaos.
"So I am an NPC? A NPC who has awakened his self-awareness?" Yuan Chenfei suddenly realized.
"You can understand that."
"Then why do you want to create such an existence?"
The observer replied, "I did not create you. The universe created you on its own. They have been creating existences that break through the shackles. It took tens of thousands of years of creation before they finally succeeded in giving birth to you."
"But you knew this was going to happen?"
"Yes, I've been waiting."
"Then why? What does my existence mean to you?"
Surprisingly, the observer responded, "It makes no sense."
Pointless
Yuan Chenfei didn't understand.
The observer said, "Do you know why Mystra calls me an observer? Because I only observe, not act."
"No action? You created the gods!"
"Yes, it's like making a game. I made the game, and the rest is their own actions. From the moment the thinking particles were born, I have no longer participated in everything here. I only occasionally, through the apocalypse eyes to observe the universe."
"So, you're doing all this just to observe?"
"Just to observe."
"This is wrong!" Yuan Chenfei shouted, "You have manipulated a universe and played with all life, but just to watch in silence?"
"Why not?" the observer replied, "If you are as small as you, what qualifications do you have to deserve my expectations? For observers, humble life is like a movie in your eyes, which is only worth watching. If in your eyes If there is an unexpected ending in the work, it may bring us a little extra appreciation, that's all."
Yuan Chenfei shivered with excitement.
He had thought of countless answers, but never one like this.
But the truth is so cruel, all of this is just the observation needs from higher-dimensional life.
He didn't want to admit it, but he couldn't help but admit it.
This is the cruel truth!
Observers have said, "To me, this plane is like a book I wrote casually. After I create it, how it develops is its own business. Whether the transcendent appears or not, it will not affect this The result. In other words, the only impact is that I am at least interested in explaining a few words to those who are detached."
Yuan Chenfei has fully realized, "Yes, I think highly of myself. In fact, when the gods came, they said something similar..."
When the gods were approaching, Shi Rongzhi said that with the methods of the gods, they had no desire for lower life. Everything they did was just for a game.
Although it was later proven that the gods actually wanted something, before the real higher-dimensional life, all of this was truly nothing.
This is sad, but extremely realistic.
Tiny low-dimensional beings are not qualified to be used by higher-dimensional beings. They are just movies in people’s eyes. Being able to be watched is a great blessing. Being able to transcend and talk to observers is huge. success.
The observer... is just observing them.
This knowledge is enough to make people collapse. In fact, for the observer, he has seen many detached people who have reached this point. In the end, they became crazy and even destroyed because they could not bear this huge gap in reality.
But none of this bothers the observer, for whom any performance is part of the expectation.
However, Yuan Chenfei did not collapse.
He quickly calmed down his mood.
Gradually calm down.
He raised his head and looked at the Apocalypse God's Throne, looking into his eyes filled with endless unknowns.
He said, "So, you actually don't care what we think or what we do, right?"
"Yes," the observer replied.
"Even if I say that one day, I will transcend everything now and come to your level to challenge you, you won't care, right?"
"Before you, there were many detached people who said this... Yes, I don't care."
Such a familiar rhetoric.
It was as if I heard Mystra saying that God doesn't care.
They are so superior that they won't care about anything unless one day they are qualified to challenge.
But now, the distance is still too far.
The existence in books can never jump out to fight against higher levels.
Can Yuan Chenfei do it
he does not know.
No, to be precise, he wished he didn't know.
Because only in this way can there be hope.
Where there is hope, there is the value and meaning of existence.
Yuan Chenfei said, "Then, I will continue to work hard to break through this level, surpass you, come in front of you, and crush you."
"You're welcome," the observer replied, "but what are you going to do about it?"
"You've already given me the answer, haven't you?" Yuan Chenfei said.
He rose slowly, came to the throne of Apocalypse, and stood in front of the God of Apocalypse.
"So, this is your choice? I look forward to your arrival."
The observer said and disappeared, and the eyes of the God of Apocalypse dimmed again.
Yuan Chenfei has put his hand on the God of Apocalypse.
Mystra "Are you sure you want to do this?"
"Yes." Yuan Chenfei replied.
"Do you know that this is destined to be fruitless, and you will never reach that level. That is not the difference between three dimensions and four dimensions... The plane is originally four dimensions, so you can break through. The gap between the fifth dimension and the fourth dimension, So big…”
Yuan Chenfei stopped him, "There may be many things that cannot be done in life, but that is not important. What is important is that there is hope and direction. The meaning of life should be to pursue something, no matter whether it reaches the end or not, What matters is... whether you go on or not."
"Okay then!"
As he spoke, Yuan Chenfei's body began to turn into ashes and gradually dissipated.
At the same time, the God of Apocalypse slowly opened his eyes.
The bubble figure transformed by Mystra knelt down before the God of Apocalypse, "Mystra, the system elf, has met His Majesty the Great God Emperor."
A rumbling sound has already sounded
"Go on with whatever needs to be done!"
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