From the moment he finished speaking, there was a dead silence in the room. Candle tears kept rolling down, and after the last wick was extinguished, the room was completely plunged into darkness.
Although he couldn't see the other party's existence clearly, he could clearly feel the hem of his clothes, his breathing, every small movement of his, and his determination to fight against her as fate. After an unknown amount of time, Ji Ting said in a hoarse voice: "When this world ends, you will definitely regret it..."
"That will happen in the future. The future Shen Tuchuan will have a healthy body and no memory, and he will no longer be me." Shen Tuchuan interrupted her.
Ji Ting remained silent for a long time before whispering: "If you insist on this, I promise you that I will stop interfering in your life from today onwards, and you and I... have nothing to do with each other."
In the dark, Shen Tuchuan stared at her outline, and a surge of anger suddenly rose in his heart. Strange, it was obviously he who brought up this matter, and she was only obeying her own will, but for some reason, once he heard her give up so easily, he once again had the idea that this woman didn't love him enough.
If she hadn't recovered her memory, she definitely wouldn't treat herself like this.
Shen Tuchuan's throat moved, and he was about to leave with a flick of his sleeves. Ji Ting immediately stopped him: "Since we have broken up, can you give me back my money? It was given to me by you before, and it is not counted as you." It's gone."
Shen Tuchuan stopped suddenly, and said with a cold face: "I didn't."
"You have it." Ji Ting firmly looked in his direction, although he couldn't see anything in the dark. She didn't have the memories of the previous few worlds, and she didn't know the man in front of her well enough, so she felt that the reason for filling the pond was to break up with her, not because she felt sorry for her and jumped into the water every day.
The pond had been diverted elsewhere before it was filled, and he might have found it by then.
Shen Tuchuan stood there quietly, the broken silver in his arms seemed to be burning him. If it wasn't for turning back that day to give her a surprise, she wouldn't have seen the change in her eyes, let alone discovered that she had recovered her memory.
"I said, no." After Shen Tuchuan finished speaking, he left directly.
Only Ji Ting was left in the huge room, and after a long, long time, a soft sigh came from the soft couch.
After that night, the two of them haven't seen each other very much, and when they met in the palace occasionally, they just greeted each other, as indifferent as if the previous feelings didn't exist anymore. It's not that Ji Ting has never thought about repairing the relationship between the two, but as long as he thinks of the suffering he has suffered in this world, he can't bear to persecute him, so he can only obey his will and live according to his ideas.
Apparently she's also doing well.
In a blink of an eye, the enthronement ceremony came, and she officially took the position of queen mother. Shen Tuchuan once promised to let her listen to the government behind the curtain and become the most powerful woman in the world, but in order to avoid meeting him too frequently, she would cause him The pain, so he directly refused.
She became a lonely woman in the harem again, and such a day would last until she died of old age without accident.
After ascending the throne, Wan Bang came to court, Ji Ting was busy learning the etiquette that he had never learned before, from early morning to late night every day, finally he didn't have so much time to think about Shen Tuchuan.
"Empress Dowager, you should have called yourself Aijia just now, why did you say you were born in the palace?" The teaching mother looked at her helplessly. If it was an ordinary court lady, she could still reprimand her to make her remember, but now she has to teach The most important thing is the empress dowager, so she can only lighten her tone and teach her over and over again in a gentle and meticulous manner.
Although the nanny's voice was gentle enough, Ji Ting was still a little embarrassed: "I... Aijia can't change it for a while, and I will pay attention to it later." She has been under the protection of Shen Tuchuan since she entered the palace, these rules and so on I have almost never learned it, and now I just learn it all at once when it comes time to use it. It is rare that my brain is not enough.
"...It's okay, Empress Dowager, let's take our time." Nanny said with a smile on her face.
Seeing her dark circles getting heavier these days, Ji Ting sighed: "Why don't you come here first, I'll practice what I learned today, and I'll talk about the rest tomorrow."
"Yes." The Empress Dowager spoke, even if the nanny felt it was inappropriate, she could only respond.
As soon as the mother teacher left, Ji Ting breathed a sigh of relief, sat down and rested his tense calves, and began to think about what he had just learned.
"Queen! Queen!"
When a child's voice sounded, Ji Ting's eyes lit up, and as soon as she sat up straight, she saw a touch of bright yellow coming in, and she immediately laughed: "Why are you here?"
"I heard that the empress mother is studying the rules in the palace, so let me come and see," the little emperor said with silly joy, "I have been studying these days, empress mother, are we the most unreliable emperor and empress dowager in the world? The simplest things have to be learned over and over again.”
"It's not easy. The two of us have never been exposed to this before, and we suddenly started to learn. It is already very good to be able to look a little bit." Ji Ting knew that he was actually a little unconfident, so he gently persuaded him, "I want to say, we are too smart gone."
"Really?" The little emperor tilted his head and asked.
Ji Ting glanced at his thinned cheeks, sighed and said: "Of course it's true, Aijia will take you to swing, let's continue learning after playing for a while."
"Okay!" The little emperor was immediately happy.
Ji Ting took him out with a smile, helped him sit up and pushed him himself, the little emperor shouted excitedly, with his feet raised high, Ji Ting also thought it was fun, and pushed him harder, the two of them were very happy Tired soon, we sat on the swing and chatted together.
"There are swings elsewhere in the palace, but I still prefer the one here with my mother, and I am willing to play with her." The little emperor looked at her innocently.
Ji Ting pinched his face: "Then I will come to my mother's place more often."
"Yeah!" The little emperor smiled, sat leaning on the swing rope for a while, and suddenly said in a low voice, "Mother, recently, many ministers have asked me to be careful of Uncle Chuan, saying that he is an eunuch who interferes with the government and is a bad person. I don't think they're right."
Ji Ting was taken aback: "Who told you this, Shen Tuchuan is a great hero who helped you ascend the throne, and they suddenly slandered him like this, it's really heartbreaking!"
The little emperor was still in a low mood: "I think so too, so I ignored them, but they kept saying, I feel so annoying, can the queen mother help me think of a solution?"
Ji heard the words and was about to speak, but when the words came to her mouth, a flash of light suddenly flashed in her mind. After a moment of silence, she slowly opened her mouth: "The queen mother can't help it. You also know that the queen mother has no ink in her stomach. If you don’t know anything, otherwise you won’t be living in the harem and won’t help you at all.”
"But I have to think for myself, I can't think of it." The little emperor looked distressed.
Ji Ting's palms were sweating, but his face remained calm: "There's nothing to think about. You're too young now, and your position isn't too stable. Just ignore those voices. When you get older, it's good to deal with Shen Tuchuan. It doesn't matter how to deal with those slanderous villains, you have the final say, and it won't be too late to decide when the time comes."
"Really?" The little emperor pouted and looked at Ji Ting, obviously innocent, but Ji Ting felt chills all over his body.
She suddenly remembered the little emperor's real name: Zhou Chengye. He is the male protagonist in this world, an extremely intelligent genius since he was a child, but according to the direction of the original text, he did not ascend the throne until he was eighteen or nineteen years old. Unexpectedly, by accident, it was more than ten years earlier.
In the original text, there is very little description of the little emperor before the age of seventeen. It only mentioned that he has royal blood, so she didn't care about it. When she heard him asking her opinion inadvertently, she felt something wrong in her heart. recall.
"I don't know how to deal with Uncle Chuan. He treats me so well. If I treat him badly, wouldn't I be a white-eyed wolf?" The little emperor said seriously.
Ji Ting laughed: "You are the emperor and he is a slave. Whenever you deal with him, you will not be a white-eyed wolf, but it would be good if you can give him a good death. When your foundation is stable, you will give him a hundred acres of fertile land. How about returning to his hometown for retirement?"
However, all courtiers with too much power will either usurp the throne and become emperor themselves, or end in misery. Few of them can end well. Shen Tuchuan's body is crippled, so there is absolutely no possibility of becoming an emperor in this life, and the little emperor in front of him, who is only a few years old, can fool her and Shen Tuchuan's eyes before taking the throne, and he will definitely not give Shen Tuchuan a chance to rebel in the future , so all she can do is try to find a face for him.
Although the male protagonist in the original text is decisive and intelligent, he is not a completely ruthless person. Now that Shen Tuchuan is kind to him, I believe he will listen to him.
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"Sure enough, it's true to come to the empress when you are in trouble. The empress thinks of a good way to kill two birds with one stone. By then, Uncle Chuan will be able to provide for his life, and those ministers will stop talking nonsense." The little emperor seemed really happy, After I finished speaking, I was a little uncertain about what I thought of, "But Queen Mother, will you be reluctant to part with Uncle Chuan?"
"The Ai family and him are just a master-servant friendship. If he can get a good place, what can the Ai family be reluctant to do?" Ji Ting's smile remained unchanged, and now the harem knows about her break with Shen Tuchuan. I don't believe this little guy in front of me doesn't know.
Although the little emperor is smart, he is still young. After hearing Ji Ting's denial of the relationship between the two, his expression immediately became more relaxed: "That's good... But this is all in the future, and I can't say for sure. I prefer to keep Uncle Chuan by my side, so I ask my mother not to tell anyone about this matter, I am afraid that Uncle Chuan will think too much if he hears it."
Ji Ting looked at him quietly for a moment, and when his face was about to show a nervous expression, he suddenly raised the corners of his lips and smiled: "It's natural, you and I are mother and child, the closest relationship in the world, you don't need to say sorry The family should also think about you everywhere."
It seems that she was right to break up with Shen Tuchuan, otherwise a eunuch who controls the government and a queen dowager who controls the harem, even if the two of them do nothing, the male protagonist will feel a huge sense of threat, and this sense of threat will directly lead him to treat him. They do it.
In fact, even if he is not the hero, as long as he is on the throne, it is impossible for her and Shen Tuchuan to get along forever. She was really too naive before, thinking that she would be able to stay with Shen Tuchuan for the rest of her life after becoming the empress dowager.
Ji Ting looked at the little emperor in front of him, sighed softly to cover up his emotions, held the little emperor's hand and said: "So don't worry, Aijia will always be on your side."
After all, the little emperor was young, and he had been treated harshly in the past, but now he was suddenly taken care of by Ji Ting's gentleness, and he was taken aback for a moment before responding: "Thank you, mother, mother, the emperor will definitely treat you very well in the future."
"The queen mother will treat the emperor well in the future." Ji Ting could not help but breathe a sigh of relief when he heard the softening in his words.
The little emperor smiled and winked at her: "Queen, your courtyard is really deserted, why don't the emperor give you some gifts?"
"What for?" Ji Ting looked at him curiously.
The little emperor smiled mysteriously, jumped off the swing and ran towards the door, the smile on Ji Ting's face faded a little after he left, and he disguised himself again when he came back.
"Mother, look!" the little emperor said, four eunuchs filed in from outside the gate.
Ji Ting looked over, and saw that all of them had red lips, white teeth and handsome looks, and they were not inferior to Lin Lang who had left at the beginning, and one of them had eyebrows and eyes quite like Shen Tuchuan. She frowned for a moment, then calmed down: "These slaves are the gifts you said?"
"These are the best-looking eunuchs selected by the emperor from all over the palace. The emperor thought that if he looked at these good-looking eunuchs more, the queen mother might be in a better mood, so I brought them here for you." The little emperor smiled and came over to hold her hand.
Ji Ting also laughed, but his heart was very cold. This little bastard was probably worried about the resurgence of his old relationship with Shen Tuchuan, so he brought these people here, first to prevent her from reconciling with Shen Tuchuan, and second, to serve as a watchdog.
It's a pity that he was a villain in vain this time, she and Shen Tuchuan had long been out of possibility, and there was no need for him to waste time. But even though he thought so, in order to make him feel at ease, Ji Ting still wanted to accept him: "If that's the case, let's leave everyone behind."
"The empress, don't say it was given by the emperor, I'm afraid that Uncle Chuan will be angry." The little emperor was a little nervous.
Hey, you still have some brains, you know that now is not the time to fall out with Shen Tuchuan. Ji Ting suppressed the sarcasm in his heart, and nodded empathetically: "Understood, let's just say that the Ai family picked it."
"Thank you, Queen Mother. If there is nothing wrong, the emperor will go back to the Hall of Supreme Harmony first. Uncle Chuan is still waiting there!" The little emperor wanted to leave after reaching his goal.
Ji Ting nodded, and the smile on his face faded after watching him leave. After taking a look at these servants, he called the nanny in charge to deal with it.
Not long after this day, the news that Ji Ting had selected a few beautiful eunuchs to raise in Fengqi Palace spread throughout the harem. In the supervisor of ceremonies, Eunuch Li patted the table indignantly: "The empress dowager is really too much, she chooses a few eunuchs to be placed in the palace so blatantly, she really doesn't take... the dignity of the royal family in her eyes! "
Shen Tuchuan next to him took a sip of hot tea, but there was no reaction on his face.
Eunuch Li couldn't help but look at him: "Supervisor, are you really just letting things go like this? This servant knows that your relationship with the Empress Dowager is over, but she seems to have gone too far."
"Since the relationship is over, what does she have to do with me?" Shen Tuchuan said as he drank the tea in his cup.
When Eunuch Li cried out in surprise to stop it, it was too late. After he finished drinking, he said in a word: "Master, this tea is freshly brewed, and your fingertips are all red. How could you drink it all at once?" said It doesn't matter what kind of relationship is over. If you really don't care, why can you drink the freshly brewed tea? I'm afraid that if this cup goes down, there will be a layer of water bubbles from the mouth to the throat.
Shen Tuchuan gave him a cold look, and Eunuch Li shrank his neck, and he didn't dare to be presumptuous anymore: "Slave, I think I still have something to do, so I will leave first." After speaking, he ran away as if to run away.
Shen Tuchuan looked down at the empty cup. After a long time, there was a crisp sound in the palm of his hand. Looking at the originally intact cup, it was completely shattered in the palm of his hand. The sharp porcelain pieces pierced into the palm of his hand, and instantly a bright red liquid flowed down. Palm prints dripped down.
The first light snow falls outside the window, heralding the arrival of winter.
In the afternoon of that day, Ji Ting was sitting in front of the window holding the stove, watching the snow fall rustlingly outside.
"Empress Dowager, on such a cold day, you will get sick if you open the window like this." A beautiful little eunuch came over and stopped three steps away from her, wanting to go forward but not daring to do so .
Ji Ting glanced at him and sighed with a headache. The few people sent by the little emperor were quite peaceful, except for this one whose eyebrows and eyes were somewhat similar to Shen Tuchuan's. He always wanted to get close to her, but he was very polite every time. Her appearance, she just wanted to find fault and didn't know how to find it.
"Slave, please close the window for you." The little eunuch said softly.
Although he is also a disabled person, Shen Tuchuan's voice will never give people a shrill feeling, but because of his image, he is calm all day long, and Ji Ting will often forget his identity.
Ji Ting glanced at the expectant little eunuch, thought for a while and said, "Go ask someone to boil a pot of hot water, Aijia wants to wipe his face."
"Yes, my servant will go right away." Hearing her commanding him, the little eunuch left in surprise.
Ji Ting pursed his lips, and immediately ran out with the hand stove after he left. Ever since there were four more little emperor's eyeliners in Fengqi Palace, she was not as comfortable as before, but every time she went out for a stroll, these little eunuchs would always follow her, which annoyed her very much.
Now that she had the opportunity to go out for a walk by herself, of course she refused to let it go, she didn't dare to stop after leaving Fengqi Palace in a hurry, for fear that someone would follow her behind, until a cold wind blew on the road, she realized that she was not wearing a cape.
Whether to go back to get the cloak at the risk of being pestered by the little eunuch, or to take a free stroll while being frozen, Ji Ting chose the latter without hesitation. After leaving Fengqi Palace, Ji Ting wandered around aimlessly, and unknowingly came to the vicinity of the Prison Supervisor. She paused while looking at the filled pond, then walked in the opposite direction with downcast eyes.
Xiaoxue fell on her shoulders, and was quickly melted by the body temperature, and a piece of her shoulders were directly stained. This reminded her of when she first entered the palace, it was raining lightly that day, and so was her shoulder.
The corners of Ji Ting's lips raised slightly, and he stopped when he walked to the swing where he had swung before. After thinking for a while, he wiped off the thin layer of snow with his sleeve, and sat directly on it. It had been a long time since those little eunuchs came to the palace, she hadn't moved the swing in the yard for a long time, and now she was sitting here, and she even found it interesting to swing a few times by herself.
She was swinging on the swing alone like a fool, with the hand stove on her lap, covering her abdomen with heat, but the two hands holding the rope for balance were a little red with cold at the moment.
Just when she was having fun alone, a figure turned around the corner not far away. She subconsciously looked over and met a pair of familiar eyes unexpectedly. She put her feet on the ground in an instant, stabilized herself and stood up.
I haven't seen him for a few days. He seems to have lost some weight. His jaw line is as sharp as a knife. His face, which was originally handsome and free from dust, is now even more handsome. He is wearing a black gold embroidered shirt and a deep purple basalt cloak. The darker outfit made his lips redder and his complexion whiter, giving him a sense of distance.
The distance between the two was not close, and when Ji Ting was hesitating whether to pretend he didn't see it or say hello, he was already walking towards him, and every step he stepped on the thin snow left a clear footprint, like It's like leaving a mark on her heart.
Ji Ting held the stove tightly, and when he was thinking about what to say in the first sentence, he suddenly saw the white cloth wrapped around his hand, and blurted out a sentence in an instant: "Why did your hand hurt?"
Shen Tuchuan gave her a fixed look, then lowered his eyes: "A little accident."
"Is it serious?" Ji Ting frowned.
Shen Tuchuan stretched out his injured hand towards her: "Does the Queen Mother want to take it apart?"
"... the injury is on the hand, it must be nothing." Ji Ting thought he was rejecting his concern, so he shook his head embarrassingly.
Shen Tuchuan's eyes darkened for a moment: "It seems that the Queen Mother has adapted better than I imagined."
"Huh?" Ji looked at him puzzled.
Shen Tuchuan remained silent.
Ji Ting pursed his lips, looked at his red hands, finally couldn't help but took a step forward, and handed over the hot hand stove: "Master Governor has a lot of things to do every day, so you must take care of yourself."
Shen Tuchuan looked at the things in her hand, and after a long silence, he put his fingers on the strap of the cloak. Ji Ting was startled when he saw his movements, and heat gradually accumulated in his eyes.
However, before Shen Tuchuan untied it, he heard a rush of footsteps behind him, followed by a shrill voice: "Empress Dowager! Why didn't you wait for the servant, and came out wearing such thin clothes, please be careful." body!"
As soon as the words fell, a little eunuch with a neutral appearance and red lips and white teeth ran over, and put on a cloak for Ji Ting while chattering: "Queen Mother, you are really, how can you be so playful? I'm going to die of heartache..."
"Okay, Aijia will come by himself." Hearing that, Ji Hearing took a step back, bowed his head to fasten his cloak, and hardly dared to look up at Shen Tuchuan.
However, even if she didn't look at him, she could still feel the air-conditioning released from his body. She took another look at the little eunuch's eyebrows and eyes that were somewhat similar to his, and sighed in her heart. He was probably going to die of anger, but she couldn't explain too much in front of the little emperor's eyeliner, so she could only knock down her teeth and swallow it in her stomach.
However, the little eunuch kept on saying, "Ah, the slave didn't see Lord Governor, please greet Lord Governor."
"You only have the queen mother in your heart, and it's normal if you don't see the governor." Shen Tuchuan's voice was cold, but Ji Ting could hear the coldness in his words, "the queen mother is accompanied by such a caring person, I'm afraid she won't be bored in the harem." Bar."
She raised her head with a smirk, exchanged a glance with him and said awkwardly, "The Governor is joking."
"Empress Dowager, the hot water is ready. You can go back with the servant, and the servant will serve you." The little eunuch said in a low voice, and a blizzard quickly gathered in Shen Tuchuan's eyes after speaking.
Ji Ting: "..." She is sure now that this shit is intentional.
She took a deep breath and said loudly on purpose: "It's just to wipe your face. Could it be that Aijia can't even do this well? Do you need to serve me?"
"The servant came to Fengqi Palace to serve you, and you know that." The little eunuch said, lowering his head in embarrassment, as if something had happened between him and Ji Ting.
Ji Ting subconsciously looked at Shen Tuchuan, his skin tightened when he saw his dark eyes, and just about to speak, he heard him say indifferently: "The snow scene is not bad today, the empress finally came out, I also It just so happens that there is nothing wrong, why don't we go to the Imperial Garden and have a sit?"
This is the first time he has taken the initiative to invite him after almost a month. Ji Ting wished he could go with him, but the eyeliner is right next to her. If she goes with him now, the emperor will probably get the news in a quarter of an hour. In the future, they The road will be difficult.
Shen Tuchuan thought she would nod immediately, but after waiting for a while, she had a troubled expression on her face, and her hands could not help but gradually clenched under the cloak, until the solidified wound burst and blood flowed again, and he was slightly relieved from the pain Come on.
"It's okay, the snow scene is good, but it's still cold after being outside for a long time, Ai's family will go back first." Ji Ting said politely, glanced at the little eunuch, and signaled him to leave together.
Ji Ting didn't dare to look at Shen Tuchuan's expression, she lowered her head and walked away quickly, the little eunuch behind her smiled happily, as if she rejected Shen Tuchuan for her own sake.
After the two left, only Shen Tuchuan and the swing were left in the huge open space. He stood there for a long time before turning around and leaving.
On the way back to the palace, Ji Ting felt more and more depressed. Although the little eunuch behind her was very disciplined, she still hated him, and when she got back to the palace, she scolded him to back down and called her personal nurse into the room.
After the two talked for half an hour in the room, the nanny came out and gathered the palace people together, and sent all the good performers to the principals of the courtyards, leaving only the four gifts given by the emperor in Fengqi Palace. One, and there are those who are always cheating, cheating, relying on the old and selling the old.
The number of people in the palace suddenly decreased by more than half, but the things in the palace still had to be done, so I could only do the work of two or three people by myself. The people who were originally working in Fengqi Palace didn't want to tire themselves, so they began to bully these four people. Anyway, no one knew that these four people were sent by the emperor.
The four little eunuchs suddenly got busy from morning to night, almost fell asleep every time they finished their work, and ignored Ji Ting's side.
After treating these few people almost, at night after two days, Ji Ting changed into the maid's clothes and sneaked out of Fengqi Palace under the moonlight.
She lowered her head all the way to the Prison of Rituals, and was stopped before she entered the door: "Stop, who is it?"
Ji Ting was very nervous, because she was not sure whether the supervisors of ceremonies were still Shen Tuchuan's own people. Seeing that she didn't speak, the guard suddenly became suspicious. Just as he was about to come over, Eunuch Li's voice suddenly came from behind her: "What happened?"
Ji Ting's heart relaxed, and he hurriedly turned his head to look at him. Eunuch Li paused for a moment, and waved his hand at the guard: "Get back, this is my fellow countryman, and he came to deliver something to me."
"Yes." The guard walked away.
Eunuch Li led her into the Prison of Rituals without saying a word, and knelt down to her as soon as he passed the door: "Greetings to the Empress Dowager."
"You don't need to be too polite," Ji Ting immediately supported his arm, "Is the Governor here?"
Eunuch Li looked at her hesitantly: "Yes, it's just that the servant thinks... the current him should not be suitable to see you."
"What's wrong with him?" Ji Ting hurriedly asked, the worry in his eyes did not seem to be fake.
Seeing that she was quite conscientious, Eunuch Li felt better. He coughed and said, "You'll know when you go and see for yourself..."
Before the words finished, Ji Ting had already passed by his side and hurried to the inner courtyard. Eunuch Li was stunned for a moment, and then sighed quietly for a while.
After Ji Ting walked to the door of Shen Tuchuan in a hurry, she suddenly lost her courage. After knocking on the door carefully, she felt the urge to turn around and leave.
Just as she was struggling, an indifferent voice suddenly came from inside: "Come in."
Ji Ting paused, then pushed open the door and walked in cautiously.
"What happened to what I asked you to do yesterday?" Behind a layer of veil, Shen Tuchuan's figure sitting at the table was blurred.
Ji Ting realized that he had admitted the wrong person, and felt a little cramped for a while, and when he took a step forward and smelled the smell of wine, he felt even more uneasy.
Shen Tuchuan didn't get a response for a long time, and gradually realized something, and his fingers tapping rhythmically on the table stopped. Ji Ting slowly opened the veil and walked in, a stronger smell of wine came to his face, and there were already wine bottles everywhere on the ground, obviously not for today.
She and Shen Tuchuan looked at each other for a moment, fingering her sleeve helplessly.
"How come the Empress Dowager is free to come to my place?" Shen Tuchuan's eyes were full of sarcasm.
After a moment of silence, Ji Tingjing asked in a low voice: "Are you doing this because of me?"
"Why, are you here to laugh at me?" Xu Tuchuan was really drunk, and his temperament was not as cold as before. He looked at the wine glass in his hand with roving eyes, and his face was surprisingly handsome under the candlelight, "Laugh at me, obviously I don't want you But I can afford it more than anyone else, seeing you hanging out with that guy, I just want to kill him and then kill you."
He hated those who possessed her, and hated her even more. Why can she live so well without any grievances after separation, why can she accept a person who is somewhat similar to him, what is he in her heart, someone she once liked, Or is it something that can be replaced at any time
Ji Ting looked at him quietly, and said in a low voice for a while: "I have nothing to do with him, the eunuchs in my palace were sent by the emperor, he didn't want you and me to get back together, so he came up with this idea , I was also afraid that he would be too wary of you and me, so I took them in, but they and I are innocent, really."
"It's for my own good again, thank you for your hard work." Shen Tuchuan drank the wine in one gulp, and opened another jar.
"... You don't have to be sarcastic, if it's possible, I don't want to recover my memory, and I don't want to stay with you for the rest of my life as you asked, but now the fact is that I have recovered, what can I do?" Ji Ting finally couldn't help it Getting angry, she snatched his jar and took a sip, and sat down opposite him, "You always want me to be pure, but how do I know what is pure? If you don't come to rescue me even though you know I'm in danger, is that considered pure? If you can do it, I can do it too."
Shen Tuchuan's wine was very spicy, hot all the way from his throat to his stomach, Ji Ting felt like he was going to be burned: "Shen Tuchuan, just give up, you can't let me go, just like I can't let you go, If you believe that you have already become a quagmire, then bury me in the quagmire, drinking in the house like this is not like you at all, don’t you have memories of your previous life? Learn more, put medicine with a rope and chain, anything is fine, just Don't let me hang out like this, let me hang out for the rest of my life."
When Ji heard about it, her eyes gradually turned red. She knew that the alcohol had started to take effect. Looking at Shen Tuchuan's sullen face, she decided to go all out: "The emperor is young now, and all the eunuchs he gave me are eunuchs. One day when he grows up, he might give me a man as soon as he is filial, so why are you still insisting on breaking up with me, so that there is no room for questioning in the future?"
"You still want a man?" Shen Tuchuan finally responded after her words.
Ji Ting looked up at him: "I want you...but you want me, don't you?"
Shen Tuchuan lowered his eyes and refused to say a word.
But Ji Ting couldn't bear him to remain silent, and took another step forward, staring firmly into his eyes: "If you can live well after being separated from me, I won't force you, but look at yourself now You look like you, how can you live without me, now you have to make a choice, whether you want me or throw me out."
Her gaze was very firm, so firm that he turned his eyes away with a cold face, and for a while he had the idea of escaping.
"Accept the impure me in your eyes, or stick to the previous choice, I only give you this one chance," Ji Ting looked at him as the ground dragon was burned in the room, but he was still shivering with cold, "If you Still choose the same, then from now on I hope you can completely let go, whether I find a eunuch or a man in the future, it has nothing to do with you... "
Hearing that this sentence has nothing to do with you, Shen Tuchuan finally reacted, but it was only a little bit.
There was deep disappointment in Ji Ting's eyes, she stared at him for a long time, the courage that was originally born was worn away by time little by little. After a long time, she calmed down and said hoarsely, "Okay, I see."
After finishing speaking, she turned around and left safely. The moment she turned around, her tear glands burst out, and tears fell down.
When she was walking out, she suddenly felt a tugging sensation on her sleeve. She paused for a moment, turned her head in disbelief, and saw the corner of her sleeve that Shen Tuchuan was pinching.
Ji Ting was quiet for a moment, and the nasal voice finally revealed: "What do you mean? Do you want to stay with me?" After she asked, she waited for Shen Tuchuan's answer, but he didn't say a word, and the alcohol made her His brain is dizzy, and he is not as rational as before, "I am entangled in such small things, and you don't like me that much after all, forget it, let's make a clean break, so as to save the emperor from worrying about it in the future."
After she finished speaking, she pulled back her sleeves angrily, and walked towards the door with tears in her eyes. When she was about to leave, she suddenly heard him say a word, she stopped immediately, and said with a sullen face: "My ears are not good. If you didn’t hear clearly, please say it again.”
"Don't go...don't look for someone else," Shen Tuchuan said hoarsely, "I regret it, can you stay by my side? Please..."
The author has something to say: Don’t ask how it happened, if you ask, Chuaner used other means, and if you ask again, we will be locked...