Xiao Xu felt that at that moment, his heart was cracked, and what was pouring in was not cold wind, but warm light.
He suddenly discovered that what he had been looking for for nearly twenty years had been found in her.
He thought that he was too far away from warmth.
But I didn't want to, in this little guy, I saw the warmth and warmth that I had never experienced before.
"Little guy, if you don't want me to go, wake up quickly!" Xiao Xu clenched her hand, suppressing the bitterness and worry in his throat.
If God finally let him go after torturing him for so many years, don't take her away!
Come has come, he will not allow her to leave!
As if feeling the familiar aura around her, Chu Qingyan slowly stopped sobbing and fell into a coma again.
The high fever of the body has not subsided.
An hour later, Cheng Yanluo came in to check and found that the high fever did not go away, but there was a tendency to heat up. She immediately changed the auxiliary medicine and asked Xiao Xu to feed her.
Xiao Xu held the pale little hand and came down.
Before Cheng Yanluo left, she looked at Xiao Xu's dull and unwavering eyes, and she couldn't help sighing in her heart. This is also a hard-working person. Forget it, the previous resentment against him should be written off. But it's an indirect factor. If you really want to blame, you can only blame fate and fate.
She turned to leave, but saw a person who was looking at her in the moonlight.
Cheng Yanluo pretended not to see him, and prepared to pass him by.
"Xiaoyan, I'm sorry." Kong Ling lowered his head and said.
Cheng Yanluo closed her eyes and apologized. She waited for six years, but it was too late.
Because my heart is tired.
How to make a heart full of holes wait for a love that has not blossomed in the past
She didn't stop, forcing herself not to look back.
Murong Jue, if I could choose, I would rather not meet you.
The cold wind blew through that moment, Kong Ling clenched his hands, and wanted to stop her, but he knew it clearly in his heart.
For his hatred, Xiaoyan has etched in her heart, no matter what she says, she will not forgive herself.
However, if there is hatred, it is fortunate, if there is no hatred, it is the most desperate.
On a moonlit night, who is happy and who is sad
No one knows, who will have pity on the winter wind and cold moon
After Xiao Xu finished feeding the second bowl of medicine, the temperature on Chu Qingyan's body began to slowly subside.
But he remembered Cheng Yanluo's explanation that she used a strong medicine for this prescription, and she couldn't guarantee whether it would be repeated in the middle of the night, so he must pay attention.
People who are sleeping do not wake up, and time passes bit by bit, but it makes people anxious to wait.
He suddenly thought that when he has been in a coma these days, is the little guy also worried about him
He regrets it a little, and should confess to her today that he has woken up, so that she won't let her suffer from fear again in her dream.
There was a slight bitterness on the corner of his mouth, Xiao Xu covered her hand, and said slowly, "I remember that during the period of time when I was in a coma, you talked a lot with me, this time it's my turn to talk with you."
I still remember that when he was wandering in the dark, it was the little guy who never gave up. His words filled the scenery around him constantly. Whenever he was ready to leave like this, it was her cry, her reluctance, and her The regret, like vines, wrapped his limbs tightly, so that he could not leave, and then waited for the dawn.
"As soon as I was born, my identity was destined to be the direct prince of Xixuan Kingdom, and it was also destined for me to live an unequal life."
"I didn't understand it when I was young. I thought that as long as I worked hard and became a talent, he would look at me, but unfortunately he didn't."
"Later I thought, if I became an irreplaceable person, would they also set their sights on me?"
"But in the end," he smiled bitterly, "I became a thorn in their side, a stumbling block they wanted to get rid of."
"I don't understand why everything didn't develop as my mother said, until the fire started, and the people around me were killed one by one in front of me in order to protect me, the bloody palace, the red fire , when he was ten years old, his eyes were red, red blood, red flames, and then devoured everything."
"Little guy, in fact, in the past, I was very envious of the children of the people. Although they were not wealthy, and they didn't have servants to support each other, they had a kind of family that I didn't have. You can beat me easily."
He stroked her face and smiled slightly, "Little guy, have you guessed another task that the royal father gave me? That's why you don't want to leave me in the woods?"
He didn't wait for the answer from the person on the couch, and he was not disappointed, but continued, "Originally, I had planned to hand over the remaining military power after I was released from prison and take you away from the court, but the royal father was one step ahead of me and proposed After completing the mission, even though they have reached the same goal, what he wants is my military power, and it is also my departure, but the departure he wants is different from the departure I want."
Kneeling for a long time that night, the injustice of the father and the disappointment of the mother, he pondered for a long time, and suddenly figured out a lot of things.
There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, but there was no grief, "As a person in power, you must have a cold-blooded heart than others, even if you are facing your own son, the object he wants to support is not me, so I am not surprised, or Said that ten years ago, I have recognized it."
"But little guy, there are many things in this world that you want to avoid, but you can't avoid them. I don't want to fight for power, but the mother and the Liang family need me to fight for it. The mother gave birth to me, and the Liang family raised the mother. I can't leave them alone, but for so many years, I have only done enough for them to check and balance the Fu family, no matter how much, I can't afford it."
"Because I'm worried that once you give too much, people's hearts will swell, and they will go out of control," he closed his eyes. "In other people's eyes, you are not the best, no matter how hard you try, you can't change it. If that's the case, why should I fight for it?"
In the heart of the father emperor only the fourth emperor brother, since it cannot be changed, no matter how hard he tries, it will be useless.
"I know, you must be secretly saying that I shouldn't be so stupid, I shouldn't agree to these unequal treaties, and I shouldn't take on these tasks."
"But little guy, I am a citizen of Xixuan first, and then I am a prince. If the country needs me, I must dedicate my abilities to punish the traitors and eliminate evil, seek justice for the people, and return Xixuan a peaceful and prosperous world. "
"I've been alone for so many years, and I don't want those kids to repeat my mistakes."
"But now, I also know, I still have you, I'm not alone anymore."