Cheng Jingbo is on a business trip on Thursday and will not be back until next Monday. He missed the date on Friday. Bai Ziren is a little depressed. This is the first time they have been separated in different places since they fell in love. I feel like my life is incomplete.
I don't know when it started, I don't even want to accept separation for a while.
On Saturday, I went to the psychological clinic alone. Dr. Chen, who was very observant, saw the emotions of his patients and advised her: "Lovesickness hurts the spleen, love is bigger than eating, don't starve yourself."
Bai Ziren was surprised, how did he know the fact that he didn't eat lunch.
Chen Zhe explained: "Someone specially sent me a text message, asking me to check your face and see if you are eating well."
"I'm not very hungry, I'll eat later."
"Aren't you afraid that he won't recognize you when he comes back?"
Bai Ziren was a little embarrassed, thinking that he was indeed acting like a child, which was really unreasonable.
"Back to the topic, how have you been recently?"
"very good."
"Have you met any new friends?"
Bai Ziren shook his head.
"Although you have a boyfriend and feel that you have everything and you don't need anything, I suggest you go out and meet people more. In addition to love, there are other emotions in life. Even strangers who meet by chance, meeting for a short time It will bring you enlightenment, and may change your mind." Chen Zhe laughed, "Always staying in the world of two people will soon get boring."
Bai Ziren began to consider his words.
"It's from my own experience." Chen Zhe said frankly, "There was a relationship once, and the reason for breaking up was that the two parties couldn't integrate into each other's interpersonal relationship circle. When they were passionately in love, they didn't want others to disturb them. It's different, I have to face her family and friends, and she is the same, gradually have conflicts, and I don't bother to deal with it seriously, and finally let it go."
"Doctor Chen, do you mean that if his family and friends don't like me, it will be hard for him to be with me?"
"No, what I mean is that you can trust him and let him take care of you, but you can't completely rely on him. Your life is still your own. It's one thing to have him, but another thing to live worthwhile."
"En." Bai Ziren understood what he meant.
"Remember the last time you told me that when you were five years old, you got sick, and your dad took you to get an injection and bought you ice cream. That was a very happy memory, right?"
"yes."
"Are there any other similar things?"
"Once, I was cut off by a boy in kindergarten. My father didn't go to the teacher after he found out. He went to the boy alone to settle the score and scolded him to tears."
"The method is inappropriate, but the nurse is eager and understandable."
Bai Ziren added a few little things that happened in childhood.
"In my opinion, they all love you, it's just that they married too early, and they are all children themselves. Children's love is immature, like a five or six-year-old child feeding a stray cat with snacks, and finally the cat gets sick , he can only cry.” Chen Zhe said, “But love is love, whether wrong or right, high or low, at least it exists, you don’t have to doubt it, just know it.”
"You have the love of your parents, you have the love of your boyfriend, it's real and it won't go away."
"Besides, no one can live in isolation. When you walk on the road and meet people's eyes, it is also a form of communication. Since you have lived well for the past 24 years, it means that you have always been able to communicate with the outside world. About There’s no need to worry about that.”
"However, now that you have Cheng Jingbo, you are facing a brand new world. Some rules might as well be changed."
At the end of the one-hour conversation, Bai Ziren walked out of the psychological clinic feeling at ease and feeling a little hungry by the way.
Coincidentally, just as she was about to find something to eat, she received a call from Grandma Xu. When she said goodbye last time, Grandma Xu asked her for a phone number and said that she could contact her in the future.
"Xiaobai, I made zongzi for you and Jingbo. Unfortunately, Jingbo is on a business trip. Come and pick them up."
"No need, grandma Xu, you can eat by yourself, how can I have the nerve to take it?"
"Why are you being polite to me? It's just a few zongzi. I have a lot of them here. If you don't eat them all, they will go bad. You can do me a favor. Come and take a few."
At this point, if you refuse again, you will be alienated. Bai Ziren thought in his heart that Grandma Xu is Cheng Jingbo's respected teacher. As his girlfriend, she should try to get close to his elders as much as possible. Gu's, so he agreed to get the zongzi.
Bai Ziren rushed to her grandma Xu's house, and Mrs. Xu was very happy that she came. She made warm milk tea for her and served her some snacks.
"It's cold outside, so I finally arrived, so just sit and chat with me."
Bai Ziren sat down facing each other, and listened to Grandma Xu talking slowly about the family.
"It's been a long time since I saw Jing Bo so happy. From his eyes, I can see that he is more relieved than before."
"He was brought up by his grandma, and he became sensible at a very young age. When his grandma died of illness, he kept the vigil. For three days and three nights, he would only be ten years old at that time."
"He has a kind heart, and he never looked down on those students with poor qualifications because of his intelligence. I mentioned it to you last time, he always handed out food to his deskmate, such as chocolate, biscuits and bean paste bread. In the end, I sympathize with the other party's poor family and no pocket money, and I am afraid that he will not have enough to eat."
"He is very good at homework and gets high marks in every subject, but he is never proud. He always feels that his level is far from enough. During the lunch break, when others are sleeping, he rests his chin and thinks quietly. One day I asked He, what are you thinking? He said he was thinking about the meaning of life. I laughed when I heard it. Few people at that age would think about such strenuous things. Boys’ minds are mostly on game consoles and girls, but how could he? Thinking about life like a little old man, I couldn't answer him at the time, and I was afraid of misleading him, so I said you should find the answer yourself, and after a few days, he really found a philosophy book to read."
"He has a good attitude and is never nervous about his grades. Once he took the exam while sick and didn't finish the questions, he didn't mind at all. If it were another student, he might be annoyed."
"He is the only student who still keeps in touch with me after graduation. Speaking of which, I have no special favor for him, but once his grandma came to school and was wiped by a small motorcycle at the school gate. The owner of the motorbike was very rude, and insisted that she had a bad eye, and I happened to see it, and immediately went to uphold justice for the old man, and he was very grateful to me afterwards."
"His parents are both educated people. There is no need to worry about his growth and education. It's just that for a period of time, his parents were transferred due to work and could only take one child with them, so they left him to grandma to take care of him. The old illness relapsed and passed away suddenly, he couldn't bear the blow at that time, he was very sad, and he didn't speak much for a whole year."
"Later, his sister had an accident during the trip. It was really embarrassing. The little girl was only twenty years old. She had a great time, and her life had just begun, but she just disappeared. He was depressed for a long time because of this."
Speaking of the regrets in life, Mrs. Xu couldn't help shaking her head, and sighed softly: "Forget it, it's all in the past, so I won't mention it anymore. Fortunately, he has a company now, and I can see that he is very happy." love you..."
Bai Ziren interrupted her, and asked hastily: "Grandma Xu, did I hear wrong just now? He also has a younger sister?"
"Hasn't Jing Bo told you yet?" Mrs. Xu smiled, her eyes had some deep meaning, "I probably don't want to mention the sad things, so I won't say more, and let him tell you by himself later."
Bai Ziren still wanted to ask, but there were brisk footsteps at the door, and Fang Rong shouted, "Grandma, have two cups of hot milk tea."
Mrs. Xu stood up holding the table, looked at the door, and smiled: "Fang Rong brought her friends to visit."
Bai Ziren turned his head and saw that Fang Rong had returned, followed by a little boy, and the passing figure looked familiar.
When the two children entered, Bai Ziren and Mu Zibei stared with surprise.
After a brief moment of stupefaction, Mu Zibei said pleasantly, "Sister, why did you appear at Rong'er's house?"
"It turned out to be her. No wonder you always said that you have a super beautiful sister. It seems that you are really not bragging." Fang Rong suddenly realized.
Mrs. Xu was also very surprised, and smiled cheerfully after a while: "The old saying is true, it's not because a family doesn't go in, it's because of fate, you all sit down, I'll go to the kitchen and make another pot of hot milk tea."
After Mu Zibei sat down, he explained to Bai Ziren: "Rong'er and I met in the winter vacation training center, and we are good friends now."
Bai Ziren looked at Fang Rong.
"That's right, we went shopping together today." Fang Rong said, "He is very generous. He treated me to a hamburger and soda."
"Because Rong'er gave me a painting, of course I want to reciprocate." Mu Zibei said very gentlemanly.
"So that's how it is." Bai Ziren understood.
"Sister, you haven't said why you are here."
Fang Rong told him: "Your sister and her boyfriend have been to my house before, and we have known each other for a long time."
Mu Zibei's expression was lonely: "It sounds like I missed a lot."
Bai Ziren smiled faintly, and then sincerely thanked Fang Rong: "Thank you for taking care of my brother."
"You're welcome." Fang Rong waved her hand grandly, "Xiao Beiren is very cute, I just like being with him."
When Mu Zibei heard this, Yuanyuan's eyes sparkled, and he said sweetly, "Rong'er, I like being with you too."
Fang Rong reached out and patted his head: "How many times have I told you, don't call me Rong'er, it's like a martial arts TV series."
After Mrs. Xu cooked the hot milk tea, she brought it to Mu Zibei to drink. Mu Zibei took a sip and commented meticulously: "Grandma Xu, the milk tea you make is more authentic than that of five-star restaurants. Is there something unique about it?" Cheats?"
The old lady Xu was full of enthusiasm, praised him repeatedly for being smart and cute, and asked Fang Rong to bring him to play at home more often in the future.
They were enjoying themselves together, but Bai Ziren lowered his eyes unknowingly, and his mind flew elsewhere.
Leaving Mrs. Xu's house, Bai Ziren took a taxi to take Mu Zibei home, and then back to school. After going back and forth all the way, it was getting late when she returned to the dormitory. She was a little tired, but she didn't feel sleepy. She kept thinking about what Grandma Xu said.
Cheng Jingbo has a younger sister who has passed away.
She didn't even know.
Under the light, she opened the love coin, turned over the two small wings, moved them to a suitable position, and gradually formed a circle.
In this way, it was repeated several times, from a love heart to a circle, and then from a circle to a love heart. She still had no idea, raised her eyes and scanned the bookshelf, her eyes stayed on the book "The Momo River", and she reached out to take it down. , open it at will.
On the twenty-third page, He Yan said to He Mo, don't worry, I will take care of it.
On page thirty-fifth, He Yan told He Mo not to forget to eat, and to call him if he had no money.
On page 82, He Yan said that the wind is blowing, so keep warm.
On the one hundred and first page, He Mo remembered that He Yan once taught her to use a watch to identify the direction in the field. She tried it vaguely and found that it could work.
On page 150, He Yan asked He Mo if he had found a place to live, if the room was heated, and if he could sleep peacefully.
On page 201, He Yan reprimanded He Mo for the first time in a stern tone. If she didn't care about her own safety, he would no longer support her walking alone.
At the end of the book, He Mo thanked his family, and when he mentioned his elder brother, he also said something.
"He is a trustworthy family member and my spiritual guide. Without his support, I could not have walked so far. I think of when I was a child, every time he took my hand to cross the road, he reminded me to watch the traffic lights again and again. Those days seem like yesterday. Today, when I walked alone through the forest stream, I suddenly realized the cruel reality. No one can accompany me to the end of the road I want to walk. When I go to the ferry, those distant places, the Gobi wasteland or the deep mountains and valleys, only Xingdou will walk with me."
After a long time, Bai Ziren closed the book with an uncontrollable desolation in his heart.
She likes He Yan, and she will like him after reading it ten times, but at this moment, she only wishes that he is a fictional character that only exists in the book.
The blue snowflakes on the window sill rustled, and the branches and leaves were trembling.
She got up to close the window, just pressed her hand on the glass, the next second her logical thinking stopped midway, and she forgot what she was going to do.
It was windy at night, and she missed him very much.