Chu Qingyan thought she would see a sick Bing Beauty lying on the bed, but I felt pity.
Where do you know that as soon as you enter the door, you will see the desperate Saburo sitting at the desk and writing hard.
"What are you doing? Don't know if you should lie down and recuperate when you are sick?"
Chu Qingyan walked to the table, raised her hand and knocked on the table with a worried tone.
Gongsun Xue, who was so engrossed in writing, didn't notice her entering the door, and only raised her head at this moment, looking at the stunning woman in red clothes and black hair before her, she returned to her senses.
"I couldn't be idle, so I took care of all the government affairs left over from the past," she said, putting down her pen, with a puzzled face, "Did Mrs. Xiao have anything to do with me?"
Chu Qingyan laughed and teased her, "Can't I come and visit you if I have nothing to do?"
Gongsun Xue said embarrassedly, "Of course not."
Chu Qingyan restrained her smile and said, "You have been coming and going a lot in the past two days. I didn't come here very often. I came here a few times, and you were all in a coma, and I only met you today."
Gongsun Xue said gratefully, "Thank you for worrying, my health is much better."
Seeing that she didn't love herself so much, Chu Qingyan couldn't help but say a few words, "It's much better, you can't waste it like this, it's not like you have no one under your command, just leave it to them to do it, and there's no need to keep faith. Is it? You are at a special moment now, don't be so tired!"
Gongsun Xue knew that she was caring about herself, and accepted it humbly. Seeing that she was still standing, she immediately ordered someone to watch the seat.
Chu Qingyan took a seat next to her, and the servants also served hot tea. She had just eaten dinner and couldn't drink anything at this time, so she put the teacup on the table and started talking about business.
"I heard that you don't want to go to Xixuan with me?"
When she appeared, Gongsun Xue knew that she should have come for this matter, and had already prepared a speech.
"I can't bear to be here. After all, it's a native place, and the high priest is also ordering people to find famous doctors. I think it's the same to stay here and treat diseases with peace of mind."
Chu Qingyan shook her head and said directly, "If your people can find a famous doctor, they won't wait until now."
After so many years, if I can find it, it will be cured long ago, and it will not be delayed until now.
Gongsun Xue was taken aback for a moment, but she didn't expect this reason to be broken by her so quickly.
Thinking that the big ice block only allowed her to stay here for half an hour, Chu Qingyan didn't go around with her, she looked at Gongsun Xue with a serious face, "Miss Gongsun, we have known each other for more than half a year, and I have always regarded you as a friend. , can you tell the truth, do you really want to leave because of these reasons, or do you have other difficulties?"
Not to mention whether there is a reason for Xiao Yao, she really likes this icy and clean girl. No matter her personality or character, she feels very good. She closed her eyes when they first met, so she couldn't bear to see her here. The age of flowers withered away.
Chu Qingyan's question caused Gongsun Xue to be stunned on the spot. It was the first time she had seen someone who spoke so directly. When she regained her senses, she wanted to put it off, but she couldn't ignore her dazzling concern.
She also really liked the woman in front of her. She was reckless when she should be reckless, cunning when she should be cunning, and she lived a free and easy life, just like the stars in the sky, the horses on the grassland, and the birds on the sea. The look she longed for made her envious.
"Actually now, the Sun and Moon clans are just a responsibility to me, not the shackles that bind me away, and my parents are not alive, no matter where I go, I have no fetters, I can go wherever I want, just —”
Gongsun Xue smiled lightly and laughed at himself, "It's just that when I'm no longer the young suzerain who is struggling every step of the way, my life doesn't allow me to be self-willed. God will take my life back. I don’t know if I can live for a day or an hour. I will only be a drag on others, so why bother?”
The last three words were so light that they couldn't be lighter, like a feather brushing past, leaving behind an indescribable sense of itching.
Chu Qingyan looked at her with pity, she could understand this feeling, but she did not forget her original intention of coming here, "The other person you are talking about is Xiao Yao, right?"
The long eyelashes moved and finally fell down. Gongsun Xue closed her eyes and said in a desolate voice, "I've already stepped into the coffin, he still has a great time and future, I don't want him to waste it on me. I don't want him to see the last side of my departure, he is the mountain stream, the wind of the earth, he should be free and carefree, I don't want him to be stumbled by me."
These days, she is not blind, how can she not see his feelings for himself
So she didn't want to drag him down. Only when he left far away and returned to his unrestrained Xixuan would she be able to leave with peace of mind.
Although she tried her best to hide the pain in her eyes, Chu Qingyan caught it keenly. She couldn't help but think of the ethereal and Pang Zhijing...
Obviously love each other, but have to push each other far away.
"Miss Gongsun, do you want to hear the opinion of someone who has come here?"
Gongsun Xue looked up at her and nodded.
The lights cast the graceful silhouettes of the two on the window paper, becoming a bright color in the gradually chilling night.
Chu Qingyan did not leave until Xiao Xu personally came to lead the people.
Gongsun Xue was still immersed in Chu Qingyan's long conversation with her just now. At this time, the door creaked open. She thought it was Qiu Feng who came in to clean up and didn't pay attention.
It wasn't until the slender figure stood in front of her bed that she raised her head in a daze. After seeing the gentle smile on his face, she was stunned for a second. .
She didn't speak, but Xiao Yao had already bent down, half-kneeled in front of her bed, with a very gentle tone, "I'm bad-tempered today, I made you angry, don't be angry, what do you want to do, just leave It's up to you to stay, okay?"
After going out today, he slowly calmed down when the cold wind blew. Bingmei was still ill. Why did he bother with her? It is already the greatest blessing that people are still in front of him, what more can he ask for
His biggest wish right now is for her to live.
Gongsun Xue's eyes turned red in circles.
Today, he never said a single harsh word to himself. Instead, she slandered his heart again and again. If this matter is left to others, it would be a matter of course to ignore her, but he came, not only Taking the initiative to take all the faults, and coaxing her softly, why not make people move
Thinking of what Chu Qingyan said tonight, she felt more and more guilty in her heart.
Xiao Yao didn't think that even admitting his mistake could make Bingmei cry. While scolding himself for not being able to speak, he hurriedly raised his hand to wipe his tears, "It's all my fault, if you're not happy, beat me and scold me! Don't be angry! Destroy yourself!"
Gongsun Xue bit her lip and looked at him, letting him wipe her clumsily, and finally asked lightly.
"You said you wanted to take me to see the beautiful scenery of Xixuan and eat all the delicious food in the world. Do you count?"