As for their fixed telephone number, I have silently remembered them for ten or twenty years. I have never forgotten since I was a child, and when I grow up, it becomes an unforgettable memory.
"Xiaoyu! Do you have time in the past two days... Take the time to come back!" Mother's voice was old and sad, and it sounded like her mental state was not very good.
"I..." I said, only to find that I didn't know how to answer.
My mother suddenly called me to go back. Naturally, it wouldn't be for no reason. Something must have happened.
Seeing that I hesitated, my mother sighed. Faintly said: "Hey... Your father has been in poor health recently... His spirit is also hazy, always yelling that he wants to see you!"
"Dad... What's wrong with him?" I asked in a choked voice.
"... He... fell ill... The doctor said that the situation is very bad! Xiaoyu, come back! Your father and he... really miss you! Uuuuu..." Mother cried, while narrating the situation.
When I heard her say that my father's health is not good, I just felt my heart burst, and my heart felt faintly uncomfortable. His nose was sour for a while, and finally his eyes became dry and uncomfortable.
I want to cry…
"..." The hand holding the phone tightened fiercely, and I pursed my mouth tightly, afraid that when I opened my mouth, I would cry directly.
I always thought that I was a child whose father didn't love his mother or his mother. I know that I am not so lucky to be able to enjoy the love of my parents. But no one really does not want to be loved.
Even though the reality is cruel, I still have extravagant thoughts in my heart!
"I know... Your father and I have owed you all these years! You must hate me and your father too! But... in this world, how come there are parents who don't care for their children? Your eyes..." Mother While talking, the voice choked very uncomfortably.
The big teardrops fell out of the eye sockets inadvertently.
"Why..." Sister Zhou, who stood by and looked at me, looked at me suddenly crying in surprise.
Realizing that there are people around, I immediately stretched out my hand in embarrassment and wiped away the tears in my eyes.
I took two breaths and looked up at the gloomy weather outside. After sorting out his thoughts, he said to the mother on the phone: "Mom! I know... I'll be back tomorrow!"
"Good! Good... Good boy! What a good boy..." Mother heard my promise and her voice became more sorrowful. The depression and forbearance in the voice can't help but make me a little bit embarrassed.
I hurriedly said a few words to the mother on the other side of the phone. With red eyes, I took the phone out of my hand and held it tightly.
"What's wrong? Did something happen?" Sister Zhou frowned slightly, looking at me worriedly.
I lowered my eyes and stared at the ground for a while. I waited for Sister Zhou to say that after a minute, and then I woke up with afterthought.
"Ah! What?" He looked up at Sister Zhou blankly.
Sister Zhou helplessly, she looked at me more worriedly and said, "Madam! Are you... okay?"
Facing sister Zhou's temptation, I immediately shook my head. He stretched out his hand to wipe the corners of his eyes, and pulled the corners of his mouth to both sides, revealing a faint smile.
"It's okay! I'm okay!" I took a deep breath, and the shining pupils in my eyes sank by themselves. I began to think in my heart, how to talk to Xuan Cang and tell Xuan Cang that I was going home.
The child in my stomach is also getting older. I did go back to take a good look at his grandpa and grandma before the child was born.
Although no one in my family knows that I am married, I can't just ignore them and stay away from each other.
I stood there thinking for a while, just about to look up, but was surprised to see that Sister Zhou was still waiting there!
"Sister Zhou! I might... go back to my hometown!" After hesitating, I decided to talk to Sister Zhou first.
"Back to my hometown?" Sister Zhou's voice suddenly increased by a few decibels, as if she had heard something terrible.
I constricted my eyebrows slightly, and was a little bit painful due to the sudden increase in the voice of sister Zhou.
"Yeah!" I nodded, and didn't intend to deceive her.
After getting my repeated affirmation, sister Zhou's expression immediately sank. Looking down at the ground, he didn't know what he was thinking.
Looking up at the gloomy weather outside, the surrounding trees were blown around by the wind, and the white clouds in the sky became black.
I'm afraid it's going to rain! I thought to myself. Suddenly felt a little tired, so he turned and walked from outside the house to the inner room inside the house.
"Madam! When are you going to leave? Do I need to prepare anything for you in advance?" Sister Zhou followed me and asked me.
I stopped, and looked back at the somewhat long-winded sister Zhou. "No need! I just pack it myself!"
After talking about turning around and wanting to leave, Xuan Cang and Ling Qing suddenly thought of them.
"That's right!" I turned my head and looked at Sister Zhou: "Xuan Cang and Ling Qing..."
"Relax! I will help them clean up..." Sister Zhou nodded at me with a smile, with a clear look.
I shook my head and interrupted Sister Zhou's words: "This time... I'll just go back alone! I don't need Xuan Cang and Ling Qing to be with me."
"Xuan Cang's recent body seems to be a little uncomfortable, Sister Zhou will trouble you, so I can help you watch!" Thinking of Xuan Cang, my heart is sweet and bitter.
The sweet thing is to be able to meet him again in this vast crowd.
The bitter thing is that after meeting him, he still has to face the tragedy caused by the previous life.
I thought: At this moment, Xuan Cang and I are separated, maybe it's better for both parties than staying together.
I was afraid of hurting Xuan Cang as much as I was afraid of being hurt again.
"But..." Sister Zhou hesitated, obviously a little worried.
"Don't worry! I'm just going back to my hometown, and it's not far away!" I relieved Sister Zhou.
Sister Zhou Youyou looked at me and didn't say anything. Following me all the way, she turned back and continued to do her own thing until she sent me back to the room.
I thought Sister Zhou would immediately report to Xuan Cang after she left. Surprisingly, Xuan Cang didn't mention it until the evening.
When he returned to the room after dinner, Xuan Cang only sat in the room for a while before returning to his study.
Since that night, after I almost killed Xuan Cang, I slept separately with him.
Xuan Cangben didn't agree, but couldn't bear me staying in the front hall every day without rest. In the end, I still silently agreed and went to the study by myself.
I tossed about in bed that night, thinking a lot of things in my mind. Even when I was young, my parents left me at my grandmother’s house and left without looking back...
I remembered being bullied by bad classmates at school, crying secretly at night, missing my parents...