"Hey..." He sighed, lowered his head cautiously, and pressed a kiss on my forehead.
In the calm and dilapidated alley, there was another breeze.
After the wind passed, the original loneliness had been restored in the alley. I can't see anyone, and everything seems to be the same...
When I woke up from my drowsiness, I had already returned to the house in the cemetery.
Since Zixu was captured by Long Bin, Violent never appeared again for two consecutive days.
After dinner that day, Xuan Cang accompanied me to sit in the office.
I was sitting at my desk looking at the computer, while he was sitting on his side, leaning on the back of my chair, looking at the computer screen in front of me.
"Xuan Cang! Azi's side..." I turned off the web pages browsed on the computer screen, frowning and looking at Xuan Cang walking beside me.
He stayed in the house for the past two days and never went out.
As if she didn't care at all about Zixu's being caught.
"She won't be okay!" Xuan Cang said, his tone extremely determined. It didn't seem to be comforting me, but just truthfully telling the facts he knew.
Facing his calmness, I was silent...
After thinking for a while, I suddenly remembered that before, he said that Zi Xu was seriously injured and would have amnesia. Can't help but wonder: "Xuan Cang! I remember when you brought Zixu back to the house, you said that she was seriously injured, and then she had the imagination of memory loss, right?"
Xuan Cang didn't understand what I was doing suddenly talking about this matter, his brows bulged slightly, but he nodded in cooperation and responded, "Yeah!"
"But don't you think...Azi's behavior is a bit strange? Although she is missing her memory, she is not at all at a loss. And this time she suddenly proposed to go out to play..." I murmured, thinking about it. Doubts were all spoken out unconsciously.
However, as I questioned, Xuan Cang's expression on the side became more solemn as he listened.
Finally, the look in my eyes couldn't help but feel a sense of complexity and anger.
I, immersed in my own thinking, did not notice Xuan Cang's changed face. But like a confidant with him, I want to share my thoughts with him.
I don't suspect that Zixu will hurt me, but I just think that she is full of mysteries and questions.
I don't know where she came from, or why she appeared next to me, and even I didn't know her except for knowing her name is'Zixu'.
But she knows me very well, like knowing all my actions and who is around me.
Every time he appears, he changes his costume, as magical as a juggling.
"Don't worry! Xiaoxu will not hurt you!" Xuan Cang suddenly interrupted me with a calm voice.
In the suppressed voice, it is not difficult to hear the displeasure in his heart.
At this time, I suddenly woke up and looked at Xuan Cang in surprise: "I... I am not worried that Azi will hurt me!"
I don't know why Xuan Cang suddenly understood what I said.
Seeing the sudden alienation and blunt tone in his eyes, I was a little caught off guard.
I think the two have experienced a lot together. Although they don't necessarily love each other much, they can at least sit down and chat together like friends.
But obviously, I miscalculated my relationship with Xuan Cang. I think the distance between him is too simple.
"Since I'm not worried! What are you doubting?" Xuan Cang frowned and looked at me, with a tone of contempt like a thousand pounds of profound iron pressing on my heart.
"I just..." I just want to communicate with you, not just being your partner in bed. But these words, I can't say it.
Because of the current situation, even if I say it, I'm just taking the humiliation.
"Forget it!" I looked at Xuan Cang and gave up to defend myself.
Xuan Cang looked at me and didn't speak any more this time.
I got up from my seat and walked around him towards the door outside the office.
"Where are you going?" Xuan Cang stood up and reached out and grabbed my hand.
"Go out and breathe!" Turning around angrily, he waved Xuan Cang's hand away from my arm.
At this moment, I don't want to see him, let alone quarrel with him.
Xuan Cang's hand was released from mine, because I couldn't see the expression on his face because my back was facing him.
Maybe... He doesn't have any expressions at all at this time!
The Situ language of the previous life, the violet and the purple silk of this life.
I thought-maybe the idea of me wanting to get along well with him is simply idiotic dreams! In his heart, whether it was a long time ago or now, I can't be the only one or the most important one in his heart.
I was so upset, as if I was holding a breath in my heart. No matter how much you breathe, you can't drive away!
I walked outside the house, found a fairly clean place and sat down under the outermost steps.
At this time, the night stars are scarce, except for the semi-circular moon on the night sky, there are also a few stars faintly shining in the distance. I'm as lonely as standing on the ground, looking up at them!
Xuan Cang didn't chase it out. That was what I expected and what I expected.
Because I really don't want to see him right now, but when he really allows me to be outside, I can't help feeling a little sad and depressed in my heart.
It was a little shady outside, and I was only wearing a thin piece of clothing. In this cold night, it looks a little shame!
I squatted down at the door, nodding my left hand and propping my head with my right hand, staring at the bright moon in the sky.
It is said that seeing the moon thinks about people, but under this bright moonlight, my mind is chaotic.
I have my own parents and family, but they are like none!
They don't have any extra feelings for me, and I don't have much feelings for them except to be grateful that they gave birth to me.
Sometimes when I'm feeling down, I can't help but think...
If they really don't like me at all, then why did they give birth to me in the first place
Thinking of my own past, thinking of my childhood...
In the end I discovered that all the memories seemed to be gray. No colorful, no youth and no regrets...
It turns out... My life has been so miserable without knowing it.
Perhaps because of the misunderstanding of Xuan Cang, his mood became a little depressed inexplicably.
"Hey..." I sighed softly, thinking that I was sad for someone who didn't take myself to heart. It was really boring.
"It's time to rest!..." Unexpectedly, Xuan Cang's voice came from behind him.
I finally calmed down some of my heart, and instantly became uneven again.
"Go and rest!" I twitched the corner of my mouth, resisting the urge to look back.
Maybe I live a little humble, but emotionally, I still hope that I can retain some innocence.