Although I have seen some of these things, I have never known about them.
But the next thing, I remember...
After I woke up, my father never woke up. And because of the inexplicable power on my body, I hurt other people...
The big guys have seen my horrible look with their own eyes, and if I was reincarnated as a demon, it immediately spread through the town. For a while, all people shunned our family.
The child who always wanted to bully me before, was repeatedly ordered not to approach me by the parents.
Seen with weird eyes, I was already afraid of the fear of losing my father. Finally... All the faults were attributed to Xuan Cang.
After being thrown a stone to scold a monster for the Nth time in my family. I couldn't bear the resentment in my heart, angrily rushed out of the room, and ran to a relatively remote woods.
"Come out! Come out! I know you are..." I was screaming towards the dark woods like crazy.
In the empty night sky, I only heard my own echo.
I didn't wait long, the silver-white aura flashed through the night sky. The figure in the blue robe appeared before my eyes.
It was dark all around, and he was carrying a red lantern in his hand. The candlelight in the lantern seemed to be a bit brighter than ordinary flashlights, and it didn't illuminate the entire forest so terribly.
"Who are you? Why are you showing up?" I angrily accused him.
At that time, I felt that the reason why my life became so bad. The reason why things have become such a mess is all because of the appearance of this weird man in front of him.
Everyone said that I was a monster, but they didn't know that I was just like them...I was just an ordinary person.
"Yu'er..." Xuan Cang looked at me in surprise. In the darkness, when I was young, I couldn't see the sadness in his eyes.
But standing aside, I could see the broken eyes in Xuan Cang's eyes very clearly.
It turns out... He was hurt so badly by me.
Even at that time, I didn't understand what is meant by feelings, what is meant by love... I don't even understand how commendable a person's giving without asking for return is.
"Don't call me! I hate you! Dad is lying in bed because of you... People in town, and because of you! You are a bad person..." I was young and self-willed, reaching out and covering my ears. Cried and kept accusing Xuan Cang, venting all the negative emotions in his heart towards him.
"..." Xuan Cang looked at me blankly. At this moment, he didn't even have the strength to speak again!
I stood beside him, looking at the expression on his face through the light of the lantern in his hand, as if it were broken.
"..." After the accusation, the two opposing faces were silent.
I looked at me when I was a child, and turned around angrily. "I will... never want to see you again!"
I looked at my petite voice and ran away crying.
At that time I thought I was the most innocent and saddest person in the world. But I never thought that the saddest and most innocent person might be the one I scolded.
This time I didn't leave with myself when I was a child, but stood quietly beside Xuan Cang. Looking at the broken injury on his face, the pain in his eyes...
He stood there for a long time, looking up at the twinkling stars in the sky.
The sky is lively! And he... is very lonely...
I stayed there with him for most of the night, because it wasn't a physical body, so I didn't feel tired.
Late at night, Xuan Cang held the red lantern in his hand, and walked in the direction of Yao's house step by step.
"Xuan Cang! Don't be sad... when I was young... what I said was not sincere!" I followed him and followed step by step.
I wanted to comfort him, but he couldn't hear anything I said.
What I saw before my eyes was nothing but a memory that had happened.
Following Xuan Cang, he approached my room and looked at himself, who was lying on the bed and wet his pillow. Xuan Cang carefully turned the young me over, and stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes.
"Yu'er! I'm sorry..." I looked at him very guilty and apologized to me.
Picking through the white fingers, lightly touched my forehead.
I looked at the silver-white aura, constantly pouring in from my forehead.
Xuan Cang sealed my memory, and then he sat holding my young me all night.
Seeing myself sleeping soundly in his arms without tears, even me now can't help but feel jealous! It turns out... Xuan Cang also treated me so tenderly!
It turns out... He was always by my side at the very beginning of my life!
When I woke up the next day, I saw that my father didn't know what was going on, so I suddenly woke up.
The horrible rumors about me in the town almost made my home a forbidden place.
My memory about him was sealed by Xuan Cang, and I naturally forgot everything about him after waking up!
Only occasionally, when I am alone, I suddenly feel a weird feeling...
I always feel like there is something missing around me, something seems wrong! I always seem to have lost something, looking back and looking for it.
I don’t know exactly what to look for!
Occasionally talking to myself, and my habit of waking up in the middle of the nightclub. In addition, the people in the town, the rumors of demonizing me, and my mother's own eyes...
After waking up, my father also began to dodge a little towards me.
The story of the trio becoming tigers and all-talking gold is not an exaggerated description.
The people in the town were nervous and the parents themselves feared me. They finally decided to send me to my grandpa and grandma's house in a neighboring town.
The transmission of news between towns and towns is also very rapid.
Although my grandparents agreed to pick me up, they didn't dare to approach me very much. Apart from feeding me and keeping me hungry and freezing, he didn't dare to approach me much.
Even if I was asked to eat, I always divided it out and delivered it to the door of my room.
They packed the food on a plate, placed it on my door with a small stool, and then reached out and knocked on the door carefully. "Xiaoyu! It's dinner!"
He yelled a word in a hurry, and then immediately flashed.
Buying new clothes for me is to wash them directly, and secretly stuff them into my closet while I am away.
In the days that followed, even though he was still treated as an alien, it was a return to peace.
The feeling of weirdness at the beginning became accustomed to later. Later, I will completely forget the weird man who liked the blue robe that I once appeared.