After saying something intermittently, Xiao Xu felt that the stagnation in his chest slowly dissipated.
He couldn't help curling his lips, the little guy was right, once there is something stagnant in your heart, don't keep repressing it, otherwise every step you take will become heavier and heavier, and one day you will be crushed.
For so many years, he has never mentioned this to anyone. On the one hand, he feels that it is unnecessary, and only the weak will talk about suffering. On the other hand, he has no object to pour out. People around him either obey him or want to plot against him. .
Xiao Xu raised his hand and stroked her long hair again. It was soft but not greasy, and the light could be seen. The hard lines of his cheeks were slowly softened, and his expression was calm. "Little guy, if you can wake up, this king will make a wish for you."
Chu Qingyan was walking aimlessly in the desert. The world was like a furnace. No matter where she went, there was a heat wave. The sand on the bottom of her feet seemed to dig into the bottom of her feet, causing pain in her heart.
There were no people around, no trees, no water, only the scorching sun above his head that kept emitting its rays of light.
If it goes on like this, she will be scorched.
Suddenly I remembered a Weibo joke I saw before. There was only a rub of cumin between me and the barbecue.
Chu Qingyan wanted to cry without tears, was this a dream? But why does it feel so real
It's hot all over, the sand is hot!
She finally couldn't bear it anymore, her lips were chapped, and even if she lay on the ground, her skin was burned and she couldn't move.
"Thirsty—" The mouth seemed to be stuffed with a lot of sand, and it was sore and dry.
Just when he was about to lose consciousness again, a stream of sweet spring poured into his mouth.
Is it raining
She guessed vaguely.
And just when she was unconscious, she suddenly heard something that seemed to be said in her ear, suddenly far and near.
The magnetism is low, and it sounds like the sound of nature. The more she can't hear it, the more she wants to know what he is talking about.
It wasn't until later that she heard the last sentence.
"Little guy, if you can wake up, this king will make a wish for you."
wish
She opened her eyes suddenly.
Eyes wide open.
"Big ice cube, are you awake?"
"you're awake?"
The two spoke in unison.
Before she could react, she saw that the person who always pursed his lips into a line suddenly curved the corners of his lips slightly.
In an instant, thousands of trees and pears blossomed, and bright stars bloomed in the sky.
"Big, big ice cubes, did you laugh?" She couldn't help rubbing her eyes, sure it wasn't a dream
Listening to her words, Xiao Xu put away his smile, but his tone was very stern, "Are you still in the mood to care about other things?"
"嘠?" Chu Qingyan didn't understand why the style of painting had suddenly changed.
"I didn't obey the king's orders and came back without authorization, eh? I didn't take care of myself, but fell ill, eh?" tighter.
Chu Qingyan's mind hadn't turned around yet, but when she heard the threatening tone of two "um" in a row, her heart trembled, "I, I—"
"What are you?" Xiao Xu raised his tone and looked at her with a half-smile.
His face flushed red because of his words, Xiao Xu sighed slightly, it was only suitable for her to be so energetic.
Chu Qingyan felt that no matter what she said was wrong, she turned her head and laughed immediately. Instead, she stretched out her hand to hug his arm and said coquettishly, "Isn't this my first offense? Let's not be an example!"
"Do you want another time?" Xiao Xu glanced at her.
When she heard the words, she immediately raised her hand, "I promise, I will listen to you in the future, and I will not ignore your orders again." After speaking, she secretly added a sentence in her heart, unless there are special circumstances!
After she finished speaking, she shook his arm and smiled, "Is your Highness satisfied with this?"
Although her tone was full of joy, her voice was still hoarse. He suppressed the blame in his heart. In fact, she also knew very well that the little guy came back only to save him. If she hadn't come, maybe Everything is another story.
But he couldn't help but say something, he didn't want to repeat such an experience.
"If there is a next time, don't make any claims without authorization, just be obedient and live well."
Hearing this, she couldn't help thinking of that night, Yan Luo said that his will to survive was weak, she rubbed his sleeve, her voice was a little sad, "Big Ice, I ask you a question, you answer honestly. I."
The little guy's sudden seriousness made him a little uncomfortable, and his hand in the air dropped gently, "You ask."
"Why didn't you have the motivation to live in the first place?" She raised her head and looked into his eyes, as if to see into his heart, and asked every word and word with great care.
She wants to make sure of one thing.
Xiao Xu's hand paused. He had already guessed that, with the little guy's temperament, he would not let this issue go, either because he lacked motivation or because he felt that it was meaningless.
"No reason." He lowered his eyes, his thick eyelashes concealing all his pain.
She knew she couldn't get the answer from him, but she still didn't want to give up, because she not only had to make sure of one thing, but also prevent it from happening.
She is such a powerful ice cube, and she cannot have such an inextricable knot in her heart, such a weak underbelly.
"Is it true that Emperor Xixuan forced you?" Chu Qingyan said without hesitation.
"Beautiful! Don't talk nonsense." Xiao Xu patted her head, although his tone was severe, his expression was calm.
Chu Qingyan pinched his fingers, without any fear, "Okay, I won't say it, but I know I'm not talking nonsense, I have heard what you and the man in the cloak said, but I feel very sorry for you, in the past life you How many bad things have been done to have such a father in this life."
"Beautiful!" Isn't it good to say, but also broken thoughts? Xiao Xu felt really helpless to this little guy.
"Big Ice Cube, don't keep calling my name, I know it sounds good," Chu Qingyan gestured to dig out his ears, then looked at him with a smile, "Big Ice Cube, don't be sad, your life is mine Saved, it has nothing to do with the Xixuan royal family, the things you did to Xixuan in the past are enough, and your identity is over."
Xiao Xu raised his eyebrows, wondering what earth-shattering words this little guy would say.
"When I awakened your will, I already thought about it. Your life is mine, so I ordered you to stop being responsible for those responsibilities and obligations. From today, you have been reborn and reborn. The love of childbirth and the grace of nurturing can be appropriately repaid, but your current status is not only the master of Xiao Lieqi, but also the big ice cube of my Chu Qingyan. If you have anything to do in the future, please think about it beforehand. Make a decision! Besides, I don't allow you to give up on yourself and exile yourself."
Chu Qingyan made a domineering declaration.