Mu Zhu hung up the phone talking to himself, leaving Yu Tian with a blank face, as if he had been struck by lightning.
This feeling of "I can understand all the Chinese you speak, but I can't understand a word", the last time it appeared, it was He Ming who gave Yu Tian a high math problem.
Yu Tian squeezed the phone and swallowed.
He stared at the call history on the phone screen for a few seconds, and after making sure it wasn't a dream, he threw it out as if the phone was hot.
What the stick said, the fact that He Ming likes him... is even more bizarre than Yu Tian finding out that he is gay.
how can that be possible
In Yu Tian's memory, the first time the two met, it started with He Ming's disgusted and indifferent voice: "Go away." I have forgotten the specific reason, anyway, when Yu Tian leaned over to see what He Ming was doing, He Ming coldly pushed his head away, and added a repulsive "Go away" .
Well, the time of the little kid is too long, so I won't mention it for now.
In elementary school, it was also the time when Yu Tian started to "hate" He Ming. The reason was that he remembered it clearly this time. It was after school in the sixth grade. When Yu Tian was chatting with He Ming, he said, "I think Deng Jie is the prettiest". The two are in different classes, but He Ming quickly realized who Deng Jie was: "The monitor of your class."
"That's right." Yu Tian winked at him, "Many boys in our class like her."
He Ming gave a faint "Oh".
As a result, when Yu Tian came home the next day, Ms. Chen Ran's feather duster was waiting for him: "Little brat, who is Deng Jie?"
After Yu Tian received this threat, he immediately began to think about it in his mind—the boys in the class often gathered in private to discuss which girl was good-looking, but no one had Ms. Chen Ran's contact information to rule out the possibility of them telling the truth . Except for the people in the class...
He Ming's indifferent face appeared in Yu Tian's mind.
It was him!
After living for more than ten years, Yu Tian tasted the feeling of being betrayed by a good friend for the first time, with mixed feelings in his heart, and felt that He Mingte was nothing.
He was just talking about which girl was good-looking, and he didn't say he was going to have a puppy love. As for notifying the parents
In class Yutian, there was a "Pacific policeman" type character, who didn't become an official, but managed him very leniently. Even if any male student looked at anyone more than once, he would make a small report to the teacher. That man looked like a traitor, he was not a good thing at first glance, but Yu Tian didn't expect that He Ming, who was so upright, would actually do this kind of secret snitching.
Yu Tian decided to unilaterally break up with He Ming, and since then he has never told He Ming that a certain girl is good-looking.
…
Yu Tian dragged himself to the bedside, threw himself into the lazy sofa like throwing garbage, and continued to think down the timeline.
I always thought of the alienation of two people caused by the "homosexual incident" in high school. Looking back carefully now, it seems that He Ming's attitude is not disgust, but closer to fear.
According to Yu Tian's understanding of He Ming, even if he knows that his orientation is different, he will definitely accept it in the end, and will not live timidly, thinking that he is a different kind. So, what was He Ming afraid of back then
Last night, Yu Tian was lying beside He Ming, but he didn't actually fall asleep all night.
The reason is actually very simple, he reacted.
This made him very at a loss. While avoiding being discovered by He Ming, he was thinking about what he should do next.
The resolution he made before going to bed was actually a bit shaky, being bewitched by hormones and the night, Yu Tian actually wanted to turn over, hug He Ming, and confess his love at the right time.
However, this is irrational.
God knows.
He Ming would probably be taken aback, and then reluctantly bid farewell in a polite way, and finally ended their friendship of more than twenty years.
So, if He Ming liked him, did he ever have such an idea
That's why he reacted so strongly and told him not to approach.
Yu Tian scratched his hair irritably, thinking that today's call might as well not be called, and then he blamed the wooden stick - what kind of shit psychiatrist, he didn't solve his psychological problems, but confused him instead.
By the way, it is not certain whether what Mustick said is true. Since high school, his words have not been very reliable. Thinking of this, Yu Tian, who was originally a little anxious, slowly calmed down, and then a sense of loss came out with a cold.
Yu Tian: "..."
This little girl's thoughts are endless!
For the whole weekend, Yu Tian didn't go to the gym or go out to watch a movie. He just stayed at home, walked to the kitchen for a while, swayed to the balcony for a while, and finally fell on the bed and screamed. In short... a perfect copy of Si/Chun Girl day.
"It doesn't matter," Yu Tian crawled out of the quilt half-deadly, "I'm going to ask for clarification."
***
Yu Tian's ambition is always decisive when he sets it up, but he is slow when he executes it - if he executes it quickly, it is probably because he didn't really think it through.
At around five o'clock in the afternoon, he decided to hit a straight ball and go directly to He Ming's pet hospital. He sat up on the bed with a carp, and Ala jumped a meter away in fright. However, at eight o'clock in the evening, he still hadn't stepped forward. The door is one centimeter.
"It's so embarrassing." Yu Tian stroked Allah's dog's head, "What if I'm being self-indulgent?"
Ah La held out his tongue, still looking at him in a foolish manner.
Yu Tian suspected that Allah had the blood of a husky, and if he stayed with it, his IQ would not be enough, so he gently pushed it: "Baby, Dad is very sad, you go to the side to play first."
Ala failed to comprehend the meaning of his action, and still squatted on the bed, refusing to get off.
Yu Tian sighed, he didn't expect it to understand anyway.
At this time, the stomach made a "cuckoo", and Yu Tian remembered that he hadn't eaten yet.
He opened the refrigerator door and found that he had finished the breakfast that He Ming brought him in the morning, and the things left in the refrigerator were the same as when He Ming came to cook him breakfast that day, eggs and milk.
It is impossible for a grown man to fill his stomach with such a small amount of food. He has not been to the supermarket for a long time, and there is no leftover food at home.
Yu Tian sighed, closed the refrigerator door, and looked at Ala's dog bowl.
"..."
When he realized that if he continued to be hungry, he might really be reduced to grabbing food from Allah, so he resignedly took his coat from the coat rack, took the key to the scarf, and drove Allah, who had followed Diantian, back to the bedroom, and pulled open the door.
Then, his and He Ming's gazes collided unexpectedly.
He Ming withdrew his raised hand: "I was about to knock on the door just now. Where are you going?"
Yu Tian faltered: "I'll go, buy something to eat."
He Ming frowned: "Have you eaten yet?"
Yu Tian: "I wasn't hungry just now."
He Ming stared at him for a while: "Is there something wrong with you?"
When he said this, Yu Tian felt his face was hot. Probably because today's heating is particularly high.
Yu Tian shook his head: "Maybe I've been bored at home all day."
"Then let me go out to eat with you." He Ming said.
Yu Tian couldn't think of a reason to refuse, so he nodded.
It wasn't until the two sat in the store that Yu Tian realized that he didn't ask He Ming what happened today.
He Ming took a sip of water: "It's nothing, I forgot a scarf with you this morning."
Yu Tian: "Then why didn't you say it just now? I'll take it out for you after I said it."
He Ming didn't care too much: "It's okay, it's more important that you eat enough first."
He Ming's voice is actually very nice, but his voice, tone and expression are always very light, which makes people feel that there is no warmth and no emotion. But at the moment, the two of them are sitting in the well-heated store, with a soft warm light shining above their heads. He Ming's overcoat was thrown on the back of the chair casually by him. Inside is a thin camel sweater, which makes his brows and eyes soft. A few points.
So the voice sounded very gentle.
Yu Tian felt that he was about to surrender under He Ming's sugar-coated cannon, so he hurriedly took a sip of the soup and said vaguely, "It's delicious."
He didn't understand why He Ming was so attractive to him, but in just a few days, he reached this level.
The speakers in the store were playing a very familiar piece of light music. Yu Tian remembered that He Ming could play this piano piece before, and he even performed it at the school's art gala.
At that time, he was dressed in a suit and looked tall and handsome, fascinated thousands of girls. Yu Tian sat under the stage with his legs crossed, his tail almost raised to the sky, and excitedly announced to everyone: "This is I was young, so I picked out the suit with him!"
Someone next to him pushed his elbow: "Control Yu Tian, your eyes are almost glistening!"
... It's also possible that he didn't treat He Ming in just a few days.
Just like wine making is a long-term process, the taste of wine comes out in an instant.