I suddenly found out with grief that I wanted to grow old with Xuan Cang's hand, but... he won't grow old!
When I get old and my youth is gone, can I still lie on his back and be held in his arms so peacefully
Can you not be afraid of others' eyes, hold his hand, and go to the "Little Witch" cake shop with him, and let him eat cake with me
After thinking about us, I suddenly felt sad.
"Hey..." I took a long breath, feeling a sense of sorrow.
Xuan Cang thought that I was worried about the way ahead, so he comforted: "Don't worry! Trust me!"
"Hmm! I believe you!" I nodded.
Looking at him with sad eyes, thinking that one day I will die, then he will become alone again.
Maybe he will be willing to wait for my next life, and then walk with me hand in hand, and spend the beauty of my next life.
But this kind of repeated loss is restored, and I am afraid that one day I will drive Xuan Cang crazy.
It is difficult for people to bear loneliness and coldness, and ghosts are even more so. If this were not the case, there would not be so many ghosts coming out to harm people!
People cheat because they can't stand loneliness, and go out to get friends.
Because ghosts do not want to be alone, they are always lurking somewhere, waiting for someone to snare.
Sometimes people are just so complicated and entangled. When things have not yet developed to the present, they like to worry about results that don't exist yet.
Xuan Cang, who was walking, gradually slowed down.
"Let me down!" I thought he was too tired, so I got off his back.
Xuan Cang let go, put me on the ground carefully, and stared at the road ahead with surprise.
I followed the direction he was looking, and was surprised to find that the footprints on the ground had disappeared one by one.
"This... what's going on?" I looked at Xuan Cang in astonishment, thinking he could give me an answer.
And he just stared blankly at the ground, the footprints he had walked before, one by one disappeared from his eyes.
Xuan Cang said, "There is a formation here... We are trapped!"
I stood there blankly, looking at the thick white snow around me, suddenly felt that the color of the world became a bit monotonous.
The original affection for Shirayuki became a little complicated at this moment.
Human emotions are sometimes so strange.
A thick mist began to drift between the trees above the snow. I know that we are lost, I am afraid it will be more difficult to find the way up the mountain!
"What shall we do now?" I asked.
Xuan Cang lifted his head and looked up at the endless road ahead, and the snow on the road kept returning to its original appearance. The traces we walked through have gradually disappeared.
"Wait as shown to pick us up, or... wait for the sunrise tomorrow!" Xuan Cang put the thing in his hand, looking for a tree, and put it down.
There was a big rock beside the tree. Xuan Cang immediately swept away the white snow around the rock, took out a fluffy mat from the bag and put it down on the rock.
The cushion is not big, I just can sit down alone.
"Get tired! Sit here..." He walked up to me, took my hand, and put me on the cushion carefully.
"This cushion... Where did it come from?" I asked.
Yesterday was very certain. Before yesterday, I had not seen this cushion.
He smiled and didn't speak, turning around and digging out a big red bag, from which he took out a water-blue woolen cloak.
The cloak was a bit like the ones worn by the generals and concubines in ancient times. It was loose and beautiful.
He carefully rounded the cloak around me and wrapped me tightly in it.
"Are you hungry?" He squatted beside me, and touched my frozen red face.
I shook my head in shame: "I'm not hungry!"
In fact, I'm really not hungry right now. I vomited after eating so much before, and then lying on the car and ate so much. Coupled with the fact that it’s freezing now, we can only sleep outside, and indeed there is no desire to eat.
"Okay!" He nodded and sat down beside me with a smile. Reaching over the shoulders, let me rest on his shoulders.
Neither of them spoke, and just sat quietly.
I thought about it for a long time, and finally came up with the problem that has bothered me recently. "Cang! The magical items have been found, next... what are you going to do?"
Xuan Cang trembled, and I looked up at him, only to see his resolute profile. He didn't look down at me, his eyes looked into the distance, with no expression on his face.
I don't know if he doesn't want to tell me yet, or he hasn't made a decision himself. Or... He also doesn't want to think about the things that will be separated later!
I said, "Why do you... give the magical artifacts to Master Lingqing? You trust him?"
"Retrieving the magic weapon Ling Qing also helped a lot. Since his master is just looking at it, let him see it!" Xuan Cang finally spoke.
"But I remember... I didn't want you to..." I remembered what Xuan Cang and Ru Shi said to him that afternoon when Xuan Cang and Ru Shi entered the door. In my subconscious mind, I also feel that this is not unreasonable.
If the former Ling Qing wanted a viewer, he would naturally have nothing to say.
But now after Ling Qing came back, the whole person was weird. And his master, although he is considered a bad person, he is a person who is not very familiar after all.
It took us so much effort and energy to take back the artifact and hand it over to another person who is not familiar with it so easily. I think this is very risky.
Xuan Cang explained: "Yu'er! The matter between their warlock faction..."
I twisted my eyebrows, and some did not agree with him: "Do you think that if you are not allowed to give the magic weapon to the Dao Master Tianji, is it because of the faction dispute?"
"The previous Rushi may not be possible! But the current Rushi..." Xuan Cang said that he was not entirely optimistic about the current Rushi.
Before this, because Xuan Cang hurt Violence and a little bit of anger, but I still don't think she will really have sex with us.
I was a little angry and asked Xuan Cang again: "If Rushe is really such a small-minded person, do you think she will come down to save us?"
"Yu'er! The two are not the same!" Xuan Cang heard my anger and looked at me helplessly.
I took my head off his shoulders, and looked at the snowy ground that Xuan Cang had swept away in front of me with my legs crossed. I said, "But from my point of view, both are the same! If a person is narrow-minded, he will be narrow-minded in everything. It is not a matter of small belly, but this matter is magnanimous."
Xuan Cang looked at me with a dull expression and sighed helplessly. I reached out to touch my head, but I was frustrated and blocked it.
He is not a person who is good at coaxing people. Seeing me like this, he just hugged my hands tightly, raised his head and continued to look at the sky, without saying any more.