Because of my grievances, I was so depressed for a while that I didn't want to talk to Xuan Cang again.
Even if he is free sometimes, sitting in the office, drinking tea, and talking to Sister Zhou, I just ignore him, as if I can't see his existence.
Sister Zhou realized the contradiction between Xuan Cang and I. She wanted to ask me what was going on several times, but because of my indifferent attitude, she quietly shut up.
"Sister Zhou! Last time I wore the skirt and shoes back, where did you receive it?" On the seventh day of Guo Rui's disappearance, I suddenly remembered the black and white printed skirt and high heels.
Sister Zhou looked up at me, Nana replied: "I already like to be clean, and it's hanging in your closet!"
"Oh!" I replied, and looked down at the time on the computer. It was almost six o'clock in the afternoon.
I got up to pack my things, and prepared to go to the inner courtyard after get off work to find the clothes.
"Madam!" Sister Zhou stopped me suddenly.
There was a pause in my tidying up, and I looked up and responded. "what?"
Sister Zhou hesitated. "You and your lord..."
"I'm fine with him!" I didn't want to hear her say Xuan Cang, I quickly sorted out the information on the desk, turned around and walked away from the desk, and walked back.
"Tell the adults that you saw the hoisting banners. It was me. If you want to blame it, please blame me! I..." Sister Zhou said hurriedly.
I took a step, although I knew that this matter must have something to do with Sister Zhou. But she is just as a servant, doing things for herself in the master, she is not wrong!
"You just did what you should do, and you are not wrong!" I said truthfully.
Sister Zhou frowned slightly, and couldn't help saying again: "So... Madam! Do you really think that adult, is he deliberately watching you joke? If he told you at the time that Guo Rui was lying to you, he had bad intentions and called If you stay away from him... will you believe what an adult says?"
These words stunned me! I never thought about the question of whether I would believe what Xuan Cang said.
Quietly standing still thinking for a while, I sighed softly.
I walked from the front office to the bedroom, but I kept asking the question that sister Zhou asked me just now.
After that question rang in my head countless times, I finally got the answer.
That is-no!
I would not believe what Xuan Cang said, I would only think that he was restricting my personal freedom. He just wanted to trap me in his world. He didn't want me to have too many friends.
But even so, so what? Still unable to change, he sat and watched these things happen!
Maybe those things Guo Rui said before he left were all right! Human nature is indeed more terrifying than ghosts, and human beings will eventually die on their own greed.
Compared with this, what I care more about is that if these ghosts like them are going to harm people, it is simply more terrifying than human beings. Their intentions are even more invincible by human beings.
Their existence is a derivative of human desire!
No attachment, no regrets, no unwillingness, no desire... there would be no existence of them!
When people die, the ghost should enter another world instead of living with people in this sun.
I packed the skirt and shoes that Guo Rui bought in a clean shopping bag, carried the bag and said hello to sister Zhou before going out.
As if she knew that I was going out, Sister Zhou had been standing at the door of the office waiting for me.
And when I walked to the bus stop and saw the black city off-road vehicle parked there, I was sure that Sister Zhou had indeed known in advance that I was going out!
I hesitated, walked to the black SUV and stopped.
Xuan Cang wore white canvas pants with a white shirt, and a light blue casual suit jacket outside.
Xuan Cang with short hair is less elegant and classical with long hair, but more refreshing and fashionable.
It is undeniable that a handsome guy is a handsome guy. No matter what kind of outfit he wears, he is pleasing to the eye.
"Get in the car!" Xuan Cang walked up to me, but the tall figure couldn't stop the sun slanting westward behind him.
I looked at him and nodded in response. "Um!"
After Xuan Cang got into the car, both of them were silent along the way. I didn't speak, Xuan Cang kept staring at the road outside.
Xuan Cang didn't ask me where I was going, and drove the car directly to Huahe Square. My mind always seems to be concealed from him. But sometimes, he is still as stupid as an ordinary man.
The car stopped in the parking lot. Xuan Cang didn't know where he had learned it, and suddenly walked around the body and walked to my side. The gentleman opened the door for me.
I unfastened my seat belt and looked at Xuan Cang who was standing outside the car door.
"Perhaps... I really don't trust you a little bit!" I hesitated all the way, but finally spoke first.
Xuan Cang looked up at me blankly, with some surprises in his eyes.
Because of this slight accident, I suddenly felt that it was indeed a wise move that I chose to say these words.
I want to smile at him, but I can't.
"But... Have you really trusted me?" I glanced at him faintly, turned and got out of the car.
Xuan Cang was silent from beginning to end.
He didn't say much, but when he walked to my side, he reached out and held my hand in his hand.
My body froze for a while, but I held back my head to look at him.
I am a little tired of him being able to easily grasp me in everything, guessing my reaction and what I want to do, but I still have an unpredictable reaction to him!
There are always many people in the underground parking lot of Huahe Plaza after get off work.
When we were waiting for the elevator, as soon as the door opened, a group of people swarmed out from inside.
Xuan Cang immediately protected me with his hands, separating me from the crowded group of people.
I think he started to look a bit like an ordinary man in the world!
"Perhaps... I trust you far more than you think!" After those people left, he whispered in my ear.
I looked up in surprise and saw him pulling me into the elevator sideways.
The sentence just now seemed like my auditory hallucination. I didn't hear it really, so that I wondered if I really heard it.
Xuan Cang pressed the 5th floor of the elevator and looked at the icon. It seemed that it was a food city.
"You have something to eat first!" he replied.
"Oh!" The corners of my mouth moved, but I still didn't say what I refused.
In fact, I am a little hungry too!
There were only two people in the elevator, Xuan Cang and I. In the small space, the two of them didn't talk, and they always felt a little dull.
"Did you... never eat?" Thinking of meeting him, it seemed that I had never seen him eat.
Although occasionally I see him drink water, but I see a lot of ghosts, like Guo Rui, they are all like normal people who can eat!
"I don't need to pretend!" Xuan Cang's answer immediately extinguished my desire to communicate with him calmly.