"Flickering and shining, the sky is full of small stars, hanging in the sky and shining brightly, like thousands of small eyes..."
As soon as summer is over, thousands of stars have disappeared, and there are no clouds and moons in the sky.
The breeze was blowing slightly, and on the ground, the flowers and plants fluttered in the wind. Although the night on the mountain was very cold, but for some reason, when he heard the little guy's singing, he seemed to feel that there were really small eyes in the sky. Immediately let go.
"What song is this?" Xiao Xu lowered his voice and asked after she finished singing one.
"It's called Little Xingxing." Chu Qingyan suddenly thought of something, took out something glowing white from the placket, held it up, smiled and said to the person beside him, "Although there are no stars tonight, but Now I have a star in my hand, you gave it to me, then I invite you to watch the stars together."
Xiao Xu turned his eyes to the fluorite in her hand, which was the birthday gift he gave to the little guy. At this time, a soft light bloomed in her palm, as if she was holding it like a real star. .
"You call it borrowing flowers to offer Buddha." Xiao Xu retracted his eyes, faintly feeling that his eyelids were a little heavy, but he still barely opened his eyes, trying to wake up his groggy head.
Chu Qingyan grinned at him, "Anyway, you have given me this flower, so the ownership is mine, but I have the right to possess it, the right to use it, the right to benefit from it, and the right to dispose of it? And you want to be What Buddha? Maitreya Buddha? Fighting over the Buddha? Messenger of the Pure Altar?"
For someone's poor mouth, he has always let it go.
But when she said this series of words, he felt his head heavier, and his eyelids were about to close.
But the person in the ear suddenly fell into a self-talk, "But Maitreya Buddha is always smiling, and you always have a straight face, which is not in line with you at all, the messenger of Jingtan is a foodie, describing the Taishanghuang as still It’s almost the same as you, fighting over the Buddha. It’s a bit similar to you. You punish evil and promote good. You don’t show mercy to bad people. Always a dull temper, a good young man who is obviously only twenty years old, okay?"
As he talked, it became a rant, Xiao Xu felt that this little guy was getting more and more daring, and wanted to raise his hand to give her a chestnut, but he was already weak, and even his thoughts slowly disappeared, and finally fell into endless darkness middle.
And the little guy's rambled thoughts were still in his ears, but it was like a sleeping song, making him close his eyes safely.
"Forget it, let's not talk about you, or you will say that I am neither big nor small," Chu Qingyan heard that there was no sound in her ear, thinking about the big ice cube and ignoring her, she had to give up, but soon She cheered up, "Big Ice, I'll sing you another song, you..."
As soon as he turned his head, the smile stopped on his lips, Chu Qingyan breathed a sigh of relief, and the big ice cube finally fell asleep.
Tonight, she went to Kongling to get a pack of soothing powder. She originally wanted to add all of it to the medicinal soup, but worried about the suspicion of the big ice cube, so she added a little to the medicine, added some to the meal, and her own clothes. superior.
Kong Ling said that the effect of this medicine is long-lasting, but the effect is not fast, so she turned him to enjoy the night sky in order to avoid the suspicion of the big ice block.
She helped him straighten his clothes, then sat up, tucked her knees with her hands, and leaned against him, her expression not as joyful as before, "Big Ice, although you are asleep, there is a song that I have been thinking about. If I want to sing to you, you can sleep."
With a smile on the corner of his mouth, Chu Qingyan cast his gaze on the person beside him, the silver mask exuding a soft silver light in the moonlight.
The smart singing sounded again in the mountains.
"The crowd cried,
You just want to be a transparent color,
you will never,
Dream or pain or heartbeat,
you have decided,
You have decided -
You endure quietly,
Tightly hold yesterday in the heart of the fist.
And the sweeter the memories,
It just hurts more.
The more it is left in the palm of your hand,
Dense deep and shallow cuts. "
Since you were a child, you have never experienced what family love is. Maybe before Xiao Ran was born, Emperor Xixuan still cared about you, but with Xiao Ran's birth, your status was replaced, or in other words, Xiao Ran got the The fatherly love you never had.
"you are not really happy
Your smile is just,
The protective color you wear,
You decide not to hate,
also decided not to love,
take your soul,
locked in a body forever locked,
The world laughed,
So you laughed together in a group,
When survival is the rule,
not your choice,
So you have tears in your eyes,
Wandering staggeringly. "
But over the years, you have never given up your desire for family affection, and you have been submissive. You strive for opportunities and let everyone see your efforts. You are not a prince who has a noble status but is useless!
But what is the result
Empress Liang is pressing you every step of the way, and Emperor Xixuan's ruthless use.
Every misunderstanding, every injustice, you bear it silently and alone.
It's been the same for twenty years.
But no matter how strong a person is, no matter how tolerant people are, one day they will not have the strength to move forward.
When one night rained and punished for kneeling, it was not the truth that came out, but when the bell went to jail.
When he got out of the prison and entered the palace, there was no appeasement but a new task came.
When the goodbye before leaving was turned into a closed door.
That mountain, which always stood as if no one could easily push down, was finally crushed by the last straw.
"you are not really happy,
Your wounds never refuse,
complete healing,
I stand on your left,
but across the galaxy,
Do you really have regrets
until old age? "
If it were someone else, you would have already been tortured and collapsed, but you just choose to swallow the bitterness alone, and then carry on your mission to move on.
Big ice cube, how can you do this? Thinking of others all the time, but indifferent to yourself
Obviously your heart is so warm and tender, but others slander you as hard-hearted, cold-blooded, ruthless and cruel!
Obviously you deserve more praise and praise, but what you get is abuse and slander.
This way, you have already walked so hard, why are those people still driving you to a dead end and draining your last bit of energy
"You deserve true happiness,
you should take it off,
The protective color you wear,
why lost,
to be punished,
Can you just let the sadness
It all ends in this moment,
Start living again! "
Big ice cube, I hope that one day, you can live for yourself, truly live with nothing, and not be bound by the so-called responsibilities, the so-called you should do, and the so-called must-do things.
A string of tears flowed from the big smart eyes.
Big ice cubes, how do you not make people feel distressed
Chu Qingyan couldn't help reaching out to hug him, sobbing, "Big ice cube, I know, I understand, I want, you are happy!"