I swallowed a little nervously, and I don't know if I want to go in and take a look at this moment.
"I wanted to come and have a look before, why... When I got to the door, didn't you have the courage?" Ling Qing smiled, looking back at my expression, but it was extremely serious.
My heart trembled fiercely, and subconsciously looked back at Xuan Cang who was sitting here.
At this time, he also got out of the car, standing at the front of the car and looking at me quietly.
"Yeah!" I nodded tightly, curling up my sweaty hand tightly in an uneasy manner.
Taking a deep breath, I lifted my foot step by step, over Ling Qing's shoulder, and walked inside.
With a half-open door, the house is different from the shabby and dark old house. But the moment I raised my foot and walked in, it overlapped with the scene in my memory.
I stood at the door in a daze, as if another young me came out inside.
Her eyes were glowing red, her hands were slender claws, and her mouth was terrible fangs.
She cats herself, looking at me angrily, purring horribly in her throat.
"Ah!" In the ear, it seemed to hear the mother's tragic exclamation.
I suddenly looked back, but the corner of my eyes inadvertently brushed the door of the master bedroom in my memory, and saw the man lying on the bed, staring at the outside with wide eyes in fear.
Finally returned to this'home', but I... It's more like returning, the quagmire of memories full of estimates and depression.
My heart was like being pressed tightly by a big rock, and a suffocation came from my heart.
I want to escape, but my steps seem to have taken root. I want to go further, but I still don't have the courage to take another step forward.
"Who are you?" A woman's surprised voice suddenly heard.
It resembles the voice in my memory, but it's older than it.
I immediately returned to reality from my memory, looked sideways at the woman, and my depressed heart immediately seemed to be hit hard.
The beautiful young mother, under the baptism of time, has become pale on her temples. The upright figure also became old-fashioned.
The young face of the past is also covered with wrinkles. She is much older than the one in my memory.
"Who are you? How did you come in?" My mother frowned and looked at me suspiciously.
I stared at her in a daze, and the corners of my mouth twitched involuntarily. For a while, I didn't even know how to introduce myself to her.
I can't help but feel a little bit sad in my heart, it turns out... I have grown up, even they don't recognize me anymore
Time is really a magical and ruthless thing, it can change anything that you think will not change. It can also destroy the power of destruction.
"I..." I hesitated, not knowing how to speak.
"Ah!" Suddenly, my mother screamed in shock.
I was taken aback, and hurriedly raised my head to look at her. Stepped forward a few steps, and asked her if something terrible had happened.
Who knows that she looked at me with a pale face and kept waving her hands: "It's you! It's you! You're back... What are you doing back for? Go! Go! Go! Go..."
My mother's panicked voice immediately drew my father inside the house, as well as Ling Qing and Xuan Cang who were standing outside waiting for me.
"I..." Looking at my mother who looked terrified, I stretched out my hand to comfort me. But the closer I got, the more the fear on her face became deeper.
Seeing her fear, I didn't dare to approach at will. I had to stand aside, looking at her feebly, not daring to come closer.
"Yu'er!" Xuan Cang looked at me with a wounded face, and was stunned by me, who was standing by, hurriedly stepped forward and reached out and hugged me into his arms.
"What happened?" The father who came out of the house also looked at us with a look of astonishment.
He glanced at Xuan Cang and Ling Qing first, and finally fell on me.
Just like the previous mother, he stared at me for a while, then his expression trembled, revealing an expression of extreme horror.
"You—" a look of horror appeared in his father's eyes, he immediately pulled his mother, and staggered back a few steps.
"You... You... What are you doing again?" My father stretched out his hand and moved his target directly to Ling Qing and Xuan Cang.
I turned my head to look at Xuan Cang and Ling Qing, and immediately understood that they had already met my parents before.
I can also understand why Xuan Cang and Ling Qing were so surprised when they heard that I was going to see my parents.
Perhaps they are also very clear about my parents' fear of me!
Xuan Cang looked at me worriedly, and pulled the corner of my mouth, revealing a reluctant smile.
"Hey..." Ling Qing sighed helplessly as he looked at my forced smile.
I stretched out my hand and held Xuan Cang's hand, feeling that I was no longer alone at this time.
"Dad! Mom! Thank you..." I held Xuan Cang's hand tightly, bent over to my parents who were standing a few steps away, and bowed.
Although these years, they have not given me any care. But they gave me life and gave me a chance to be born in this world.
And I... will have another chance to meet Xuan Cang and be able to stay with him.
"..." My parents looked at me tremblingly, with a nervous look that didn't even dare to show the atmosphere.
"From now on..." I smiled, but tears burst into my eyes unconsciously.
"You... please take care!" Saying goodbye to them has never been so formal.
And this time, I can say goodbye to my past self!
Instead of worrying about it, it's better to be happy from now on!
I took Xuan Cang, turned and walked outside the house. "let's go!"
Xuan Cang looked at me worriedly in both eyes, let me pull it, and walked outside following my footsteps.
Ling Qing looked at my Xuan Cang who was walking out holding hands, then looked back at the inside of the room, looking at the men and women who walked out of the room with fear and entanglement.
"..." The woman watched the people outside walk away step by step, and she seemed to feel something in her heart. Apart from fear, he cried with bitterness.
The man worriedly watched the people outside leave, and patted the woman's shoulder comfortably with his head down. The helplessness and entanglement in his eyes made him look like a few years old in an instant.
"Hey..." the man flicked. Seeing the daughter who had been so cherished, the wife who was already crying in front of him, had no power to sigh.
Blood is a bond that cannot be abandoned, and feelings are the poison hidden in the bottom of my heart.
At the same time as fear in the bottom of my heart, they are all involved in blood. Unbearable, reluctant, more is the most primitive fear in human nature!
They fear the unknown power, fear of being treated like monsters by other people's eyes. I am afraid of being isolated, and I am afraid that if she is left behind, others will hurt her too!