But when I think about it now, I think it's just because I care about myself too much.
Thinking that I am weak anyway, and I can't change anything anyway. Rather than desperately being beaten to death by the opponent, it is better to do nothing and directly give a result with the least harm.
On the surface it looks like this is a smart choice for me, but in the final analysis it is just me who is acting selfishly!
There have been too many things that are impossible to make possible in this world, because they feel that they can't do it, so they don't do it. Just as the other self who didn't know whether he really appeared again said yesterday, it's better to be alive than to die.
Because only when you die can you be truly, and no longer trouble people around you, and don't become a burden to them.
In this world, people who do not work hard to complain are never welcome. Unfortunately, I became that kind of person without knowing it.
At this moment, I finally decided to change myself.
After seeing Violence next door, I finally made up my mind to go down the mountain to find Xuan Cang.
Before leaving, I also moved Violence to a hidden place under the yard. That was the place where I followed Rushi to see Luciyao.
Looking at Lu Xiyao lying on the stone bed with closed eyes, the sadness in my heart suddenly surged.
We all walked with each other through the hardships and hardships.
On the way to collect the artifact, we met Lingqing and Luciyao. We get along as family.
But now... Lucia has fallen, lying here, life or death is unknown. Ling Qing also seemed to have changed a person, no longer the unruly mad Taoist priest.
If this time down the mountain, what happened to Xuan Cang again. I... I really want to change back into a person again!
I am scared and lonely. This feeling that the whole world is only one person is stronger than ever.
"Lu Xiyao!" I stood beside Lu Xiyao's bed, looking at him faintly.
He stretched out his hand and gently touched his forehead, but there was a chill from his hand.
My heart jumped, and my whole body immediately became tense. Subconsciously stretched out my hand to explore his snort, I saw that my hand was shaking, so that I couldn't tell whether it was the airflow of his breathing or the tremor of my own.
I took a deep breath and moved my fingers from under his nose to the pulse on his neck.
This time, I really felt the weak pulse beating from under the fingertips.
"Huh..." I let out a long sigh of relief. After waiting for the hanging heart to fall, I was startled to realize that my eyes were red, and my tight body felt sore.
"Luxiyao! I hope you will be awake when I come to see you next time!" I sighed while standing by the side of Luciyao's bed and looking at it.
I stepped forward and kissed him gently on his forehead, just like the kiss my father had dropped on my forehead when I was scared when I was a child.
This boy who has always been by my side, I regard him as a younger brother, and sincerely hope he wakes up. His life is full of sunshine and everything goes smoothly!
He has suffered too much in his life. Father, mother, favorite girl... all left him. But this kind of him has never lost that righteous innocent heart.
He didn't blame others, and he had never been vicious. But in this world full of decadent aura, ups and downs, struggling to live.
If God really has a kind heart, he should also give him some sunshine to such a boy!
After I settled Violence and Lucia, I took a bunch of ropes that I had searched out of each room and set off in the direction of the mountain.
The reason why I brought this bunch of ropes was also because I remembered that the last time Xuan Cang and I went up the mountain to find Ru Shi Jiao Er, we were trapped halfway up the mountain.
Last time Xuan Cang was still with me. This time I went down the mountain alone, and I was even more uncertain about whether I would get lost halfway.
That's why I thought about using the rope method to prevent me from getting lost in the middle of the road, when I was in a dilemma, and instead trapped myself in the woods.
When I came to the entrance of the forest leading to the bottom of the mountain, I immediately picked the most conspicuous tree and tied the rope on my hand.
Then he pinched the other end of the rope and walked down the mountain step by step.
All the way to the bottom of the mountain, there was a very conspicuous road in front of him, which seemed a little different from the scene when he was on the Xuancang Mountain.
I was still a little worried that the rope in my hand would not be long enough when I went down the mountain.
But when I walked all the way to the foot of the mountain and looked at the familiar intersection in front of me, I realized that it was the rope in my hand, and there was still a lot of it left.
Standing in the woods, looking at the familiar sight outside from a distance. I can even remember that when Xuan Cang and Luciyao came to this forest, everyone fell into a fog and dispersed.
Stepping out of the woods with one foot, at the intersection outside, you saw a yellow-green bus.
I was stunned for a moment, some wondering why there are buses in this poor country
He walked out of the woods full of doubts, and the rope in his hand suddenly disappeared.
I immediately turned my head and looked behind me. The previously clear "Kangzhuang Avenue" was immediately blocked by thick fog and branches.
The way down the mountain is already indistinguishable.
I feel strange in my heart, but I don't intend to explore it. All in all, I have successfully descended the mountain, haven't I
Looking at the bus with a puzzled look, I raised my foot and walked towards the bus without much thought.
When I walked to the car, the door opened with a bang.
The one who appeared before my eyes was really the bus driver who used to ride in the past.
"Qi Wu?" I opened my eyes wide and called out his name in exclamation.
I used to hear Xuan Cang, it seems that is how he called him.
He nodded at me and grinned. He said, "Madam! Get in the car!"
"You... why are you here?" I looked at him in surprise. Thinking about it, the bus route he drove shouldn't reach this place, right
He grinned, a hint of embarrassment on his honest face.
He stretched out his hand and scratched his head and said, "My lord said... Don't let me say that he told me to wait here!"
"..." Listening to Qi Wu's words, I was taken aback for a moment. A smile appeared on his face immediately, and my heart suddenly felt sweet.
I lifted my foot into the car and asked him, "When did you come?"
"I came after you followed the teacher girl that day!" Qi Wu replied without hesitation. Immediately after the engine car, stepped on the accelerator and started.
I was stunned after hearing what he said, thinking that Xuan Cang already knew that I was leaving on the day I left. What's more, when he talked to me that day, he already knew that I would leave later, so he...