The hall was also silent, and the dark night enveloped every corner of the room.
There is no moonlight outside, and this space is tremblingly empty.
I have spent countless days and nights by myself before, and I have never felt as afraid of a person as I am today.
I didn't hear the child's voice outside. I couldn't help but wonder if he was tired of playing and fell asleep.
He crept out the door and turned on the light outside.
I walked quietly to the side of the crib and looked inside.
He found that the baby fell asleep on his side while holding the ink fountain and compass that had been leaping late in his hand.
"Heh!" The sleeping baby is very cute, with a small plump face and innocent appearance, which is very fond of people.
If he didn't have a wicked charm, maybe... he would be the child I love and cherish in my arms, enjoying the grace of my parents every day.
It's just... There is no regret medicine in this world! There are not so many imaginary'ifs'...
I have personally been treated like monsters by others, and I know the pain of being abandoned by my parents. I naturally know the pain of being abandoned...
I can't care about the power in him, but I can't ignore his threat to Xuan Cang.
I can't be a sharp edge between their father and son, and I don't want to be a tool in the hands of this child to kill his father.
So... Even if I can't bear it anymore, I can't be merciful to him!
Staring at the child for a long time, the gentleness in his eyes became a little frightened when he saw the blue air suddenly emerging from the child.
I subconsciously got up from the ground, wanting to step back.
Unexpectedly, just as soon as we were together, I saw the white skin on the child's body, as if it had been sucked dry by something, slowly turning black.
The chubby body was also thin.
"Baby! Baby!" Thinking of whether the child is going to die, I turned pale with fright. Regardless of the strange phenomenon on his body, he immediately reached out and lifted him out of the stroller.
The always active child lay in my hands, and I did not respond when I held it hard. The compass and ink fountain in his hand fell to the ground, making a'clamation' sound.
"Baby! Baby! What's wrong with you? Don't scare mother... Don't scare me..." Looking at the child who was not breathing in her arms, tears fell out of her eyes.
But the child in my arms seemed to be unable to hear my voice at all, lying in my arms with his head tilted, his limbs hanging weakly.
"No! No! Baby... I beg you... No..." He never had the courage to use the word'death' on the child in his arms.
My eyes were red, and I cried and rubbed my eyes.
But Ling Qing was not here at this time, and Xuan Cang was unconscious again. As for Violence, who is so fascinating, he no longer knows where he is going.
"Rushi! Rushi! Zhang Rushi... Come out! Child... Save my child... Please... Come out and save my child!" I looked up at the ceiling illuminated by the lights.
Don't know why, he called out the name as shown.
I don't know why I think of her, but I think she always shows up when I need it. Then she must have some way to know my situation here.
In this case, I can only pin my hopes on this possibility.
I don't know if this child dies, whether I still have the courage to live in this world.
This child was what Xuan Cang wanted by all means, and I was born after several months of pregnancy!
I am afraid of him, but I love him more than anyone in this world.
I have never hugged him well, and I haven't let him experience the warmth of his mother...
A shout echoed in the silent night sky. In response to me, there was nothing else but my own echo.
Even the wind seemed to be still outside the window, and no one's answer was heard.
"Zhang Rushi! I beg you... please come out! I know you must be there... come out! Uuuuu..." I shouted with red eyes, holding the child like crazy.
Sitting on the ground with my legs weak, I hugged the child in my arms, embarrassed like a mad woman.
But no matter how I shout or pray.
There was always no reaction around, nor did Zhang Ru show come to see me.
In despair, I sat down on the ground holding the pale-faced child and looked down at him.
"By the way! Blood... Blood!" The idea of raising a baby with blood came to mind inexplicably.
All evil things like human blood.
Since the child was pregnant, he was destined to be different from everyone else. So... As long as I can save him, even if I have to use up the last drop of blood on my body, I will just leave him alone.
If he doesn't teach his father... If he grows up and becomes a terrible person, then... This sin is also on me and Xuan Cang. It is our dereliction of duty that caused his crime!
He is so young that he can't just die like this!
With this thought in my mind, I immediately got up from the ground and ran to the kitchen with the baby in my arms.
There is a knife in the kitchen. As long as I cut my hand and let this kid drink my blood, he will be fine!
Go, once the kitchen, I saw the kitchen knife hanging on the wall at a glance.
"Knife..." I hurriedly walked over, freed a hand and took down the kitchen knife on the wall.
Pushing the child into my arms, I slowly exposed my left wrist.
"As long as... as long as it is cut off! The child will be fine..." Holding the kitchen knife in his right hand, his hand kept shaking.
I'm afraid of the pain when the blade grazes the blood vessels, but I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to save the child in my arms.
He hesitated briefly for two seconds, not wanting to see the image of the knife cutting like skin. I thought about it, closed my eyes, and cut the blade at my wrist.
"Stop!" Suddenly, the sound of shouting stopped in the ear.
I trembled all over, and turned my head in surprise to look at the sign standing at the door of the kitchen.
"If you do this, you will only hurt him! You are not helping him!" Ru Shi walked up to me quickly, and a burst of spiritual power popped out of my wrist, shaking the knife in my hand from my hand.
"Help him! Please help him... I can't let him die! He is my child, he can't die..." There was no time to look at the chopper that fell on the ground. I walked up to Rushi and knelt towards the ground as soon as my knees softened.
As shown, he immediately reached out to support me and looked at me tangledly.
Seeing that I was crying, I sighed helplessly, "Hey! I'm really scared of you..."
I looked at her with joy.
Rushi shook his head again and said: "But you have to think clearly! This child is always a fatal point to the Great Demon King. If you save this child now, he will still kill the Great Devil in the future! This is him Nature..."
"Why?" I don't understand.
Why would a child kill his own father, is this natural