After a long time, I thought that he had already left.
He said: "Yu'er! I can tell you that what you are doing now will not hurt anyone."
"Really?" I replied softly, not looking back at him.
The recent Xuan Cang is a bit strange to me.
Although Xuan Cang in the past was always cold, so I couldn’t figure out his thoughts, but I knew he was always him. I just need him to stand by my side, even if he doesn’t say anything, it’s enough to make me feel at ease. .
But now Xuan Cang, I can't see his heart. Although he is standing in front of me and holding me with his hand, I feel that he is so far away from me, so far away I can hardly see his figure.
"It's late! It's windy outside, rest early!" Xuan Cang patted me on the head lightly, turned and walked out of the room.
I stood in front of the window and took a breath. Although my eyes were looking out the window, my mind was still on Xuan Cang who walked to the door.
Xuan Cang walked to the door of the room, suddenly stood still, and looked back at me.
He looked at me quietly, waited for a while, then hesitated and said, "The phone is off!"
Hearing this, my face became stiff, and my body instinctively tightened. I didn't dare to look back at Xuan Cang, but my expression became uncontrollable and started to get hot.
He said: "Ask me if you want to know in the future, I will never hide it from you!"
I lowered my head and looked at the edge of the bed in front of me, pressing my lips tightly without saying a word.
Xuan Cang waited quietly for a while, seeing that I didn't respond, he sighed and pulled the door slowly and closed it slowly.
The moment the door closed, Xuan Cang paused again.
He said with a volume that both of us can hear: "The most important thing between husband and wife is to trust each other!"
After speaking, he closed the door, and the sound of footsteps faded away from the door.
Listening to Xuan Cang's long footsteps, I could no longer contain the shame and sadness in my heart. I squatted weakly in front of the window, hugged me and started crying.
The hotness on my face was as if Xuan Cang had just slapped me fiercely on the face.
And what I'm sad about is not because he noticed my caution, but what he finally said, the most important thing between husband and wife is mutual trust.
I never doubted him, but felt a little unhappy about their deliberate avoidance of me. I am his wife, and I have a share in retrieving the artifacts.
Maybe I didn't play a role, and I didn't help much. But I have been working hard, trying to help him achieve his goal.
But now that all the artifacts are gathered, why are we discussing the activation method of the artifacts, but they want to back me and guard me like this? It seems that I am the extra outsider, and my existence has caused trouble to them.
I cried for a long time that night, until I squatted on the ground, waiting to react, my whole body was numb.
I tried to stand up from the ground, but my body was so numb as if it wasn't mine anymore.
I cried for a long time that night, until I squatted on the ground, waiting to react, my whole body was numb.
I tried to stand up from the ground, but my body was so numb as if it wasn't mine anymore.
I dare not speak out, dare not call someone to help me. I had to be like a paralyzed patient, lying on the ground waiting for the numbness to pass.
I moved my body a little bit, crawling from the window to the bed.
Since I met Xuan Cang, I have never felt so pitiful and lonely like I am today.
After returning to the bed, I took off my cloak and pulled over the quilt, and stuffed myself into the quilt. I curled up into a ball and swallowed the sourness in my heart.
I slept very badly that night, and had all kinds of dreams all night.
I dreamed that I had graduated from university and went to the graveyard for an interview. Then I met Sister Zhou. Later, I was forced to marry a ghost king.
The only difference is that I ran away... I kept running forward in the dark, and the red wedding gown I was forced to wear made me look very strange in the dark.
I just ran like that, and finally ran to only me and the endless darkness around me.
After a white light flashed above my head, I suddenly opened my eyes from the darkness and woke up from my dream.
I looked at the white room and realized that it was already dawn.
Because of crying all night, my eyes were a little red and swollen.
Fortunately, in the master bedroom where Xuan Cang and I live, we have our own bathroom.
I immediately lifted the quilt and got out of bed, wanting to get some hot water to put on my eyes.
But I just got up by the bed, maybe I got up too hard, and my head immediately felt dizzy.
Sit back on the bed feebly, and rested for a while while holding his head, the dizziness felt better.
Waiting for my body to regain strength, I got up and went to the bathroom.
I adjusted the water to the hottest, wrapped hot hot water in a towel and applied it several times. After seeing the eyes in the mirror became normal, I gave up and continued to toss.
After cleaning himself up, he opened the door and walked out.
Seeing a few sets of clothes scattered in the closet, I took a white down jacket and fleece jeans and put on them.
I checked the time and it was ten o'clock in the morning. Jianer should have been awake by now, and I don't know if he has eaten breakfast. When children are growing up, it is very important to have meals on time.
I hurriedly packed myself up, I opened the door of the room and was about to go to Jian'er's room, and saw that Jian'er was already standing at the door.
Seeing him stunned, he seemed to have been standing there for a long time.
"Jian'er? Why are you..." I looked at Jian'er in amazement, I didn't understand why he was just standing here, and I didn't know how to knock on the door.
Jian'er looked up at me a little awkwardly, and said, "Mom... I don't know why, I'm so sad."
"What's wrong, baby?" Looking at Jian'er's red eyes, I immediately pulled him into the room from the door, and knelt down and looked at him worriedly.
He shook his head, reached out and rubbed his eyes. Pouting a little mouth and said: "I don't know, since I woke up in the morning, I feel like this..."
He stretched out his little chubby hand and pointed to his heart. "It feels sour here, it's like... It's like something is pressed down, it's sad."
"Huh?" I looked at him in panic and stretched out his little hand. Reached out and touched his forehead, squeezed his face again, and then reached out to cover his little hand.
The temperature of his forehead was normal, his complexion did not appear pale or sick, and his hands were warm. The whole body is also normal, and it does not look like sick.
But he said he was sad, and he said his chest was uncomfortable.
Ben felt a little sad about what happened last night, and I was immediately occupied by worry.
"Go! Baby, mom takes you to the hospital!" I am not a doctor and I don't know how to see a doctor. Immediately I took Jian'er's hand and walked out the door, planning to take him to the hospital.
Jian'er held my hand tightly, and said with a face of reluctance: "No! I don't want to go to the cold and white place, I don't want it!"
In other words, he actually knew something was causing trouble in the dark.