Baili Mochen suddenly felt a little panicked. He didn't like hearing her say the words "sorry".
"I didn't protect our children! It's all my fault..." Chunfeng burst into tears as he spoke.
This matter had been buried in her heart for so long and she finally couldn't bear it anymore, and it broke out today.
Chunfeng could hardly forgive himself. Everything was caused by his ignorance and negligence.
"It's not your fault, it's not your fault!"
Hearing Chunfeng's words, Baili Mochen was shocked, but couldn't he hide it
After a while of silence, Baili Mochen spoke to comfort him.
In fact, he blames himself far less than Chunfeng. If he could have taken Chunfeng more seriously, maybe...
"It's my fault..." Chunfeng continued to blame himself with a heavy cry.
"No, it's my fault. I didn't take good care of you. My fault... "
Baili Mochen felt as if a hammer was beating on his heart, causing pain and discomfort.
"I didn't know he was coming. I really didn't mean it... wuwu..." Chunfeng choked again.
Some emotions cannot be suppressed. The more suppressed they are, the more violent they will explode. This is what happened in the spring breeze at this moment.
In the past month, Chunfeng was always looking for various things to force himself to forget about this incident, but in the end, he was just deceiving himself.
"I know, I know everything." Baili Mochen hugged Chunfeng's shoulders tightly, feeling heartbroken.
This was the first time that Chunfeng broke down emotionally in front of him, and he swore that he would never let such a thing happen again.
"Cry, cry out all the pain in your heart. Once you finish crying, it will be fine. We can have many children in the future. I promise you, many, many..." Looking at the person in his arms, he was already crying like a In the tearful spring breeze, Baili Mochen felt that his heart was about to burst into tears due to her.
"Woooooooooo..." Maybe Chunfeng needed to vent too much, so he cried for a long time.
Yes, since Chunfeng came here, she has always been so strong no matter what time, always with a warm smile on her face.
But no matter how strong a person is, there are times when he is vulnerable. There are many things that Chunfeng cannot share with others because of the secrets he carries, so he can only keep them in his heart and feel uncomfortable alone.
For example, she left her elderly grandfather, who had taken care of her for more than twenty years, to be alone in that world. For example, she saw her grandfather lying in the ward, heartbroken over his death, but there was nothing she could do.
For another example, a little cute life slipped away from her like this, but she couldn't save it.
The crying at this moment was like the vent found by the spring breeze, venting all the emotions from the past and present life at once.
After crying for a long time, until my eyes hurt, and I was tired, the spring breeze finally stopped.
"Am I ugly now?" Chunfeng wiped away the tears on his face, raised his red face and asked Baili Mochen.
"No, it's very beautiful. It's still so beautiful. You don't even know how beautiful you are." Baili Mochen's eyes were full of seriousness without any impurities.
"Don't laugh at me!"
After venting, Chunfeng quickly returned to normal. She was not the kind of person who was immersed in the past and could not extricate herself, so she knew what was most important now very rationally.
"Okay, I won't laugh, I promise!" Baili Mochen raised his hand and promised.
"Okay, let's do the experiment." Chunfeng pouted, turned around and said.
"Are you... okay?" Baili Mochen looked at Chunfeng in surprise.
Change so quickly? The average woman would probably have to stay in the room for a long time after crying like this.
"Do you want to cry me to death? Or do you compare me with those delicate ladies?" Chunfeng turned around and looked at Baili Mochen dissatisfied.
In fact, she wanted to hide her shyness. After all, it was the first time for her to cry like this in a man's arms, even though this man was already her man.
"No! Of course you can't compare with those vulgar fans!" Baili Mochen said decisively with a shudder, which made Chunfeng couldn't help but laugh.
"Okay, hurry up, otherwise it will be dark. If this time it is not up to standard, I will have to do it again!" Chunfeng put away his joke and said seriously.
"Okay, it's up to you!" Baili Mochen wrapped up the black powder and followed Chunfeng with a shovel in his hand.
In this experiment, Baili Mochen did not allow extra people to participate, and only sent some people to guard the periphery to prevent anyone from accidentally breaking in and getting hurt.
Chunfeng's experiments were all about burying gunpowder in the soil. After detonating it, the lethality of the gunpowder was calculated based on the range of influence after detonation and the depth of the hole in the ground.
Today is still the same. After Baili Mochen dug a hole in the ground, he buried it in the spring breeze and detonated it.
With a loud noise and the blast of dirt all over the sky, Chunfeng turned his head and glanced at Baili Mochen, his eyes full of joy.
Apparently, they succeeded.
Chunfeng ran over happily, measured the affected area and the depth of the pit with his own steps, then turned around and happily said to Baili Mochen.
"We made it!"
"Succeeded?" Baili Mochen also couldn't help but express his good mood: "You are so awesome!" Baili Mochen couldn't help but give a thumbs up to praise the spring breeze.
"Let's go back quickly. I'll write down the formula and proportions. You go back and find a few reliable people. Let's start mass production now!"
Chunfeng is satisfied with his result, Shifeng, and can't wait to find someone to start production.
What's more important is that we can no longer wait on the battlefield. There is news from Yucheng that it is almost unbearable.
"Okay, you should go back and rest for a day today. You are too tired these days. If you are exhausted, I will feel bad." Baili Mochen pulled Chunfeng back and walked back. The attitude was that she would not rest today. Not anymore.
"Okay, I just listen to you. Put me down. Someone is watching!"
Halfway there, Baili Mochen picked up Chunfeng. Chunfeng felt extremely shy with so many people looking at him along the way.
"Don't let me go. You are my wife who I am married to. You and I are fair and aboveboard. Why should I let you go?" Baili Mochen raised his head and said in a way that no one could refute.
But when Chunfeng thought of that marriage, she felt ashamed of him again. She didn't know what the situation was like that day!
"I'm sorry. I ran away without saying a word. I must have embarrassed you!" Chunfeng said apologetically.
"None of these are important. You just need to know that you are my upright princess now. You must also fulfill your duties as a princess. You will not be allowed to leave me without authorization." Baili Mochen hugged the spring breeze slowly and dotingly. Walk through the streets of Fucheng and go directly to the county government office.