Is there any good news to tell her, such as he is going to marry his sister Ai Qing, but there is no need to tell her, and she really doesn't want to know at all.
Xiao Qi's eyes fell on her, staring for a long time, Meng Yu was very surprised, she didn't understand his eyes, and he never looked at her with such focused eyes.
"What's the matter with you?"
At this time, Xiao Qi's heart was a little complicated.
In fact, Xiao Qi didn't feel much after breaking up with Meng Yu at first. Over the years, he has been used to dealing with everything calmly.
He still goes to work on time and gets off work on time every day, what to do and what to do, and his life does not seem to be affected by this.
It began to make him realize that the problem was two months after the breakup. When he returned home that day, as soon as he opened the door, he saw a familiar figure flashing past the bedroom door.
The bedroom was the one she used to live in when she came.
He was stunned immediately, hardly thinking about it, his body was too fast to think, he walked over quickly, but there was nothing in the room, the empty room, everything was neatly arranged, since she left No one had ever lived here, the room was so clean and tidy that there wasn't even a trace of her staying there.
She wasn't here at all, and the shadow that flashed in front of her just now was just his hallucination.
It was just at the beginning of the lanterns, there was a lot of traffic outside the window, and the bright lights illuminated the whole city. He sat blankly on the bed, suddenly feeling a strange loneliness in his heart.
This feeling of loneliness was inexplicable. He thought that his parents had passed away one after another. After so many years, he had become accustomed to loneliness, but at this moment, sitting alone in the small bed where she once slept, he felt a dull and uncomfortable feeling in his heart.
This feeling has been going on for a long time. During this period, Ai Qing brought Huanhuan to accompany him. Even though he felt that getting along with their mother and daughter made him feel warm and happy before, now, even though the family is laughing and laughing, the feeling of loneliness still lingers. , I always feel that something is missing.
It was strange, he had never felt this kind of miss for her, and he had always thought of her from time to time since he saw her apparition that day, even when they were together he rarely thought of her.
Thinking that she suddenly jumped in front of him to startle him, then her eyes narrowed with a smile and asked him, "Did you miss me?"
Or she was walking around in front of him in a newly bought dress, and she raised her chin at him with a sullen look, "Are you lucky to have such a beautiful girlfriend as me?"
I still remember that every time she asked this question, he always turned his head away silently, but before that, even someone as cold as him could not help but be shocked by her beauty, so that his heart skipped half a beat.
She was always so vivid and bright, and she seemed to melt snow when she laughed.
Thinking about her is not enough. He often dreams of her, but after waking up, he is left with a loss. She is no longer there, and she has broken up with him.
After another five months like this, she still hadn't contacted him. She never stopped contacting him for such a long time. When they were together, although she wouldn't harass him by calling him every day, she could call him every day or two. She would always call him.
He found that he was beginning to get used to the life without her. The girl named Meng Yu, she always liked to be around him, she always smiled at him, and she held her face blankly when he was doing things.
But now, these everyday situations have not appeared for five months.
He started to panic, and he finally couldn't help dialing her number. It was a rare initiative for him to call her, but to his surprise, the line on the other side was always busy. Later, he realized that she had put his number. blocked. He used other communication software to contact her again, but he was still surprised. She deleted all his numbers, and his request to add her as a friend failed for a long time.
This sense of panic is getting stronger and stronger.
Even he couldn't understand why this happened, when he had become accustomed to her life by his side, and he had never thought that her leaving would make him so at a loss.
He thought about her breaking up with him five months ago. He always thought that she would come back by herself after she figured it out. He was already used to being chased by her. In his understanding, Meng Yu couldn't live without him.
But this time, she seemed to be coming for real.
This sense of panic brings many sequelae. For example, he often makes some common-sense mistakes at work. For example, when he and Ai Qing eat together, he will call Meng Yu's name unconsciously. For example, he starts to lose sleep, especially when he dreams of her. At night, he could not sleep for a long time.
He started to try to find her, but she moved, and he didn't know where she went. Later, he found out the address of her new home by inquiring in various ways. He went to her new home to find her several times, but she was not there. here. Then he heard that she was going on a trip, and the location was uncertain, and he couldn't even find her.
During this time, he would come to her place every weekend, knock on her door, and return disappointed every time, until yesterday he got the news of her return, and he couldn't wait to buy a ticket early this morning. Feiyancheng, just knocked on her door and still no one answered, so he waited for her in the underground garage.
It took me a long time to finally see her appear.
I haven't seen her for more than a year. Her hair has grown long, but she doesn't seem to have changed much. She is still so beautiful, her figure is still so slender, and her face is neither sad nor happy. Lovelorn people.
But thinking about it carefully, it has been more than a year since they broke up, and more than a year is enough time to calm down a lot of things, but this more than a year has not made him calm down his feelings for her, even inexplicably, the longer she left, he The more I miss her, but obviously she is not like that.
Her calm made him a little angry, but the joy of seeing her again finally overwhelmed everything. He hurriedly pushed the door and got out of the car. He was a little nervous for a while, and he didn't call her name until she was about to get on the elevator.
She turned her head to look at him, he kept paying attention to her expression, she didn't show a trace of joy when she saw him again, she seemed so calm, she asked him why he came here.
Why come here, of course, to find her.
He had never been low-profile in front of her, and he never took the initiative to come to him. He was a little uncomfortable, but after all, he wanted her to come back to him too much.
So he was silent for a while and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't do well in the past, I made you feel insecure, and Sister Ai Qing and I were not what you thought. I was able to go to school all thanks to their family's financial support. In trouble, I should help her, I owe her."
"Oh?" Meng Yu sneered, "You can repay her favor in many ways, you don't need to do everything yourself, and you don't need to pretend to be a cheap dad, right? Buying a house for someone else It's not enough to raise a daughter, you have to bring people to the company and home. It's understandable that you want to pay back your favor, but why don't you think about me as your girlfriend? I'm not as generous as you, Xiao Qi, you can accept others The child calls you daddy, but I can't accept it."
It's over anyway, so of course she doesn't have to think about it so much, she can say whatever she is upset about, and she probably guesses how Xiao Qi will answer. He will say that she is too young to care about children, or he will say, Meng Yu, you shouldn't be so willful. She had to compromise for him anyway, and he was probably used to it.
Meng Yu suddenly felt boring and didn't want to hear his answer at all.
She was about to turn to leave, but unexpectedly heard him say, "I didn't handle it well and made you sad. I'm sorry. Don't worry, you won't hear Huanhuan calling me dad again in the future."
She paused and looked at him suddenly, she heard right, Xiao Qi compromised with her
But, what use is there, it's over.
She shook her head, her face did not waver, and her voice was extremely calm and said to him, "No more, Xiao Qi, we are over."
Meng Yu got on the elevator, but before the elevator closed, Xiao Qi quickly walked over and forced his way into the elevator. He stood beside her and looked down at her, meeting her suspicious eyes, and he said to her, "I'll make it up, yes. I will slowly make up for what you owe."
Meng Yu "… "
owe? make up? She could actually hear these words from Xiao Qi's mouth, it was really a lifetime series. She thought about the years she had been by his side, his indifference, his non-response, and disappointing her time and time again with his coldness. Why did she think about making up for it now? He didn't want to look at her when she loved him the most, and made up for it when she was about to forget him, was it too late? She is not looking forward to it anymore.
"No, it's over, you don't need to make up for me. Last time I said you broke up, didn't you agree? Since you agreed, why don't everyone just be a little bit more?"
Xiao Qi didn't speak, and looked at her quietly. He looked at her deeply and complicatedly, as if he had a thousand words to say to her. She even felt that there was a kind of full affection in his eyes, which he had never shown in front of her.
There was a kind of silence in the elevator, and it took a while to hear him say, "If I don't do something, I'm afraid I'll regret it."
Meng Yu suddenly wanted to laugh when he heard these words. He really never thought that one day Xiao Qi would look at her with such affectionate eyes, and he never thought that Xiao Qi would say anything to make up for her. He will always It's all so cold, no matter how hard she loves her, he doesn't care.
Now that he finally made up his mind to leave, he came to tell her that he wanted to make up for her.
what's the point
It's ridiculous!
And... she's going to marry someone else.
Just as the elevator door opened, Meng Yu walked out and said to him calmly, "It's too late, Xiao Qi, it's impossible for us in this life."
The author has something to say that Meng Yu abused me for a while and chased me in the crematorium.
The male protagonist appears in the next chapter.