I also want to repent of my merits and sins, and I also want to find my way back when I have lost my way, but the words of turning back to the shore are not suitable for me. I have fallen too deep, and if I want to go back, some people will keep trying to drag me to hell. — Xiao Ran
When Chu Qingyan walked out of the yard, Xiao Xu was already waiting outside, she walked up quickly, Xiao Xu immediately stretched out his hand to hold her, then frowned, "Why are your hands so cold?"
As he spoke, he wrapped her hand in his palm to keep her warm.
Chu Qingyan replied absently, "It should be a little windy today."
As soon as she finished her words, Xiao Xu took off the cloak from her body and put it on her shoulders, put her arms around her shoulders and pressed it into his arms, and led her forward like this, "It seems that we will have to go out in the future. I'll dress you thicker."
Warmth surrounded his body in an instant, Chu Qingyan returned to his senses, and he couldn't help laughing and crying, "Then it's really a ball!"
"Then you have to keep warm." Xiao Xu said without doubt.
Chu Qingyan smiled and shook her head, and went with him.
"What were you thinking just now? So engrossed in your thoughts?" Walking forward with her in his arms, Xiao Xu tightened her clothes before saying.
It was still seen by the big ice cube, but Chu Qingyan never thought to hide it.
"I chatted with Xiao Ran a lot, I can see that he has repented, but I don't know why, when I left the yard, my heart was very uneasy, it may be that Xiao Ran is too calm! It is different from what I imagined. ."
Xiao Xu condensed his mind, thought for a while, and said, "This time he is indeed more sensible, maybe it is because he has really repented. to answer.
Chu Qingyan nodded, "Maybe I'm thinking too much." At this time, the baby in her belly kicked her, successfully diverting her attention.
"If you're worried about anything and want to see him later, I'll let someone arrange it."
Chu Qingyan glanced at him, "My big ice cube is so generous!"
Xiao Xu laughed, "What do you think, I think he just wants to be a good brother now."
"Right!"
After the two sides looked at each other, they couldn't help but laugh.
The black figure hugged the petite person and walked back slowly. The sun was warm and the tree shadows were swirling, as if they saw the end of the world.
As the evening approached, Chu Qingyan woke up, drank a bowl of tonic soup, and got ready when a message exploded in the air like a dull thunder.
Xiao Ran is gone.
"What do you mean by gone?" Chu Qingyan sat up from the collapse in shock, her eyes widened, as if she didn't understand what the other party said at all.
Jinxin bowed and lowered his eyebrows, "After the Fourth Highness returned to the Heavenly Prison, he took poison. When the guards found out, he had already gone."
He has gone.
These words were like invisible threads, tightening her heart bit by bit.
An hour ago, she still had a good chat with him. From the past to the present, he still laughed at her as thin as a bamboo pole when she was a child. Just like that, that innocent boy just disappeared from her life
At this time, Xiao Xu, who received the news, rushed back. When he appeared in the inner hall, Chu Qingyan seemed to have caught a life-saving straw. Covering his shirt, tears welled up in his eyes, "They told me that Xiao Ran is dead, isn't that true?"
Xiao Xu lowered his eyes, his eyes floated with sorrow, "The news is correct, he did leave."
Tears burst out of her eyes, and she hugged him and cried out in grief.
Xiao Xu picked her up and walked to the bed, then hugged her in his arms and accompanied her silently.
After his subordinates came to report, he immediately rushed to the sky prison. When he got to the cell, he found that he couldn't even walk in.
"He went away peacefully and painlessly."
Chu Qingyan's tears were like beads with a broken thread, and she choked up when she heard the voice, "Big ice cube, can you understand that feeling? The person who was talking and laughing with you just a moment ago disappeared in a blink of an eye. This is gone, it's not that it's not in front of me, but it's never going to be seen again, big ice cube, I'm so sad!"
Xiao Xu followed her back and said in a low voice, "Why don't I feel this way?"
"I have known each other since I first came to Kyoto, and Dong Ting. They are all friends I have known since childhood, but now one's life and death are unknown, and one is forever separated from each other. I think God is cruel!"
Seeing that the little guy was about to cry, Xiao Xu couldn't bear it, he patted her on the back and comforted her, "Perhaps for Xiao Ran, this can really relieve him."
She raised her head, reached out to touch his face, and said helplessly and sadly, "Big Ice Cube, no matter what happens in the future, you can't leave me."
He covered her hand and said earnestly and firmly, "No. I will always accompany you and our children."
After getting the promise, Chu Qingyan leaned back into his arms, silent tears, and whispered, "We all need to be fine, fine..."
Life is always going and losing. Sometimes, the person who promised to accompany you to watch the scenery may disappear at the moment when you turn around.
So, while still being able to reach out to each other, still be able to hear each other's voice, cherish it, whether it is love, resentment, hatred, pain, I would rather he or she live in front of us, rather than They can only be found in the memories.
Two days later, someone sent several boxes, saying that Xiao Ran had explained it.
Chu Qingyan asked people to open it, and there were all kinds of gifts neatly placed inside.
Rattle drums, butterfly paper kites, rotating lanterns, beautiful bracelets, beautiful stones…
Packed one by one, each with elegant words written on it.
Give your nephew the full moon ceremony, the first birthday ceremony, the second birthday ceremony, the wedding ceremony, the weak crown ceremony...
Because he wasn't sure if it was a boy or a girl in her belly, he prepared one for each.
I still remember that day, she deliberately told him that she would prepare every birthday present for her child.
Didn't think he was ready long before his arrest.
Thinking of last year, the first reunion after five years of separation, he also prepared a box of gifts for her to make up for the missing years of her birthday.
Imagining the scene where he prepared these gifts with apology and anticipation, Chu Qingyan hugged the gifts, closed his eyes and wept silently.
It turned out that before the robbery field, he no longer missed this world.
Knowing that it was a net of heaven and earth, I stepped into it without any regrets.
Qingyan, you are my purest warmth in this world, and my memory of the world, but I am so dirty, how dare I catch you who is as clean as ever
You are my most beautiful memory and my last redemption in this world.
However, this life has been missed, I do not want to use such a face to stay by your side.
If there is an afterlife, I will live well and be a useful person.
I will always bless you, peace and joy!
Dear girl, goodbye!