There was still a "sizzling" sound in the stove, and now there is no need to watch it anymore, Xiao Yao found a step at random and sat down without looking away from the stove.
Bingmei looked at him sitting on the ground, she didn't have the arrogance that a young master should have, just like he and the cook were chatting and joking just now.
She suddenly couldn't understand this person, as if every time she saw him, he gave people a different feeling.
Although it's always been stupid.
Sometimes, what people see is just the side that others want to see.
This is what Chu Qingyan said, but when she faced Xiao Yao, she couldn't help but think back to this sentence.
Xiao Yao just wanted her to go back first, don't stay here with him and blow the cold wind, when she felt that she was sitting beside him, and she was a little flattered. This ice beauty is not always hard to serve and difficult to approach, why is it today? so abnormal
Bingmeiren didn't give him time to think, and said directly, "Actually, you don't have to do things like boiling medicine yourself."
Saying that, she turned to look at him, her eyes still as calm as water.
Xiao Yao felt that her calm and icy appearance was nothing like what a teenage girl should have. He really wanted to tear off the icy mask on her face to see what she really looked like.
But he knew that he was not qualified and had no position to do so.
He put his hands behind his head and said casually, "Kong Ling said that there are several medicines in this medicine that can't be mistaken, if the weight is wrong, then your life will be lost, so I insist on saving people to the end, and send Buddha to I will also do the same for the West's principle, no thanks, I have nothing to do anyway, just find a fun for myself and pass the time."
If he were an ordinary person, he would definitely be dismayed by his words, and he wouldn't leave anyone feeling grateful anyway.
If she didn't know him, I'm afraid she would think so too, but after getting along with him during this period of time, she knew that he was a person who said he didn't care on the surface, but would do something seriously in his heart.
"Duplicitous." This was her evaluation of him.
Xiao Yao was stunned for a moment, then touched his nose, why does this person never leave room for others to speak
"Aren't you the same?" He didn't mean to refute her, but he just felt that she was more of a person who couldn't express herself than himself.
But it was rare that he actually got her answer.
"I'm used to it."
Ice Beauty said lightly, then looked over the eaves and looked at the sky.
This answer, with the desolation and loneliness that did not match her age, made people feel sour and wanted to pity her.
This is Xiao Yao's mood at this time.
"I'm curious, what kind of environment did you grow up in." This was the first time in so many days that he couldn't help but blurt out her past.
Bingmei lowered her eyes, "In an ordinary environment, there is nothing to say."
Rejection is obvious.
Xiao Yao knew the interest and did not ask any further questions, but felt a little lost in his heart.
"What about you?" Noticing that he seemed a little down, Bingmeiren also felt that her answer was too ruthless and direct, so she couldn't help asking.
When Xiao Yao heard the words, he put down his hands, put one hand on his knee, and leaned on his knee with the other to support his chin, with a little light in his eyes, "Contrary to your ordinary, it can be said that I can't say enough."
"Come and listen," she said.
Xiao Yao smiled lowly, "It's all over, there's nothing to say."
He didn't care about her inconsistency just now, but he really felt that there was nothing to say about the past. Whether it was the shadow of childhood or the lingering life after growing up, it has passed away and is buried in memory. , Now, the nightmare is over, and he has started a new life.
Suddenly, she felt that he was also a person with a story, and the level of sadness inside was no less than hers.
Just when she felt something in her heart, she felt that she could control herself a little in the future and stop being so vicious towards him.
However, the object of her sympathy, a bowl of lean corn porridge, which had been transformed from nowhere, was brought to her with a smile on her face.
"I haven't eaten dinner yet! Pad the stomach first, the medicine can only be drunk after meals."
Looking at him as if nothing was wrong, the sympathy and pity for him just now stuck in her chest, neither up nor down, but her body responded before her reason, and when she came back to her senses, her hand had already taken it. He took out the bowl and stuffed a spoon in his other hand.
"You..." She hesitated, not thinking what to say.
Xiao Yao pointed at himself, confused, "What happened to me? I've already eaten."
After he interrupted her like this, she finally thought of what to say, "You seem happy every day, so there's nothing to worry about?"
In fact, what she wants to say is that you are happy and happy, and you are unhappy and happy. Don't you think it's very tiring
Her temperament is like a pool of stagnant water, and her life is also a pool of stagnant water, no matter what happens, it will not make waves.
And Xiao Ran is like her extreme. Every day is lively and lively. She doesn't want to be as lifeless as her, and she can always find insignificant surprises in life.
For example, the jasmine in the yard is blooming, there is a gopher hole in the ground, and ants are running around carrying leaves...
She really couldn't figure out why people could live like this.
When Xiao Yao was asked by her, he was stunned at first, then lowered his eyes and smiled softly.
"No way, if you have tried to be locked in a dark room for seven days and seven nights when you were two or three years old, with no dripping rice, no dripping water, and no one to accompany you, it was dark everywhere, as if you were the only one left in the world. When you are alone, when you come out, you will feel that even the sound of wind and rain is like the sound of nature."
Bingmeiren looked at him subconsciously, but he lowered his head, the shadows cast by the trees on his face, and could not see his expression at this time, but at this moment, her heart clenched.
"Because you have tasted the darkest silence in the world, you will be afraid in your heart, you will be afraid of being alone, so from then on, I will go wherever it is lively, I will not cry if I can laugh, and if I can walk freely, I will not will always be in one place.”
Because, I am afraid, I am afraid that as soon as I calm down, it will be like returning to that dark captivity, alone, no matter how much you knock on the door, no one will pay attention to you, no one can save you, and no one will save you. .
You are like being abandoned by the world, like a walking dead.
Although his voice was calm, without any ups and downs, not like the usual out of tune, but in this way, people could feel the impact of that experience on him more keenly.
At this moment, Bingmeiren was suddenly able to empathize with what Chu Qingyan said.
You can't really look at the surface when looking at people.