Su Yan thought about this hug for three years, even if he deliberately wanted to forget and start a new life, subconsciously, he had dreamed of such a scene countless times, but he did not expect that this day would actually come.
"I'm sorry—" Su Yan hugged Xiao Xia tightly after listening to the crying that had been suppressed for three years. His heart ached. He didn't know what he should say to comfort her. After a long time, he could only say this sentence. Three years of apology came.
In midsummer, weeping and crying, like a child, clutching Su Yan's clothes tightly, she was afraid of letting go, just like three years ago, she cooked for him at home and sat on the sofa by herself. Counting the time, staring at the door, listening to him opening the door, and then eating together.
It's just that he never opened the door, only the phone call from the hospital...
She bit down Su Yan's shoulder severely, and even the blood oozes out, but Su Yan can't feel the pain at all, because the most painful thing at the moment is his heart.
"You owe me, you owe me..." Xiao Xia kept saying this, whimpering in a low voice, until her voice became smaller and smaller, and she fainted.
Su Yan gently let go of Xiao Xia, watching her sound asleep, she didn't wake her up with soul power for the first time. In the past three years, she was too tired, even if she forced a laugh every day, she still couldn't beat her inner fatigue.
Su Yan gently hugged Xiao Xia, glanced at Xiong Da and the others, who seemed to understand, and hugged her and walked towards their former home...
He Suye stared blankly, and finally sighed bitterly, then looked at the kindergarten, turned and left, Xiong Da and the others looked at each other and followed Su Yan as they walked step by step.
Looking at the dust-free home, Su Yan gently placed Xiaoxia on her, wiped away her tears with her hand, gently pushed away the hair sticking to her face, looked at her sweet look, and leaned down. Kissed her on the forehead.
"sorry-"
Su Yan just lay down in front of the bed and looked at her quietly. After a long time, she suddenly laughed. If she hadn't been electrocuted, everything would be like usual. This scene is so beautiful, he should be the happiest in the world. people.
However, after experiencing so many incidents, the older he grew up and mature, he also learned to take responsibility and responsibility. He has lived again for two lives.
The room is very clean. I remember the last time I came back, everything in the room was covered with white cloth, but this time, the furniture was all available, and there were toiletries on the table not far away. It can be seen that Xiaoxia seems to come back often Live here.
The portrait of himself on the table in the living room is gone, and Lily, which he once liked very much, is placed on it. This is just like the former home.
Su Yan turned her head, looked at Xiaoxia's teardrop eyelashes, and spoke for the second time.
"sorry-"
Brother Xiong Dasan also came, did not come in to disturb Su Yan, but sat on the stairs outside, guessing the relationship between Su Yan and this girl, and finally took out a smartphone that Su Yan bought for each of them. I did research, and occasionally a function was figured out, and the whole corridor was audible.
After a long time, Xiaoxia opened her eyes with trembling eyelashes and looked at the familiar roof. Then she turned her head slightly and looked at Su Yan, who was holding her hand tightly and squatting on the side. The words hugged firmly.
"Where have you been, where have you been?" Xiaoxia kept punching Su Yan's back and shouting.
Su Yan coughed dryly: "If you continue to fight like this, I will be maimed by you. Just like the joke you made before, you will probably be responsible to me for the rest of your life."
"It's good for you to be disabled, so you can't go anywhere, so I will support you, and I will be willing to support you for the rest of my life," Xiaoxia whimpered and stopped after a few beats, for fear that he would really be beaten. , Just hold it like this, no longer say a word.
In the room, quietly, there are only two men and women who are hugging each other, everything is silent...
"Okay, if I hold it down like this, my legs will be numb," Su Yan jokingly patted Xiao Xia's back after a long time.
Xiao Xia chuckled, then pouted and let go of Su Yan, watching Su Yan beating his sore legs and sitting on the edge of the bed.
He thought that he would never see that face in his life, he could only live in a dream. His body was also cremated by himself, and then buried in the cemetery. In the first year, except for coming back every half month to clean the room, He went to the cemetery to sweep the tomb and talked to him, but the last person left quietly.
Xiao Xia stretched out her hand, touched Su Yan's face, feeling the temperature.
"Am I really not dreaming?"
"No, I'm really back, Xiaoxia, I'm sorry—" Su Yan's eyes were red, and he grabbed the hand on his face with one hand and kissed it softly.
Xiaoxia nodded quickly: "Well, I knew it was not a dream, not a dream, you will definitely come back."
"A year ago, you also came back, right?" Xiao Xia suddenly said.
Su Yan trembled and nodded bitterly: "Well, I've been back."
"Then this time, if I don't call you, are you not going to see me and hide from me?" Xiaoxia asked again in a trembled voice.
Su Yan bit her lip, not knowing how to answer, and finally nodded: "Yes!"
"You bastard!" Xiaoxia suddenly shouted hoarse.
"I, I'm afraid to disturb your new life, I, I'm afraid—" Su Yan didn't know what to say.
"New life? It’s good for me to give me someone I don’t like at all? It’s to make me start a new life? Su Yan, why have you become so selfish? Have you ever cared about it? Do I like it or not? New life?" Xiaoxia cried as she spoke.
Su Yan stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, and quickly reacted: "Is that Jiang Jingyu is not good to you? I'll find him now."
Su Yan was about to get up, Xiao Xia took his arm and said, "I am not married. After you left that day, I returned him the proposal ring. I have been waiting for you for these two years, and I know you will eventually have it. Will be back one day."
Listening to Xiao Xia's words, Su Yan turned around with a trembling body, looked at the tearful eyes of her inconceivably, and slowly sat down and pulled her against her chest.
"Why are you? I don't know if I can come back again. It's not worth it. I don't deserve it." Su Yan stroked Midsummer's hair with sorrow and kissed her head. NS.
"Whether it's worth it or not is my final say, Su Yan, what happened? You have already..." After Midsummer's long absence, he also remembered this unusual thing and raised his head to look at Su Yan.
Su Yan looked at Xiao Xia, decided not to hide any more, and gritted his teeth, telling all the things that happened after his death... (End of this chapter)