"..." Watching my mother cry, my eyes, which finally dried up, became wet again.
I have never liked crying since I was a child, and I don’t like letting others see me crying!
Carefully closing the door again, I turned around from my parents' room and returned to my small room.
I stayed quietly in my room, holding my little blanket, I sat straight from midnight to dawn! It wasn't until I heard the sparse sound of people walking in the living room outside that I walked out in a daze.
"Mom..." Standing at the door of the room, I rubbed my eyes and shouted.
The busy mother outside was stunned for a moment, her neck tremblingly turned and looked at me as if her neck was twisted.
I didn't notice my mother's reaction, so I raised my foot and walked towards her.
"Don't come here!" Mother suddenly yelled in horror. Holding the red blood-stained veil in his hand, he stepped back again and again.
My mother's excited reaction stunned me for a moment. I stopped in a daze, opened my puzzled eyes, and looked at my mother with a terrifying face a little scared.
"Mom—" It was just a night, and my mother suddenly became like a stranger.
"Don't call me!" Mother roared, not letting me call her.
I pursed my mouth aggrievedly, and my eyes filled with tears when my eyes were sour and uncomfortable.
"Harmful... Harmful! I knew you were here to collect debts..." My mother was sure that I would not come close again, and then panicked holding the dirty cloth in her hand and turned and walked towards the bathroom.
My mother didn't want to be near me, so I turned around and went to the master bedroom by myself, wanting to see how my father's injury was going on!
When I walked to the door of the master bedroom, I hesitated for a while, then quietly pushed the door open for a moment.
I didn't walk in directly, but just stood at the door of the room, tiptoed and looked inside.
Father was lying on the bed, with white gauze on his forehead, wrapped around his head circle after circle. The corners of his eyes, which were originally dark and divine, were now closed and lifeless.
"You... what are you doing here?" The mother cleaned the stained cloth.
When I came back, I saw me standing in front of her husband. I was so frightened that I almost smashed the clean cloth in my hand directly at me.
"Dad..." I used the most concise words to answer the questions in my mother's heart.
Unexpectedly, when my mother heard it, she didn't care about the fear in her heart, and stepped forward to the door of the room. He immediately reached out and threw me out of the door.
"Don't get close to your dad!" Mother said only this to me when she turned around, and immediately walked into the house and closed the door behind her back.
I stood in front of the closed door in a daze. The seeds of being treated as weird were planted in my young heart.
When I returned to my room lost, all I thought of was the scene of the previous ancestral hall crashing down in front of me.
The black figures, like ants, were overwhelmed below without resistance.
In those few days, I dared not go out, let my mother see myself, and even less dare to look for her. A man shrank in his room, dazed and scared to be overwhelmed.
I didn't know what I did wrong, so that my mother suddenly hated me so much!
"Small words!" A familiar voice sounded on the side of my bed.
I raised my head slightly and saw the figure in the blue robe, with steaming food in my hand, and slowly sat down by the bed next to me.
"..." I just glanced at him lazily, then leaned my head together weakly against the wall.
"You haven't eaten anything these days! Good... Eat something!" Xuan Cang gently scooped the lean meat porridge in the white porcelain bowl. The charming fragrance of the food immediately spread to my breath, constantly irritating my already extremely hungry stomach.
I licked my saliva with difficulty, and hope gradually ignited in the gray eyes.
When I looked up, Xuan Cang was full of tempting porridge in his hands, and immediately stopped on my lips.
There was hardly any thought in my head, so I opened my mouth and drank the porridge.
The hunger for several days was quickly swept away under the food in Xuan Cang's hands.
"Really good!" Looking at the empty white porcelain bowl, Xuan Cang grinned slightly at me. The worried eyes turned into relief and smile.
"Dad..." You have strength after eating.
I didn't talk nonsense, but directly asked Xuan Cang about his father's situation.
Xuan Cang paused in his hand, and then slightly waved the bowl and chopsticks in his hand. The tableware and chopsticks flew out slowly in front of my eyes as if they had grown wings.
It's not the kind of flying that is thrown out, but like a life, slowly flying by oneself.
I opened my eyes wide, and looked in front of me very strangely. It was like a magical scene.
"Yu'er will grow up soon! When you grow up... Dad will be fine!" Xuan Cang did not avoid my question, but gave me an inexplicable answer after being silent for a long time.
"..." I stared at Xuan Cang who was sitting by the bed.
Staring for a long time, Xuan Cang avoided my eyes for the first time. The cold eyes looked at the distance, and their expressions were low.
"Liar..." I stared at him for a long time and commented on his reaction for the first time.
Xuan Cang stunned again, then sneered. Helplessly shook his head and looked at me, stretched out his hand and squeezed my face. "Heh! You little girl... You know what a lie to you when you are so young?"
"Are they all going to die?" At that time, I didn't really understand the meaning of'death'. But I often hear adults say, just ignorantly knowing that these two words mean embarrassment.
Xuan Cang's expression was stunned again, and he glanced at me in surprise, then turned his gaze away like an escape.
There was a sudden burst of noisy noise outside, and I jumped off the bed curiously, wanting to see what happened.
Xuan Cang was silent for a while, and suddenly frowned, with an unhappy expression on his face.
"Yu'er!" He also flashed out of the bed quickly, and then jumped in front of me in the blink of an eye.
He picked me up directly from the ground: "Yu'er! Come with me!"
"Huh?" I tilted my head puzzled, not quite what he meant by "follow him".
"Outside..." I didn't answer Xuan Cang's words, but pointed out.
Xuan Cang screwed it tightly and didn't look at me: "Don't go out! We won't go out... Outside... It's dangerous!"
"..." I blinked at Xuan Cang, always feeling that he looked a little weird today. But looking at his sad look, I don't want him to be unhappy. So he nodded: "Yeah!"
"Aunt Yao! Hand over your little words..."